The Imaginings of a Feeble Mind

Disclaimer: I don’t own these characters. They belong to Matsushita-sensei and rest assured, she’d be pissed if she ever found out what I was making her characters do at night. They should all be ashamed of themselves. Dirty little buggers…–wags finger-

Notes: Italics denote flashbacks. There is a flashback in this chapter of the time when Tsuzuki visited Touda in the depths of Tenkuu and set him free, allowing him to be his twelfth and final shikigami. It was originally a roleplay between myself as Tsuzuki and my wonderful Touda (Yahoo screenname: very_incompatible_shikigami if you’re interested in sampling his wares), to whom I owe a ton of debt for pushing me into the world of shikigami luff. It will be rendered word for word with nothing omitted, the only change being the paragraphing. I might change it to flow better with the story. Please enjoy it as we did.

Warnings: Absolute yaoi here people. Near PWP for the entire chapter. Sex between one hunk of a shikigami and a lithe young shinigami. Tissue alert…possible chance of messing your trousers. P.S, this is a LONG chapter. You have been warned.


Tsuzuki had gone almost willingly with the golden emperor, the demon successfully shocked into submission for the time being, his body sore and mind blank as the regal lord walked him to the dungeons, an arm around his waist and one on the shinigami’s back, ready to strike him down if need be. They came around the corner of the lowest cell block and the last door on the left opened automatically, the palace already waiting for its new prisoner, the interior clean but dark, no recognition even registering on Tsuzuki’s face as he was led inside.

Enma let him slide to the floor on the right hand side of the room, his back against the cold stone wall, absentmindedly tucking his legs up to his chest and wrapping his arms around them, burying his face in his knees as he cried weakly. He knew what was wrong with him but dared not voice it out loud, the presence of Gensoukai’s most prestigious creature not even fazing him. The emperor placed his hand on the violet eyed man’s head and patted him slightly before stepping away, feeling the brooding danger that emanated from the small body. This place was better than any other to contain the immense power the slim man held, Tenkuu swearing it, considering it had held Touda for nearly half of its life.

Enmadaioh left the poor young man in the dank room, disappearing when fully out of the demon’s spiritual range, coming back to sit upon his cloaked throne, a simple test of the area determining that all was well, regardless of the most recent activity. His throne room had already been cleaned, the palace maids dutiful in their work, the broken bodies of his guards incinerated in the most respectable way. It was a dangerous thing, to be on a seat of power which was forever being challenged, Enma’s own mind telling him that it was his fault this time, for bringing such a possessed creature into his flock.

“He will recover. The darkness which dwells within him has no place to rest once free of the host body. The containing spells which held him for so long have vanished. This is not my doing. There is more trickery afoot than I have been lead to believe…”


Touda meanwhile, walked quickly through the gates of the lord’s palace, once again giving a sharp look to the guards and was immediately allowed inside, knowing full well that the dark emperor wouldn’t deny him access to his master, regardless of what mayhem had ensued. He avoided the golden creature’s chambers in favour of heading right down to the dungeons, taking the steps two at a time, lumbering down the walkway he had thought he’d never have to see again. It brought back horrible memories for the snake god, his arms shackled and hair flowing behind him like a regal cape, his cries for help ignored by all who heard them. He gave a deep, full body shiver and turned in the direction of his old room, the one SohRyu had mentioned. Certainly Enma knew what effect it would have on the kindhearted guardian? Touda chuffed angrily and stepped up to the door, noticing right away that there was no guard before it, much the same as his own time spent in the damp darkness.

He peered in the slatted window and immediately spotted his young master, the poor soul curled up against the wall with his head down, the snake’s anger slowly rising as he tried the door handle, blinking suddenly as it opened without a problem. //Tenkuu, hard at work. // He thought to himself. He padded over to his young lover and crouched down beside him, at eye level but still somewhat wary of any sudden movements. He moved his right hand out to card through the man’s soft chocolate locks, brushing them back from a blood and tear stained face.

Tsuzuki looked up sadly, his eyes that distant shade of violet, the pupils mere specks in the whirlpool of faded purple, giving the bright shinigami a lost and brooding look, his mind no doubt in turmoil within itself.

“Touda? Is that you? I..I thought Enma struck you down… I saw you collapse.”

He shifted slightly and let his arms move from their death grip on his knees, holding them up and out like a child who wanted up.

“I don’t know what’s going on…”

The larger man moved forward to kneel and scooped the saddened shinigami into his arms, holding him tightly against his broad chest, unable to believe that this ordeal was really happening. The last time they were in this room together had been nearly a half a century before, the day fresh in Touda’s mind and no doubt in that of his master, the part of his mind untainted by the demonic force. He shivered slightly at the memory of their encounter and coddled the warm body closer to himself as he shifted to sit back against the wall, cradling Tsuzuki in his lap, the man’s head against his shoulder and body resting comfortably across his thighs.

His clawed hand lifted, gently brushing the long hairs back once again from the slightly furrowed brow, the concentration on Tsuzuki’s face telling the snake god that there was more going on behind his eyes, thoughts that either confused or interested him. He sighed softly and leaned forward to plant a soft kiss to the man’s forehead, the violet eyes immediately opening and staring up into his own reflected visage, the visor irritating him as it always had. With some effort, Tsuzuki lifted his left hand and fingered the offending metal, caressing the edges and sighing to himself, his eyes finally focusing on Touda’s partly hidden face.

