Depravity

You know how when you’re anticipating something really good, time goes extra slow? Like when you were little and it was your birthday the next day. You’d have presents to open come the morning, which meant the night took ten times longer to pass. Every time you looked at the clock you’d get that sick feeling in the pit of your stomach. It was a mixture of disappointment, excitement and nervousness. He thought you grew out of that when you matured – that those moments of butterflies and expectancy would go away. He was wrong.

Suguru spent the entire day alternating his attention between the clock and Hiro. The clock moved too slowly for him and Hiro was too far away from him. They barely had a chance to have ten words in private, and he just wanted the day to end so they could get on with their date.

Despite the fact that the two young musicians weren’t able to communicate verbally, their non-verbal communication was quite intense. They held each other’s stares at every possible chance, and the sexual tension in the room was palpable to everyone. Everyone being Shuichi and K.

Suguru had hoped to be able to spend some time with Hiro during lunch, but his cousin, Tohma, had called him to his office. They had lunch together several times a week, and today was one such day. He smiled apologetically as he left the room, receiving a promising smile from Hiro in return.

K had some phone calls to make, and left Shuichi and Hiro alone to enjoy their lunch. Attached to the bottom of the table was a digital recorder. He’d get the info he wanted at ANY cost! He was ‘K’!

The moment the door was closed, Shuichi launched at Hiro.

“What’s going on with you and Suguru-Kun?” Shuichi drummed his fingers in anticipation of the answer.

“You mean it’s that obvious?” Hiro raised one eyebrow. He had no intention of keeping anything secret from his best friend, but hadn’t expected Shu-chan to see it on his own.

Shuichi laughed. “Yeah, it’s seriously obvious! You guys are stripping each other with your eyes every time you look at one another! And you’re staring at each other, and you’ve both missed me and K talking to you several times. You’ve totally zoned out everything but each other. K is getting frustrated, but I think it’s kinda cute.”

Hiro swallowed his food and told Shuichi about what had happened last night. He and his best friend had no secrets, and this was no different. He knew the singer wouldn’t care that Suguru knew about their past sex games, so he left out no details.

Shuichi was ecstatic! “This is the first guy you’ve wanted to date since ‘him.’ That’s really great!”

They never mentioned ‘him.’ For so long, the memories were painful to Hiro, but this interest in Suguru was a really good sign that he was finally ready to move on.

“Him’ referred to a high-school crush Hiro had suffered from. He’d set eyes on this person when they were sophomores, and instantly fell in love. For a full year Hiro suffered in silence, confiding only in Shuichi. Then, in the middle of their junior year, Hiro decided to approach ‘him’ and see if they could have a relationship. To say that Hiro was shot down is an understatement. He was told that his crush was foolish and dangerous, and that if he ever brought it up again, his parents would be called to the school and he would be properly dealt with.

Hiro’s crush was on one of his Sensei. He was completely heartbroken, and while it had taken only a moment to fall in love, it seemed to take forever to fall out of love. Shuichi had held his hand through all of it, and Hiro never forgot how his friend was so free with kindness, understanding and love when he needed it most.

Looking back now, the guitarist knew his Sensei was right – he was being foolish and behaving in a dangerous manner. But as a 17-year-old boy, he was blinded by his emotions. It was only recent that he could think back on those experiences and not cringe with embarrassment and pain. And Shuichi was also right! Dating Suguru WAS great!

“I’m taking him for Italian food, and then dancing at that club you and Yuki-San go to all the time. After that, I thought we’d take a little walk, and then maybe go back to my apartment and watch a movie. It’s great that tomorrow is a late day for us!” The schedule for tomorrow was mostly song editing, and the boys didn’t need to come in until 1pm. “I don’t know if he’ll come to my apartment or not, but it’s worth a shot!”

Shuichi’s eyes rose as a thought struck. Without saying a word, he ran to his backpack and pulled something out of it. Running back to the table, he held out a bottle of lube and said, “You might need this tonight!”

Hiro laughed and playfully pushed Shuichi away. “I have my own, thank you!”

