To Dream a Little Dream

To Dream a Little Dream
Pt. 7


Alright I'm here, I asked you the question, you told me how you feel, and then you ask me the same question and my mind goes dead. Damn it I had it all planned out. I knew what I was going to say and then…nothing. I know I look foolish sitting here opening and closing my mouth like an idiot but I can't think of a single thing to say. So I make a conscious effort to close my mouth and cover it all with silence. Shit I'm not a coward, this is the reason I came here.

Those red gems are watching me. I can feel it. I turn to face you and get caught up in your eyes. "I…uh like you too." Fuck that sounded like some school kid saying.

"Look Gojyo I don't understand why but I can't get you out of my head." There that was stronger.

"I've been thinking about you too Sanzo." You smile softly. God I love when you smile like that. Wait …what? Aw damn.

"I'm not use to something like this."

"I understand." How can you be so comforting?

When you put your hand on mine before, it was like a bolt of lightening went through me. Did you feel that too? Right then you do the same thing; you place one of your hands on top of mine then wind our fingers together. Alright part of my body shut down, meaning my brain. And another part of my body sprung to life, meaning just your touch is enough to make me hard again even after I had taken care of that problem not so very long ago. Hell I was still shivering slightly from the coldness of the water.

We spend some time like that. Just sitting here smoking and being together. I like things like this. When I pull my hand away you release with a gentle squeeze. We both open our mouths at the same time and stop what ever we were going to say.

"Go ahead Sanzo what did you want to say?"

"Nothing much more then what I already did."

"Okay." Then you add nervously. "So where does that leave us?"

"I'm not sure I understand."

"We like each other, which is great but where do we go from here?"

Hey how did you get to be the rational one? I can hear noises coming out of your mouth. I can see your mouth moving. Why can't I understand it all? Where did my brain go?

You must have noticed that something wasn't right because the noise has stopped. And you're watching me quiet intensely.

"What?" I blurt out.

"You ok?"

"Why shouldn't I be?" ah there's my confidence gaining ground once more, although I'm still distracted by your mouth. Why in hells name would I be focusing on that?

I must be nodding and shaking my head at the correct times because you're still chatting away. And I must be looking interested, but for all I care right now you could be saying how the moon was made of blue cheese and walnuts.

Did you know your eyes have a sexy sparkle when you're talking? They light up so brightly. I'm being drawn to them I can feel it. I don't even know what you're saying. And then a light goes on in my head.

I do something no one alive would believe possible for me to do.

I lean over and kiss you. And the world stops.