“I remember when I saw you without this last. It was here wasn’t it? It was dark and I was happy to see you. You were such an arrogant creature, Touda. Wouldn’t even let me touch you until you saw my key…”


It was dark, and the air was rather thick. A soft sigh and the rattling of chains, a figure in the darkness moved. How long has it been? A year? Perhaps a decade or even a century, It didn’t really matter anymore. He heard the small creaking as Tenkuu settled itself just like any normal building might do. But unlike any other building this one was alive, a shikigami no less, and the creaking almost seemed like laughter. Was he mocking him again? Crimson pools flashed, as he lifted the beautiful orbs to the ceiling, a snort, yeah he would mock the pitiful creature even now. Once he had been free, a powerful, magnificent creature, sailing through the sky, the wind through his hair…But after what happened that fateful day so long ago? He was a monster, a demon, a thing not to be trusted. His flames were too powerful they said, they destroy with no regard to tell the difference between friend or foe. It was true, he didn’t really care, but to be chained up like this? Hmm…
He shifted his weight, the chains rattled again, then tossed his head, trying to remove a long lock of onyx that dared to cover his face. This was indeed embarrassing, to be stripped of almost all your clothing, except for leggings and gloves, his body seemed to be chiseled from the finest marble by the most skilled artisans. Yes he was breathtaking, strong and powerful shoulders that bore a thick and slender neck, his arms were powerful, he could probably crush another man within them without blinking. A deep chest and finely chiseled abs, his torso was probably the most inviting part of him...until you reached his long legs. Ah yes, those thighs, just makes you want to shiver knowing those could be wrapped around you. And then there was the promise of what lie between them, ah Touda was well endowed, not that he ever bragged about it. Why would he need to?
He leaned his head back now, closing fleshy lids over cool crimson eyes, when would he be able to gain his freedom again? Not that he thought he deserved it, but he could dream couldn’t he?


He rubbed his forehead as he stared at the ceiling of the dark room, the heavily papered desk in front of him looking less than inviting. He looked down with a sigh and scribbled his name on the bottom of another form, the spidery letters flowing together as he tried vaguely to remember his signature. He shoved it towards the dark figure across from him and gave him a deep stare, followed by a halfhearted chuckle.

“So, he\'s mine now right? I have your word?”
He saw the creatures small nod and lifted his gaze to the ceiling once again.

“And yours Tenkuu? I\'ve been jilted by your promises in the past. This time I won\'t have any backlash!”

He thumped his fist on the oaken desk, hearing it echo through the living walls. The man with him shuffled the papers and handed the shinigami a small golden key with a red tag hanging from the end. He lifted it and saw small script on it, the words even more illegible than his own. He squinted in the low light and saw that it said \'Condemned\'. He growled low in his throat and viciously tore the tag off, tossing it to the floor.
He stood up and walked to the far doorway, turned to the right and headed for the stairway at the end of the long hall. He descended them, the vague, quiet screams coming up from below, almost music to his ears as he neared end of his journey.
\'The last door on the left.\' the releaseman had said, \'Don\'t expect any conversation. The bastard won\'t say a thing.\'
He inwardly groaned at the badmouthing of his new shiki. He couldn\'t possibly be such an awful person. Everyone has some good in them. He came to the door and raised his hand to knock, before changing his mind and opening the door anyways. The man belonged to him now after all. He didn\'t have to tell him he was coming. The door swung open and he stared at the sight before him, hands dropping to his sides as the man looked up suddenly.


And look up he did. His crimson eyes focused easily with the sudden pouring of light into the dark room. Blinking he wondered what this man was doing here, and wondered if Tenkuu would say anything. He listened softly…nope no words from Tenkuu…that was odd. He looked at the man in what looked like a business suit at the door, and studied him. Soft brown hair, violet eyes...now that was something he’d never seen in a human, and he was sure this man was indeed just that. His eyes…he looked at them closer, they reflected a softness, almost sad expression within them. Was that…for him? He sat up and pulled himself up against the wall, his long hair falling in waves around him with the sudden movement. He wasn’t going to say anything, he wasn’t quite sure why this man was here, a Shinigami, before him. Did this man intend to…

His eyes widened suddenly and he hissed softly. This man? Was this some sort of a joke? Didn’t this guy know he was a prisoner? Well….maybe this man wasn’t here for that. No this man couldn’t be his master. He was a fool to believe even for a second they might have given him a chance to be free...even if it was a strange twist of the word. No this man must be here to mock him, he was sure of it. So many other’s had before, he couldn’t allow the man’s eyes to deceive him. No creature could ever pity a man like himself. He didn’t deserve it, or want it. So he sat there in silence waiting for the other to come in and insult him…or kick him, whatever the other decided to do he hoped he would do it quickly and leave so he could get back to his….what? Emptiness?

The saddened red eyes watched him as he stood in the doorway, hands nervously tugging at the hem of his suit jacket. He saw a questioning glimmer in the red depths as they watched him. His body rippled with thick, sinewy muscles as he slid a little further up the wall, the sitting position and few clothes doing nothing to hide his obvious nakedness. He was shocked to see someone treated this way. Even prisoners in human jails had clothes. The hair around him was like a cloak, the tendrils trailing along the floor like black water.

He stepped into the room, letting the door stand open and slowly walked towards the chained man, his fingers fidgeting with the key they held. He kept watching the man\'s face, his emotions changing suddenly. Tsu didn\'t need to be an empath to notice it.

He stepped back, but kept his eyes focused on the others\'. Did he hear a hiss come from the man\'s cracked lips? He wasn\'t sure, but his body language was telling him yes. He swallowed audibly and hunkered down on his hocks, the hand holding the key dangling across a thigh. He moved his other hand out to hold the man\'s chin tightly, lifting it so he was at eye level. He was smiling slightly, hoping to dispel the gloom he felt in the room.