“Okay, so you have one bottle, right?” Hiro nodded yes. “Let me go through a little scenario with you. You’re on the couch with Suguru, and you’re getting all hot and heavy. You’re jerking each other off, then sucking each other off, and then you want to have sex. But the lube is in the bedroom! So you have to hobble with a hard-on through your apartment, search out the lube and bring it back. MAJOR mood killer. Trust me, I’m speaking from experience here.

“BUT,” Shuichi continued, “if you keep your bottle of lube in the bedroom, and stuff this one into the cushions of your couch, you’re ready for action anywhere.”

Hiro facedropped. Shuichi was right! Without another thought, he took the offered bottle of lube and slipped it into his pocket with a hearty “Thank you!”

“Listen Shu, I’m already kinda nervous about tonight. Why don’t you tell me what happened with that punishment box and the point box and everything? Take my mind off it for a while.”

“Gladly,” answered the genki singer.

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At his Master’s insistence, Shuichi reached into the box and pulled out the first slip of paper. On it was written:

“The submissive will write out a sexual fantasy under the Dominant’s guidance. The sub must masturbate to the fantasy before writing it down. 2 points.”

Eiri read the instructions out loud before throwing the paper back into the box. “Come here boy and sit down on the couch sideways. Lean against the arm over there.” Shuichi did as he was told and waited for permission to begin. Eiri retrieved several sheets of paper and a pen. Placing the items on the coffee table, he turned on the couch to face his sub and said, “Here is your guidance. You are to fantasize about having sex with me in our car. Tell me everything that enters your mind as you masturbate. You are not to cum until you cum in your fantasy. Be detailed, make this last. Now spread your legs wide apart, take off the cock ring, and begin.”

Shuichi was red with embarrassment. They had masturbated with each other many times, but never like this. In the past, the stimulation came from watching each other. Now, Shuichi was being forced to find external stimulation in the form of a fantasy. He gave it a moment’s thought and began.

“In my fantasy, you and I are dancing at a club. The music is pounding and deep, and it’s turning us both on. We’re grinding on the dance floor, and I can feel your cock pressing against mine.” Shuichi ran his fingers down his chest to his stomach, and then back up to his nipples. He circled them slowly as the nubs hardened. Eiri lit a cigarette and watched.

“We’re both breathing heavy, and instead of kissing deep, we’re teasing each other. A quick peck, a nibble on the lip, a swipe of the tongue and no more. We’re getting more and more turned on with every second. Suddenly, you grab me by the arm and pull me out of the club and into the parking lot.” The singer ran his tongue over two of his fingers coating them in saliva. The hand returned to his nipple to wet and tease it more. He brought his other hand to his mouth and repeated the action. His cock began to lengthen and harden. Eiri’s breath caught in his throat as he watched and listened with rapt attention.

“We make it to your car and you open the back door and push me in. You follow me, shut and lock the doors and pounce on me. Holding my shoulders down, you grind your cock into mine and moan with the pressure. I throw my head back and present my neck to you, which you immediately begin licking and biting. I’m loudly moaning, ‘Eiri, oh fuck Eiri!’ Every time I say your name, you grind our hips together harder.” Shuichi returned a hand to his mouth and sucked on three fingers. His hips started making small thrusts into the air as his cock became fully hard. He went back to pinching his nipples and added stroking his stomach just above his groin to his play. The saliva made glistening wet trails across his torso. He was still horribly embarrassed, but as the fantasy started to take hold, he found his display easier and easier to perform.

Eiri tucked one leg under his body and rocked ever so slightly to create friction on his cock.

“We both begin to strip, we’re desperate to feel our skin slide against each other. The club was hot and filled with people, and we’re both sweaty. Once we have our shirts off, you press our bodies together and begin sucking on my tongue. Our hips never stop moving, and our hands are grasping at each other’s arms and backs.

“You suddenly sit up and pull away from me. You sit back on the seat and open your pants. Your cock is sticking out now. It’s hard and there’s pre-cum dripping out of the slit and down the side. You say, ‘Suck me baby, put my cock in your mouth and suck me hard.’ I get on my hands and knees next to you, lean in, lick your cock and then swallow it whole. You push my head down to make me to suck hard and long.”

