The End IS Never The End

CH A dream before death

Amon looked at his watch * it’s been 5 and a half hours since she* Amon’s chest began to hurt, he was sick of the pain he felt and just wanted it to end. His only comfort was that now he would be able to join robin in death. Amon found his way back to ravens flat got in his car and drove home. Once home he went right into the bathroom, he looked him self over. The burn he had received felt worse then it looked. Amon took his gun out and checked the chamber “empty”. He scolded him self for not keeping extra bullets in the apartment. His first option to just shoot him self would not happen so he moved to option B

In Amon’s medicine cabinet next to his razor and toothpaste stood a lonely bottle of sleeping pills. “These will have to do”. Amon went into the room robin had only used once and lied down. The sheets and blanket all carried her sent. Amon with out hesitation downed the bottle of pills and closed his eyes in wait of death. He thought only of robin, the pills started to kick in he felt him self starting to sleep. Then he felt something else, Amon felt small cold hands gripping his own and shaking him awake.

Amon opened his eyes, “ robin, I should have told you every thing when I had the chance, not that it would have changed anything but you could have died knowing I loved you, now in a dream before death I only am able to tell you im so sorry robin, I promised to protect you and I failed you horribly”. Amon sobbed into the chest of the women he loved. * A sweet dream before I die* “Amon please you have to go get rid of the pills, you can’t die. I need you, I love you too, please Amon you can’t die” robin cried with frustration, tears rolling down her face. “Amon pushed him self from robin and took her face in his hands, her tears rolled down his hands. “Your tears are cold, like your flesh. Now that you are dead there is not reason for me to live”

A new tide of sobs broke from robin “but im alive, Amon”. Amon became aware of a ringing phone in the back ground. “How I wish it were true robin” Amon brought his lips down upon robins and kissed her softly. “Amon please”. Amon kissed robin again this time with more passion “ robin , if you loved me the way I loved you then I would give you every thing, we would have made love every night, gotten married, have children all of it all for you robin. Amon kissed her aging on the lips then her cheek and neck. “I love you so much robin” Robin began to weep again “Amon if you only get rid of the pills, then you can have me completely, please Amon I love you to” now the ringing in the back ground was joined by someone slamming on the door. Robin turned to the door just as Sakaki busted it down. “Thank God”, robin sobbed as she disappeared

Sakaki had never been so afraid in his life. Amon lay completely still and his breathing was so shallow he thought he was too late, until he heard him mutter robin in his sleep. Sasaki jumped on the bed and violently shook Amon screaming something Amon could not make out. Sasaki began to slap and punch Amon to wake him up nothing worked as a last resort Sakaki stuck his thumb deep into the burn on Amon’s cheek.

The rush of pain surged into Amon’s brain forcing him out of his approaching death. Amon’s eyes shot open the pain from both the burn and the knowledge that he was not dead feed on his mind, stopping him from hearing the screams Sakaki was uttering. Sasaki slapped Amon once again getting his attention “fuck Amon, robin she’s alive, do you hear me robin is alive”. That connected, Amon pushed Sakaki away from him as his unsteady feet took him to the bathroom. Amon vomited up the contents of his stomach. The words robin is alive ringing in his head.

Cold water from the sink further cleared Amon’s head and cleaned the blood from Amon’s face. Sakaki waited impatiently for Amon back in the living room. Sasaki had already pushed the image of Amon attempting suicide out of his mind. When Amon made his way to Sakaki, he did not give Amon a chance to say it. “I didn’t see a thing Amon, now please lets go, every one is already there, I don’t know anything other then she is alive” Amon was heading to the door Sakaki right behind him. Sasaki took the keys and got in Amon did the same. Every thing was still very numb to Amon he didn’t know weather this was another dream or a dream come true.