“Look at me please…”


Well there really wasn’t much he could do to fight that now could he? Seeing as his arms were currently chained to a wall above his head… So when he felt the soft fingers against his chin he had no choice but to allow them to lift his head. His crimson eyes met with those violet ones, and saw that strange emotion reflecting within them. He wasn’t used to seeing it, not directed towards him and it made him uncomfortable. What on earth was this man doing here?
He shifted his weight again, picking up a leg and shoving his other underneath the lifted one, his knee now level with his chest, he let the leg fall slightly to the side, and pulled his head away from that uncomfortable touch. However he continued to look the other in the eyes, his own reflecting just how much he didn’t trust the other, despite all the seemingly innocent actions this Shinigami had taken thus far. Perhaps he was being a little too paranoid but his mind just couldn’t grasp the idea or accept that someone would be gentle and nice to him.

His hand hung in front of him as the other shook his head free of it, the repulsed actions making him slightly edgy. He moved so he was kneeling and latched both hands to the turned face, holding tight as he moved the man to look at him once again. It took quite a bit of force to turn his head, the muscles standing out on Tsu\'s forearms. He was smiling brighter this time, the golden key feeling cool against his palm. He\'d temporarily forgotten it.
He looked above the man\'s darkened face and spotted the chains, the thick lock hanging from them limply. He let his hands fall begrudgingly from the strangely soft skin and held the lock as he slipped the key in. He kept an eye on the other man\'s face, wary of any quick movements or slight of hand.

The releaseman had warned him that this prisoner was slightly sneaky. He\'d been chained long enough that he might not be able to move, let alone get away, but he was warned to be careful anyways. The key clicked loudly to the side and the lock\'s arm snapped open, one chain slipping out to clatter noisily against the wall behind the lovely criminal.
Tsu pulled the lock away from the other chain and dropped it to the floor, his hands moving to hold the now confused face.

“Please, don\'t turn away from me. I\'m here for you...Touda.”

He glared daggers at the man as he was forced to look back at him, then his eyes widened as he saw the other reach up above him. What was he---? Was he going to take advantage of him? Oh how fitting. He suddenly thought entirely amused. As if locking me up in here for all eternity wasn’t bad enough now you all intend to humiliate me by having this human have his way with me?
He heard a –click- then blinked as a the lock and chains fell to the ground, his arms falling limply to his sides as the Shinigami took hold of his face again. His eyes were wide and all thoughts stopped.

“W-what..are you?”

He blinked, was that his voice? He hadn’t heard it in so long and could barely recognize it. Pulling away again he tried to use his arms to inch away but they were all but useless and he only accomplished falling forward, his long black hair tumbling in waves around him as he hit the floor with a very loud thud. He remained on the floor for quite some time before he managed to pull his arms in front of himself and lift with a little more effort than he was used to and stared up at the man helplessly.

“Why…?”


He blinked at the deep voice tumbling from his new captive\'s lips, its echoes bouncing back crudely. He lowered his eyes slightly, looking at the man through his own dark bangs.

“A shinigami. You know what we are don\'t you?”

He sat low on his haunches instead of standing, so he didn\'t seem any more threatening. His presence was obviously bothering the other man.

“I...came to make you mine, Touda.”

He looked away suddenly, not being able to face the dark stare. He started at the man\'s sudden movement and subsequent tumble, but refused to help him up for fear of retaliation. The hostility was coming off of the darker man in waves.
He watched as the future shiki got himself halfway up, his blood-red eyes looking up so pitifully, it made Tsu\'s heart break. He didn\'t think it would be this hard to claim the man. He kept his head down, eyes not moving away from the lovely sight. The man was gorgeous. Sitting so seductively even if he didn\'t know he was doing it. Tsu found he couldn\'t catch his breath enough to answer the question. It took all of his willpower to do it.

“Why? I want you out of this place. You deserve better, Touda.” His eyes were verging on tears as he laid his heart out.

“It\'s taken me forever to convince Tenkuu to release you. He was adamant that you stay imprisoned.” Once the floodgates had opened, he couldn\'t still his tongue.

“You\'ve been released into my service. You\'re going to be my shikigami, Touda...”

He listened to the other’s words and none of it made sense. Released? Shikigami? His? Tsuzuki’s eyes bore nothing but the truth so there was no other way for him to take it. But it just seemed so unreal that this man promised him freedom. And what’s more it didn’t seem that Tsuzuki wanted anything in return from him other than the normal agreement between a shinigami and his shikigami.

“Tenkuu…”
Yeah it would figure that damned palace would try to keep him here. Hnn.. what an interesting predicament. Perhaps Tenkuu believed he would say no, that his pride wouldn’t allow him to be owned by a human creature. But to be free…?
He looked back at Tsuzuki, his eyes softening for a moment, letting the other see a part of him he never showed to anyone else. It couldn’t be so bad to serve a man who seemed so selfless, could it?

“Yes… I will serve you.”

I will be yours….and yours alone… he thought. He didn’t understand the strange warmth that seemed to trickle throughout his body. It wouldn’t be until much later that he figured out this feeling was love. But right now he felt a connection with the man before him and decided then and there. I will do anything for this man, I will bend to his every need and desire. I live by his breath, I breath by his will. It is only fitting as he gives me freedom, is it not?

He nodded and looked up as the man seemed to comprehend his words, a softness replacing the hard unforgiving look on his face. He leaned forward and put a hand on each of the man\'s muscled shoulders and slipped his arm up into his sleeve so the cloth covered his hand. He scooted closer and lifted the clothed hand to the man\'s forehead, wiping away the dirt that had settled there.
Just a long swipe of the sleeve brought a golden sheen to the skin, not unlike the sun peeking over the horizon in the morning. He wiped the man\'s sharp cheeks and every other place above his chest he could find, his shirt becoming quite stained with the harsh grit that seemed to cover everything down there.
He lowered his hand as he was too embarrassed to wipe below the man\'s chest, even though the body below was severely tempting him. He\'d never seen a man so muscled. Even after years of imprisonment, they hadn\'t atrophied or slackened at all. He was impressed beyond words. He smiled at his new servant and sat back again.

