Did You Love Us?

Sorry, guys! I accidentally uploaded the wrong chapter. Turns out, I've had this written for months but when I put it up, it didn't go through or something. So I updated with the ninth chapter instead.

Okay, perhaps some less than nice things ahead. But there's happiness on the horizon!

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Rion waited until Raoul was asleep, and then snuck out of the bed. He cleaned himself as best he could in the bathroom, avoiding his own reflection in the mirror. The young Blondie pulled on his clothes and left, praying to whatever might hear that his brother had no clue, and he would be able to conceal what had happened. By the time the vehicle stopped outside his own apartment, he had calmed down. Enough to walk past his brother and go to the shower, or straight to bed. His plan firm in his mind, the young man stepped in the door.

Guy was on the couch, flipping through the many channels on the television. "Where were you?" He asked, his tone showing that he didn't really care.

Rion bit his lip and turned away. He hated that his twin was so cold now. "I was… nowhere. Just working." He walked towards the bathroom and had just opened the door when he felt a strong hand pulling his wrist. Rion turned and gasped, looking at Guy with terrified eyes, his twin was obviously angry, before turning to look away again. "Wha-.. what are you doing?"

"No. Where were you? You won't look at me in the eyes. And your hair is out of its braid. You were off with someone, weren't you?" Rion shook his head, not wanting the truth to get out. "DON'T LIE TO ME!" Guy raised his voice, making Rion cringe and fight to pull away.

"You're… you're hurting me!" Tears leaked out of blue eyes. Blue eyes that refused to meet brown ones. "It's just windy outside, nothing happened!"

Guy let go of Rion, throwing him to the ground. "What's his name? A Blondie? Was he someone who knew our father? Did you fuck him just to get a better job in that stupid building of yours?" Rion shook his head, unable to believe how Guy was acting. Tears fell from his eyes as he huddled on the floor, holding back sobs. "Or maybe you just decided that you didn't need me anymore." He turned to leave, but a soft voice stopped him.

"No…" Rion said, barely a whisper. "You didn't love me…"

Guy sneered. "What? Just because I wouldn't fuck you? Because I didn't want anyone to touch me anymore?" He reached down and pulled his twin up by the collar- not a difficult task since Rion was limp like a rag doll. "I thought that you would have loved me, and understood what I went through. You have no idea what kind of hell it was. Have you ever been beaten until you know some bone broke, and then raped until you lost consciousness? Almost every day, I was beaten, raped and tortured. So forgive me if I'm not in the mood to cuddle with you anymore."

Rion let out a loud sob, not wanting to hear this. He shook his head violently and pushed back on Guy's chest. "You never acknowledged me! I would say something, and you would ignore me or leave the room. You didn't even act like you wanted to come here with me! When Raoul invited me to his house, I didn't think it would go the way it did!"

Guy was silent for a long moment, just staring at his twin. "Raoul?" He asked. "The man who knew our father? Your boss? You chose HIM over me?"

"No! I didn't choose him over you, but I was just so lone-"

"SHUT UP!" Guy moved forward and wrapped his hands around Rion's neck. He watched as the young Blondie choked and tried to slap the other away, but it was to no avail. "You're not his! YOU'RE MINE! I won't let him have you!" Finally the young man let go, but he grabbed Rion's waist so that as he coughed violently, he wouldn't fall to the ground. Then he started to drag him out into the living room. "I'm gonna SHOW you why I don't want to be touched anymore!"

The brown haired man threw Rion onto the couch and ripped off his cloak- unfortunately for the Blondie, his clothes weren't fully adjusted from the incident with Raoul, so it wasn't hard for Guy to remove them all. "I had to put up with this every day. And it was much worse for me." As he spoke, he pulled his own clothes off, ignoring the sobs of the man below him.

Rion was trying to put up as best a fight as he could. But Guy punched him in the cheek suddenly, so hard that he was stunned for a moment. The Blondie weakly tried to grope for something, some sort of weapon that he could use against the man attacking him. Of course his twin wouldn't let him find anything, instead he grabbed both of his wrists and pinned them above his head.

Unable to believe that this was happening, Rion closed his eyes and turned away. He couldn't look Guy in the face; he couldn't know that he was the one causing him this pain. Tears rolled down his cheeks as the dark haired twin raised his legs over his shoulders and thrust into him roughly. Rion bit his lip, refusing to make any sort of noise. He didn't want Guy to know that he was hurting him; it would hurt his pride more than anything else. With each thrust in, he made a small squeaking noise, muffled by his tightly closed lips.

Lucky for him, Guy didn't last long at all. He dropped the young Blondie's legs and pulled out. He sighed ran a hand through his hair, closing his eyes and smiling, just letting the euphoric, after-orgasm feeling rush through him. When he opened his eyes again, he opened them to see his twin. Sobbing in front of him with a hand over his mouth to try and muffle it. A pang of guilt stabbed Guy in the heart.

"Uhh… look… I'm sorry. I probably shouldn't have… uhh…" He pulled away and touched Rion's shoulder gently, pulling back sharply when the Blondie smacked his hand away.

After a moment, Rion got up and limped towards the bathroom. He didn't say a word to Guy, hardly acknowledged that he was there. When the door between them closed, the dark haired twin slumped to the ground, wanting nothing more than to gather Rion into his arms and apologize. But he knew that he really screwed up this time, and didn't even trust himself to touch the other.