At this point Eiri was forced to unzip his pants and release his cock. But rather than stroke it, he let it wave in the air untouched. Shuichi watched this and his right arm slid down to squeeze his sac tight. He moaned and thrust into his hand a little, and then continued with the fantasy. All the while, his hands continued to tease his nipples, stomach, and now inner thighs.

“I can’t get the right angle in this position, and deep throating you is nearly impossible. So I begin to swing round in front of you, and kneel between your legs. I’m in the foot well behind the driver’s seat now, and the space is cramped and tight, but I can finally fully deep throat you. Once I have you in my mouth, I start to hum. You begin pumping your hips up into my face.

“I look up and you and you’re playing with your nipples. I reach up and your grab my hand and guide it to your mouth. I put two fingers inside and you swirl your tongue around them. You suck on me hard while I do the same, and then you begin thrusting your tongue along the bottom of my fingers in time with the pumping of your hips. All the time, you’re holding my wrist to keep my fingers in your mouth. Your other hand is going back and forth between fisting my hair and rubbing your nipples.”

Eiri couldn’t stop a moan from escaping his lips. His sub’s fantasy was fucking hot! He’d never taken Shuichi in the car, but he knew they’d be acting this fantasy out sometime soon. He rested one hand along the back of the couch and kept his other hand at his side. He could feel the trickles of pre-cum dripping down between his legs, but he would not touch himself. His breathing was becoming more and more labored.

Shuichi reached down between his legs as he spread them wide apart. All apprehension at performing was gone. He was bringing his Dom immense pleasure, which was the real focus of this game.

He exposed his entrance, let his fingers circle it for a moment and then thrust two inside. His cock was completely neglected, and he knew that if he touched it he would cum instantly. He focused on stroking his other sensitive spots, including a couple that Eiri didn’t know about, while his fingers began stroking in and out of his passage.

“Suddenly you pull my head out of your lap, release my fingers from your mouth and switch our positions around. Now you’re kneeling in front of me in the leg well. I work the button and zipper down on my pants, and you pull them from my body. You hook my legs, one on the leather hand strap hanging from the car’s ceiling, the other on the headrest of the passenger seat. My hips are low on the seat; I’m barely sitting on it at all.

“You pull a bottle of lube from your pocket, slick up your fingers and slide one inside me painfully slow. My cock is rock hard and throbbing, but you refuse to touch it. I reach down and grab it, and you watch for a moment while I stroke myself. You snap out of your stare, push my hand away and thrust your cock against mine. A second finger slips inside me, and you scissor them while you continue to rub against me. I reach down, grab both our cocks and stroke them together.”

Shuichi’s body was jumping up to meet his fingers. He’d slipped a third finger in while he spoke and was searching for his prostate. When he touched it, his other hand grasped at the couch and he screamed in bliss.

Eiri rocked against his foot and leg harder, and the movements made it look like he was fucking the air. “Oh boy, keep talking! Unnnn… don’t stop!”

“Ahhh… You pull back, and slick your cock with lube. You then, OH FUCK! You push it completely inside me with one thrust. Nngggg…” Shuichi was having more and more trouble talking as his fingertips continued to stimulate his nipples and prostate. “I try to spread my legs even more, and you push me back… OOOOHHHHH!!! Back into the seat as you fuck me!”

The pink haired singer finally relented, and while keeping three fingers stroking him inside, his other hand grasped his cock and rubbed the pre-cum into the shaft fast and hard. Eiri gasped with each breath, still refusing to touch himself.

“Ah, AH AHHHH… I can hear your balls slapping against my ass as you fuck me harder, and I’m screaming, ‘EIRI! DEEPER! HARDER! FASTER! OH KAMI FUCK ME!!’ You’re screaming… AAAAHHHHH… screaming with me, and saying ‘NOW! I’m cumming NOW!’ You grab my cock and stroke me hard, and I start, I… I… OH MAAAASTER, I’m CUMMING!”

Thick ropy strands of cum came shooting out of the tip of Shuichi’s cock. He arched his back away from the couch as streams of the white heat splashed against his hands, arms and stomach.