“You won\'t serve me, Touda. I want you to help me. I won\'t ask anything of you that is indecent. Nothing...lewd..”

His hand dipped lower on the chiseled chest as he wiped absentmindedly at the sticky dirt along the man\'s torso, the muscles moving like water underneath it. His thoughts had finally come to rest along the edge of the gutter, dangerously close to falling in.


He watched with a mildly fascinated expression as Tsuzuki took his own nice suit and soiled it with the grime that had found its way onto his bronzed skin. He had to admit that though the touch was awkward as it was very gentle and seemed to be innocent of darker thoughts, he found it rather comforting and somewhat pleasing to know that Tsuzuki was brave enough to become so quickly known with him.

He looked down and watched Tsu wipe along his torso, reaching out to move a few locks of onyx hair that got in the way of his new master’s hand. Now that his mind had been made up in giving himself over to the other completely he seemed far more comfortable with Tsuzuki and when he looked up at the other again, his eyes only reflected a calm trust and obedience. Whatever edge Tsu’s mind was dangling from it was obvious Touda would willingly fall into the chasm with him, with no more sound of complaint than a loyal knight serving his king.
He even sat his back against the wall and opened his legs as if to accommodate the other already guessing where he was headed. But he said nothing, and remained quiet focusing calm crimson orbs on delicate features of a face that belonged to an angel.


His hand faltered as the other man moved to shy his hair away, the long strands having curled around every limb and space it could without impeding his movements. He backed away as Touda moved against the wall, the luscious legs stretching out for a thorough cleaning as well. He chuckled inside as he watched the obliviousness.

He sat back and shuffled his jacket down his shoulders and arms, gathering the material up in front of him. He leaned over the strangely chilled form and wiped the still dirty areas, paying far too much attention to the thighs and crotch area. He purposely left the more intimate parts untouched, thinking it would be terribly rude of him to do anything with them. He wiped down the tight calves, rubbing lightly as he did, just a slight massage to the poor, cramped muscles.
He held the feet up and covered them with the jacket, massaging and cleaning at the same time through the thin cloth. His eyes never really left the other man\'s, his curiosity getting the better of him as he wished to see the reaction his actions caused. He finished the other leg and sat back again, fiddling with the now ruined jacket, not really sure what to do next.

He shivered slightly as he felt his new master clean his thighs and felt a soft silent moan escape his lips as he noticed the other pay a lot of attention to his crotch area. Sure the man didn’t do anything with his most sensitive parts, he was sure the other wanted to. Not that he would have complained if Tsuzuki might have accidentally slipped a hand to brush his groin, as he could feel heat beginning to form in the pit of his stomach making a very peculiar trail down between his legs.

Good gods was he getting turned on? He bit his lip as he felt a soft blush raise on his cheeks as he realized Tsuzuki had his eyes on him the whole time. He smiled very faintly a ghost of a smile and felt himself twitch, but said nothing and gave the other no hint that he was uncomfortable. He sighed softly however when his foot was massaged and visibly relaxed further, his shoulders dropping and head slightly lolling to one side.

Had it really been so long since he’d felt this comfortable?

He watched the visible relaxing and settling with a smile, the other man\'s small smile had not been lost on him. He felt like being bold as he leaned over onto all fours and crawled towards the other man, his eyes gleaming with mischief. He pushed the captive\'s legs together and straddled them, arms stilling at his sides as he looked into the bright eyes watching his every move.

“Touda..why haven\'t you tried to run yet? I was prepared for a fight, or at least an argument. Please feel free to express anything you feel. I won\'t harm you.”

He looked up expectantly, his eyes darting around the broad expanse of skin before him. He could feel the warmth of Touda\'s body on his ass and crotch as he wiggled a bit to get his point across.

“Unless trying to get closer to you is a hurt to you...”

He watched Tsuzuki carefully as he crawled toward him on all fours and blinked slightly, but smiled again as he figured out what was going on. He didn’t utter a single word of complaint when his legs were pushed together and felt his master settle himself rather easily over his lap, then grab his sides. When posed with the question he remained silent for a moment, What kind of an answer is he expecting? Is this some sort of test? Then he parted his lips slowly, warm breath escaping as he chose his words carefully.

“Because it was you who freed me…and as I have accepted becoming your shikigami it would be rather rude to run away from you after all the…kindness…”

Damn it that was such an awkward word to say…kindness? How did he, Touda, the hellfire snake ever end up on the opposite end of that action? Yes yes, his master wouldn’t harm him, he was fully aware of that by now, as those violet orbs had seen fit to clarify from the very beginning when he’d first met Tsuzuki. Not that Touda would complain if Tsuzuki ever did become violent. After all did he not just promise himself to the other completely, regardless of whether or not the promise was made in silence?
When Tsu wriggled across his lap he allowed a sharp gasp and his eyes widened slightly at having his brooding so maliciously interrupted. Or was it really that bad? No, not really, he actually enjoyed the contact, though he would never admit it verbally.

“Getting close won’t hurt me master…Though I believe I do not deserve such attention, I will accept it willingly.”

And gladly, he added to himself, making sure to look his new master in the eyes and let him know just how serious he was.

He chuckled at the other man\'s response’s, the light gasp not being lost on him as he wiggled deeper into the warm lap. He listened carefully to his shiki\'s explanation, tossing his arms around the thick neck and settling his head on a well formed shoulder. He was fighting weak tears as he let himself go.

“You...can run if you like, Touda. I\'m not going to keep you if you don\'t want me to. I just couldn\'t stand to see you chained that way.. “
He pulled back from the shoulder to look into his vibrant, red eyes again, his own rimmed with red and wetness pervading on his cheeks.

“I had come down a long time ago to see you. I heard someone say that a strong man had been imprisoned. I was...taken aback by you.”
He blushed brightly and dipped his head back down, arms staying where they\'d been, if just for comfort\'s sake. He looked up again at the man\'s final acceptance of his mastery, the solemn, but strangely cheerful eyes boring into him. He saw nothing but complete devotion there and he swallowed his own pride to lean forward and touch his lips to the other\'s.

He blinked once, then twice as he felt the alien lips invade his, but said nothing and made no move to pull away. Instead he found himself closing his eyes slowly, pushing his own lips against Tsu’s and completing the awkward but meaningful touch. He clenched and unclenched his hands trying to get some feeling back into them from being chained up for so long above him, then when he felt his arms starting to respond a bit more, he slowly ran his hands across the small of Tsuzuki’s back.
In an upwards caress, he let each individual finger dig into the shirt and feel out all of Tsuzuki’s back muscles, massaging gently as he went past them, enjoying the warmth of the skin that echoed beneath the cotton shirt. Purring slowly, he found himself warming up rather quickly now that he had the other’s heat to soak up, after all he was a snake, and as he felt this new heat course throughout his body he gave a louder purr for his master, letting him no he was pleased. Not that he hadn’t been pleased already by the fact that he would be freed from this dark prison inside the living palace that was Tenkuu… Ah, and there it was, he’d forgotten they were still inside here, and briefly wondered if Tenkuu would start to complain about the actions both men were taking.

He listened carefully but only heard the creaks of wood that were normal for any building that was constantly settling within it’s foundation. Shrugging to complete his thought he pulled away and looked into Tsuzuki’s eyes before gently lifting him and placing him onto the floor where he slowly climbed on top of him. He knew by now what his master wanted and wasn’t about to deny him.

He was infinitely excited to feel the other man push back against his lips, warm hands suddenly sliding up his back as he stiffened, remembering what he\'d been told about Touda\'s violent past. He arched his back as fingers started a deep massage, almost like a cat working in its bed before claiming it for sleep. The deep sounds coming from the other man were soaking through his body, reverberating in his head and making him dizzy.

He felt his new (love?) servant pull back and away, opening his eyes to see what the problem was. The half lidded eyes stared back at him as he smiled back, a blush having crept across his entire body. He was about to try it again when he was lifted bodily and laid down on the cold stone floor, the taller man settling quite comfortably on top of him. He held his hands out and above his head, not really sure what to do with them as that stare burned a hole through his soul. The deepening growl that was once a purr, echoed in the small confines of the room, making Tsu\'s body react. His cock swelled slightly in its captivity as he found himself totally lost in his shiki\'s red glare.

He didn’t hesitate for a moment, sensing the desire that was building up inside his master. Hn…do I affect him so easily? He wondered just what it was about himself that seemed to have caught Tsuzuki’s attention so quickly to be so easily aroused by him. But then, after another moment he dismissed it with the idea that the other was mesmerized with his physical human form, that had to be it, after all he was very naked when Tsuzuki had walked into the room, and chained to a wall no less. Did that not scream some sort of sexual hint? Whether it was intended or not…

He held himself up above Tsu with a single hand as he stared down at him, his crimson orbs watching Tsuzuki as he took his other hand and slowly unbuttoned the cotton shirt, then pushed aside the material and leaned down to touch his lips against Tsuzuki’s warm neck, then trail a line of kisses along the sensitive skin and nipped at his collar bone. Once here, he lowered himself until he lay completely across him.
His soft lips now moist with the sweat Tsu’s body was producing, he kissed his way over to a shoulder and gently nipped there, then lifted his head to lick along the other’s jaw and capture an earlobe where he suckled gently. Yes, he was very pleased with his newfound freedom, and the shinigami he would be serving, so showing him just how much he was pleased was of no consequence to him, in fact he wanted so *badly* to claim the other.

My master…My own… It was a selfish thought, yes as he figured a man like Tsuzuki must have more than one shikigami, but, he thought as he moved from suckling the earlobe to capturing Tsu’s bottom lip and sucking on that now, maybe if I leave an impression here today, I will have a part of him for myself that no one can take away…


He simply watched the goings on with almost a detached mind, his eyes showing him what was happening from ten feet away instead of living it themselves. The man\'s heavy shifting along his already sensitized body was making his skin buzz, a light shock that had him panting lightly, his hands staying where they were so they were essentially useless. He loved the feeling of being mastered by someone he was supposed to master himself.

He opened the eyes he hadn\'t remembered closing and held his head up to watch the new shiki working his deft fingers around the small buttons, making short work of them before burning hot lips on rapidly chilling skin. The ebony hair flowed around them easily, his hands dipping down from their relaxed state to grip handfuls of it, holding it as a rider would his horse\'s bridle. Small gasps and pants were all he could manage as the object of his years of secret desire played with his most touchable spots. The caresses all had a faint sense of dominance in them, as if Touda was marking him or trying to persuade Tsu\'s body that this was absolutely what it wanted.
He sighed lightly as his lip was captured, his hands fisting the hair tighter as he moved himself forward for a bruising kiss. He slipped his tongue against the man\'s lips, demanding entry. In the back of his mind, he seriously doubted that he\'d be denied it.

And deny it he would not, he let his tongue slip through his hot lips and greedily took in the pink muscle, coaxing it to play with his tongue for a few moment’s before settling down and sucking on Tsu’s tongue, slurping loudly and gasping for breath only to dive back in and take his tongue again. He buried himself within this new taste, licking and lapping, sucking and pulling, filing away Tsu’s taste as if it was the only thing he could trust to identify his master as his own.
Then he pulled away suddenly, licking away at some saliva that had escaped their mouths, and kissed his chin then trailed his tongue along the front of Tsu’s neck, nipping at the Adam’s apple gently, then continuing until he could wrap his tongue around a soft nipple. Once there he teased it to life with his tongue tip, gently swaying the pink bud back and forth until it hardened underneath his breath, once this was done he captured it in his mouth and sucked hard, pulling at it then releasing and going back down more.
Meanwhile his hands were busy digging themselves into Tsu’s sides, caressing his hips and squeezing, then caressing again. Gods this man tasted good, and he felt he was on the losing end of a battle he had entered half-heartedly. After all he wanted to give into the other completely, make him his own and claim him. And it seemed that was going to be the way of things, as Tsu’s body more than willingly gave into his kisses and touches.