The moment he laid back down on the couch, Eiri jumped oh him. He straddled his sub’s hips and brutally thrust himself down against Shuichi’s hand and cock. After the third thrust, he threw back his head and howled, his cum adding to the slippery mess between their bodies. They both screamed in release, their hips rolling to stretch their orgasms out as long as possible.

With a final grunt, Eiri collapsed down onto the body of his small sub. He struggled to avoid crushing him, and finally rolled away and down onto the floor. Shuichi’s eyes were closed and his breathing was harsh and fast.

Eiri wanted to be in a dominant position when Shuichi opened his eyes, so he stood and towered over his sub. “Boy, wake up!” Shuichi immediately opened his eyes, released his cock and waited for instructions. “Sit up and lick me clean.”

Eiri was pleased as his sub moved quickly into position and began licking their mingled cum from his body. He sucked in every last drop and then sat back with his eyes down. His breathing was slowly returning to normal.

Eiri tucked himself back in and handed Shuichi a wet towel to clean himself with, and the paper and pen. “Write out everything you just told me. Don’t add anything new to the fantasy, and don’t forget anything you said.”

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“Holy fuck,” Hiro exclaimed. “Are you trying to tell me that after all that, you had to focus enough to write?”

Shuichi nodded yes. “I did it, I wrote it all down. Eiri read it, was happy with it, awarded me my two points and suggested that we break for lunch. Well, we didn’t really break, because I was still required to be his sub. But we did eat together, then we took a little nap and started up again.”

Their lunch hour was now coming to a close, and Suguru walked back into the room.

“Hey! Come join us! I was just telling Hiro about my weekend!” Suguru was taken back a little at the invitation. He remembered researching scening on the computer with Hiro, and was surprised that Shuichi would mention it to him again.

“Sorry I couldn’t eat with you guys today. Tohma had stories about the baby to tell me. Little Tsubaki is getting bigger and bigger every day. Now, she’s saying things like ‘NO!’ and ‘MINE!’ all the time. I don’t know where she gets it from.” They all laughed at the joke and made small talk until K returned.

The rest of the day passed even slower for both Hiro and Suguru. Neither knew that was possible! When 6pm finally rolled around, K was ready to get rid of the two distracted boys and call it a day.

They walked out of the building and Hiro hailed a cab. He gave the driver the address and then reached out to clasp Suguru’s hand. With a wide smile, the keyboardist laced his fingers through his friend’s and they sat in companionable silence for the duration of the trip.

TBC….

A/N: I know! I KNOW! No hot Hiro/Suguru smooching this time around. It’s coming, I promise! Just don’t rush me – remember, this story is about Eiri and Shuichi too!

I hope you liked this chapter. It was actually kinda hard to write – I kept getting, um, nosebleeds! YEAH, that’s right, NOSEBLEEDS! Hehehe

I promise you, the focus of the next chapter will be on the new couple. Of course, the scening hasn’t ended yet, and the underlying focus of this story is BDSM, so it’s not going to end any time soon.

About my reviewers – THANK YOU once again for your kind words, inspiration, ideas and encouragement! I truly appreciate it! You know, I just LOVE what this fic is bringing out in people! I have it posted on three boards, and have been contacted by many people from all three places telling me about their own experiences or fantasies. Some people post them in the reviews, others send me private emails. I’ve been asked time and time again where I learned about this stuff. SO here is the answer:

About 15 years ago, I fell in love with Anne Rice and her Vampire novels. So I started reading everything she put out, and without knowing the subject matter, purchased The Beauty Trilogy. It was my first introduction to BDSM (but NOT my last). I was totally hooked. I drank those books in and never forgot the stories. This is my first story that I’ve made BDSM the major focus of.

I was ‘under 18’ when I read those books, and they really did help to mold me. They were so erotic and beautiful and yet viciously cruel! I loved the juxtaposition of pleasure and pain, pride and humiliation. I highly recommend them!!

Oh, and if you want to tell me your fantasies or experiences, I’M LISTENING!!

Next chapter: THE DATE! And a short scene with Eiri/Shuichi.