He quickly unzipped Tsu’s pants, slipping a strong hand between the fabric and Tsu’s bare skin where he brushed a very warm erection and grabbed onto it, squeezing gently before he pulled back out to place his hand on a hip again. He wanted to hear Tsuzuki scream his name, then and only then was how he would know that he captured this man and made him his own.

He let the man do what he wanted with his mouth, the warmth and closeness of it making him lightheaded, the sucking and tugging making him moan into it. He tilted his head back so he was resting it on his crown, his skin open to the merciless onslaught. His hands never left the soft hair, just loosened so he could follow the man\'s movements and still have a firm handhold on it. He closed his eyes again as he felt the wetness slowly move downward, his breath catching in his throat as his nipple was assaulted, the delicious tightening of it made him squirm his hips around, his cock throbbing in his pants near painfully.
The strong hands on his body scorched him everywhere they touched, the calloused fingers rubbing slightly roughly along his sensitive oblique, almost tickling, but he stilled the giggles that threatened to rise when he heard his zipper slide down, a muscled hand sliding in and...yes...touching him there. Oh, it felt so lovely.
His hips bucked up violently and he gasped out loud, not really saying anything, just letting out his pleasure as vocally as he could. He opened his eyes and looked down disappointedly when the hand was removed, going back to its relentless rubbing. he moaned continuously under the man\'s ministrations, his pinked lips letting his love\'s name spill from them.

“Gods, Touda.. I..I want you more than anything. Not even life thrills me as you thrill me…”

He smiled against the bruised skin as he heard the heated words escape his master’s lips. Yes that was what he wanted to hear. Good, now that he knew the other was as completely his as he was to the other, he dipped down and kissed his naval, letting his tongue poke the hole and play around with it, then shifted and kissed the well defined ‘happy trail’ that belonged to a very attractive body.
As he kissed along it, he lifted Tsu’s hips up so he could pull the pants down around his hips and get them off, once they were off he dove down and grabbed the throbbing erection in one slender hand, stroking the muscle roughly and slowly, then bent down to touch the tip of his tongue to it’s tip. He gave a loud purr that rumbled throughout his massive figure and echoed in the room, it wasn’t so bad, in fact Tsuzuki tasted quite good. So without much more hesitation he slipped his mouth over the cock and drove it in to the hilt, still purring he moved his tongue around the flesh as much as it could go, then slurped and pulled it back out, letting it loose with a smacking sound.
He licked his lips as his eyes were now focused intently on the wet muscle, it looked rather silly as his expression was so serious, but his head soon disappeared as he bent down again to lick at Tsu’s balls, then push his legs apart further and stared thoughtfully at his entrance. Sticking his tongue out he touched it to the entrance quickly then pulled the tongue away and waited for a response.


He whimpered pitifully as the heated kisses explored lower, his stomach muscles twitching under the fleeting caresses. He eagerly lifted his hips as his pants were removed, not fast enough for his lover it seemed as he was barely out of them when a hand enclosed his cock, making him gasp out loud. It was a feeling he could get used to, the slow sliding motion followed by a short pause as it came back down again. His hips were pumping along with the hand when he felt a wetness at his tip, his cock giving a slight pulse from it.
The animalistic sounds coming from his love echoed in his head more than the room, his own shout of ecstasy drowning them out as his cock was engulfed completely, the warm, wet tongue laving rough swatches along it. He grunted and lifted his head as it was dropped from the moist heat, his face one of wonder as he watched the other man\'s intense concentration.

He blinked as the head dipped down once again, bypassing his hot core to move slightly below, his legs spreading tastefully, a blush creeping onto his cheeks from his wanton thoughts. He hoped that Touda meant to fuck him. Things seemed to turn that way, but who really knew once the ball got rolling. His mind went blank as he felt a soft wetness pressing at his entrance, his head nodding mindlessly, cock pulsing in its nest of soft curls.

“Yes Touda...just do what you want with me. You surrender to me and I\'ll surrender to you…”

“This is good…”

He murmured, his voice was deeper than before now, hot breath leaking from between moist lips and caressing the entrance that pulsed slightly before him, calling to him.
He was very happy to hear the words his mind demanded from the other. Yes mine…mine and mine and mine. He closed his eyes as he reached up to caress the wet cock, holding onto it and pumping slowly, nestling his face between the other’s legs he focused crimson orbs on Tsu’s violet ones, his eyes reflecting the lust he felt for the other, mingled with an emotion that Touda wasn’t aware he felt, or could put a name to just yet. He smiled his secret smile for his master, then looked back down to Tsu’s entrance while still caressing that warm length.
He closed his eyes and leaned forward to slip his tongue into the other a little deeper, the pulled back suddenly, eyes wide, he stopped all motion and sat there for a moment in silence. But soon began to chuckle slowly and purred again, Tsuzuki tasted far more better than he expected, and this surprised him, but he didn’t waste any more time, he wanted more, starting to stroke the cock again, he lifted his other hand away from Tsu’s waist and slowly and cautiously slipped a single digit into the tight hole, worming it around on the inside as he explored in there.

His curiosity was very obvious as it was worn on his face, his eyes sparkled gently as he soaked up the knowledge of Tsu’s body. Hnn…okay so a single finger could fit, now what would happen if I… and he slipped another in, widening the hole a little more, and grinned at the sound it made, watching as a little liquid escaped. Not wanting to miss a chance at tasting more he immediately bent down and lapped it up, pulling out the fingers to stick in his mouth and suck the juices away.
He looked back up to see the expression on Tsu’s face, wondering just what all this was doing to the other, his eyes still sparkling and fingers still in his mouth, he stopped stroking the hard slippery muscle and rest his chin against the package, pulling out his fingers with a resounding *pop*, then reached up to tweak a nipple. But after a moment he grunted and nuzzled his face against Tsu’s groin and crawled back up so their noses touched, and stared down into him, as he used his hips to push his way between the other’s legs, letting his own erection brush against Tsu’s inner thighs and groan softly at the contact.


He held his legs up and away, higher than they were before so his love had better access, that warm hand gently tugging his cock caught him by surprise. His heart warmed considerably from the small smile he received, a luxury he was sure Touda hadn\'t afforded anyone else. That warm tongue was back again, slipping inside only slightly, enough to make him voice his protest when the feeling stopped. He wouldn\'t be disappointed twice however.
He moaned inconsistent, meaningless words, incoherencies no one could have pieced together as a thick finger invaded him slowly and sweetly, it\'s prodding making him groan loudly. Tsuzuki wasn\'t used to being the bottom during sex, a stature normally reserved for his other lovers, those few and far between flings that kept his mind off of the lovely shiki that sat alone in the dark. How long had it been since he imagined sex with this lovely creature?

Too long his body answered back as he cried out in protest as his nipple was tweaked with damp fingers. He opened his eyes to look across at his love, the smirk still on his full lips, gradually getting closer as he was faced with his beauty once again. he felt the nudging hips lower and opened his legs to allow Touda a settling spot, the thick arousal press not so gently into his thigh.
He lifted his hands to hold the man\'s face still as his vision was swimming wildly. he knew one could swoon when they were turned on enough, but he was beyond that. He didn\'t even care that Tenkuu was no doubt watching or listening. He lifted his legs as high as he could and wrapped them around the slim waist above him, holding him down tight, more as a sign of ownership than anything else.

He closed his eyes and released a breath, a sigh as he felt Tsu’s hands caress the sides of his face, he lowered himself to catch the other’s lips and groan into him. It was time. He wanted to take the man now, and that need only heightened as he felt those long slender legs wrap around his waist. Yes Tsuzuki needed it as badly as he did now. Alright, his eyes silently whispered to the other, what’s yours is yours and mine is mine, never forget that.

He nuzzled the side of his master’s neck and gave a quick purr before lifting his hips slightly to edge his way into Tsu’s entrance, reaching down with one hand he grabbed hold of his thick cock and touched the tip to the entrance. Once he felt the contact he sucked in his breath, that small touch alone was nearly enough to send him over the edge, but he was determined to remain in control and forced himself to relax. Smiling now, he rubbed the tip up and down, caressing the entrance and nudging at his sac, then back down to slip shallowly into the tight hole.
He wanted to tease more but once it was in there he couldn’t help but push it in further, however he pushed slowly, letting the other feel every centimeter of him as he entered. Once he was in he settled himself comfortably, pausing to wrap his thick arms around the smaller mans frame in a bear of a hug, then released him and gasped, his lower body shaking with the need to continue and overwhelming joy of knowing he was inside of him now.

Grunting again he started to move, pulling the erection out to the tip then pushing back in just as slowly as he’d entered the first time, pushing himself down as he was half way in then up sharply as he came to the hilt. He repeated this process until his mind couldn’t focus any longer and instinct began to take over, making swifter harder strokes, and moaning into the other’s ear. So tight. He was so *tight*.

He slid his hands to the back of his love\'s head, the nuzzles and purrs just warming him through more, his legs letting go of their tight hold on his hips to be in a more relaxed state of hanging there. He whined as the man shifted, the slickened head of his cock nudging ever so gently at the small pucker, up higher to slide along his balls, the feeling like electricity as he gasped deeply.
He cried out and arched his back as the head slipped in without resistance, grunts of slight discomfort mingling with immense pleasure came from him as each thick inch was slowly skewered into him. His hands slid down the back of the now sweat dampened hair, crossing over each other in a vain attempt to hold on tight, the shoulders making a very good brace, but he knew he was lost. He panted his love\'s name quietly at first, gradually gaining decibels as he heard the deep, sensual grunts from the man above him, his hips snapping up enough to make white sparks fly in front of Tsu\'s eyes.

He dug his fingernails into the shiki\'s shoulders and back, raking along the skin as he was thrust into. He clenched and unclenched his ass as the man slid out, then back in again, just varying his tightness as a sweet tease. He could feel his cock twitching madly as it was rubbed between them, his sac tightening near painfully as he swam in soon to be sated bliss.

With each new thrust he grunted and moaned, hissing with pleasure as he felt Tsu’s ass tighten and loosen around his wet cock, it was maddening and it made him want to give more, especially as he heard his master calling his name over and over like a mantra.
He adjusted himself so he was on his knee’s and reached down to hold onto Tsu’s hips as he plunged himself deeper, rolling his shoulder so that the legs rest on either side of him to dangle over his back. He drove hard and deep, tossing his head back to moan. Long sweat dampened locks of hair flew about with the motion then came to rest around him and over Tsu’s belly. He looked down and releasing one hand from it’s grip on the other’s hip, he took hold of Tsu’s erection and began to pump it with the same rhythm that he fucked Tsu.

He had his mouth slightly opened by this point, eyes glazed over as he was caught in a daze. It was far better than he had expected, Tsu gave so much to him and he greedily took it, hoarded it away and gave something of his own back, expecting Tsuzuki to do the same. His entire body shook with the motion as he slowed his pace to give deep and shallow thrusts, listening with satisfaction at the sloppy smacking sounds that erupted from this sudden change of pace.
He continued this move for what seemed forever before picking up again and curling forward, forcing Tsuzuki’s legs to go tumbling over his head as he growled and pushed hard into him, then pulled out and forced himself back in. He was being rough and he knew it, but it felt so good to be able to release his desire with this man and share a very intimate moment he would never have even thought to share with anyone else.

Yes, this man was very special whether the other realized it or not. For he captured his heart with a single promise and Touda wasn’t about to let the other man go without showing him he really appreciated it and wanted to be his. Grumbling incoherently, he braced his arms on either side of Tsu’s head, resting his forehead against the other’s as he felt himself finally release his seed, his massive form shuddering as he emptied and continued to pump, slowly lowering himself and pulling Tsu’s legs back down and around him, he made sure to capture the other’s lips in a lingering meaningful kiss.

He let his hands fall above his head again and leaned back, his legs slid bodily onto the strong shoulders as the depth changed. He whipped his head back and forth, moaning continually, not being able to do anything but, the moans changing in pitch as his cock was manhandled again, the beauty above him making it hard to breathe.
He could do naught but enjoy, the hard, deep thrusts were nearly tearing him apart with their force, but he\'d expected this anyways, the man\'s overall attitude and appearance said he loved things rough. He panted until the hand left his cock, a small whine of loss slipping from his lips, but the last touch he\'d felt was enough anyways. The wild pumping of his love\'s hips slowed slightly when he felt the hot seed burst inside of him, his own cock jumping once, then again as he started to cry out and was muffled by a deeply moving kiss.

He thrust his hips up shallowly, milking himself as best he could without the aid of his hands, they having wound themselves in the deep locks of hair to hold his love\'s face closer. He pulled himself back, pushing away with his hands lightly, breathing deeply and purring loudly. His chest heaved as he thumped his head down on the cold floor, his body relinquishing any strength it had left, his hands dangling uselessly in the dark hair.

“Alright…alright…”

He answered what seemed to be a silent plea from his master and kissed his neck as he turned over slightly, enough so that he had to pull out from within Tsu but so that he could reach down and grasp the erection he had left moments before. He turned onto his side and pulled Tsuzuki to him so the other could rest his head against his chest and arm while he busied himself in stroking the warm member, enjoying the wetness that squished between his fingers and the overall feel of a warm hard cock in his hand.
He nuzzled Tsu’s hair, breathing in his scent and closed his eyes as his body relaxed and breathing resumed a slow normal pace. The air was quickly becoming cold, but he didn’t pay much attention to it as he wanted to please his master more by making him release his seed. He worked his slender fingers around the erection, caressing and massaging then pinching the tip playfully only to stroke back down the length and grab a hold of his balls and squeeze.

“Come on then, give it to me…”

He whispered encouragingly into Tsu’s ear desperately wanting to feel him release between his fingers.

He leaned heavily against the warm chest, breath still coming in short gasps as he was stroked lovingly, his own hand feeling much different to this one, with its thick fingers and rough calluses. He thrust his hips weakly as he felt it coming on, mouth hanging open in a silent cry as his eyes closed tight. He screamed loud enough he feared that Tenkuu would think there was murder going on, but didn\'t care in the slightest.
One last good gasp of air and he released himself, thick strands of the stuff landing along his belly and chest, some landing on his lover in thick ropey gobs. He keened quietly until his hips stopped moving, the last few spurts dribbling out and down the now relaxing grip. He let his head droop, his body following suit as he snuggled against the warm body, breathing still quickened but gradually slowing back to its normal pace.

He opened his eyes to look at his new lover and smiled faintly. He raised a hand to hold the side of the shiki\'s face, thumb rubbing lightly against his cheek.

“Thank you, Touda. It was much more than I\'d hoped for when I came down here today…”

He nodded and held the other close.

“It’s what you wanted wasn’t it? I could not deny you what you want master.”

He was being honest, though his expression was very blank, and his tone apathetic. Tsuzuki was the master and he the servant. It was only natural for him to give the other what he wanted. But somewhere in the back of his mind he was more than happy to share this experience, however that voice was very small, so small that he passed it off.
For now, Tsuzuki had to deal with the cold creature that lay next to him, and it wouldn’t be until much later that Touda would relax enough to accept his own feeling and admit he loved the other. For now though, he was only confused by the strange warmth that spread throughout him when he thought of Tszuzki and being with him for a very long time. It was awkward but he said nothing, and just lay there with the other in his arms, pulling him close for warmth and yawned heavily, resting his head on the ground.

He nodded in response to the simple question, his upper arm snaking around the lithe waist to settle there comfortably.

“It was as much for me as it was for you. I wanted you to trust me, Touda. I hope I have that trust now. I hope you didn\'t do those things just because I\'m your master now.”

He lifted his head to look down on the relaxed face with questioning eyes.

“Because that\'s not what I wanted. You feel as others feel, they\'ve just been put away for such a long time. I wanted to bring you back to life, for myself and for you.”

He lowered his gaze a bit and blushed softly.

“I want you to be with me forever. And we have forever, don\'t forget…”

He sighed softly and remained silent, digging his face into the other’s shoulder and yawning louder.

“And you will have me for forever. I am your shikigami and no one else’s. I obey you and you alone. Never forget this.”
He whispered softly as he felt himself drift off to sleep, allowing his thoughts to be voiced without realizing it.

“I want to be yours forever…yours and yours alone….”


A/N: I’m ending it there simply because I love the way the roleplay ended, such a sweet nonsensical place to finish the chapter. Now don’t worry though people, I have at least 5 more chapters planned so please, check back often for updates! ^_^