This Broken Knight

I was confused, but i held firm in the presence of the No Life King. In my mind i cursed his name, over and over, Knowing that he was reading my mind.
Deep within myself, An uncertain feeling erupted constantly. A feeling that i desprately hoped Alucard would not notice.
\"I cant win I cant win, im going to die here\" resounded in my brain.

That damn vampire was shooting me viciously, but not to kill- just to mock me. I could see it in his blood red eyes as he effortlessly pulled the trigger. He shot both of my arms off,And a feeling of searing hot metal breaking through my flesh and bone, shattering it to pieces as the limb fell, twitching slightly rushed through. That vampire was laughing with a dark smile as i growl at him in pain. Blood poured from my lost appendages, my hands still gripped the blade. Looking up, I saw the unholy beast aiming for my head. And that was it. Picking myself up off the ground, I stampeded toward the vampire, picking up one of the blades by the handle with my teeth.

Screaming bloody murder, Running quicker, there was nothing that a normal man could do to have stopped me. The vampire only laughed and shot another bullet, As i Was less than a yard away. Before i could notice, the sharp blade of my holy trowel shattered to a thousand pieces, and i was nose to nose with the vicious animal.
I was at a loss of words. my blonde hair stuck to my forehead from the sweat. \"you BASTARD!\" i screamed, a new bout of pain racked my shoulders, fresh blood squirting from my severed veins, and i couldnt help but shudder when the Vampire\'s liquid Ruby eyes bore into mine.

\"Poor Vatican whipping boy..what are you going to do now, chew me to death?\" His voice was lower and more dangerous then I could ever try and match with my own. Calm and collected, with a dangerous edge that was always present.
Hate had overcome me, anger filled my heart, being adressed to in such a manner. \"shut your hole\" i whispered, backing up, being so close to him filled me with disgust. His aura was cold and dead, yet, a faint smell of roses caused a slight vertigo in me

I prepared to say something smart, backing away from the Hellsing Pet, But a strong hand flew at me and grabbed me by the shirt collar, tightening the grip until red marks shown where the shirt constricted my throat.

\"oh, where do you think your going, priest?\" Alucard groaned, his voice filled with a mocking excitement. \"Unhand me, you Monster!\" i screamed, jerking my head back,
trying to pry from his iron grip, since my arms had been removed, my balance had been thrown off, the only support was alucard\'s choking grip.

My knees dangled above the pavement, The creature pulled me in, again nose to nose, and he softly whispered in my ear
\"Your staying right here with me.Think of this as A....Stigmata!\" Alucard was shouting now. Lifting me off the ground with one arm, i shouted for him to drop me, as i felt completally useless without my arms, the pain was setting in.

The vampire\'s other hand flew toward me, fisted. Alucard slugged right in the cheek, I flew back, crying out. Stumbling violently i caught a crack in the pavement and collided backward and hit against the yellow standing ledge, the cleft of my ass jammed in between the corner, an enormous cracking sound echoed through the long, empty subway tunnels. unable to collect myself quick enough, i tumbled down 8 feet to the floor, smashing my head against the cold hard metal rail.

\"HUhhnnn!!\" My voice quavered, as i felt my tailbone crumble underneith me, broken. Trying hard, i had to drag in deep,violent breaths. With my broken bones, severed arms and maybe fractured skull, i already had to choke back tears of pain, and maybe even screaming.

But that only made it worse.

Alucard\'s bellowing laugh filled the room, taking enjoyment in my pain. \" Sadistic freak! this isnt fair!\" Narrowing my emerald eyes to him, walking up toward me again.

The vampire stood before me with raised eyebrows.\"Isnt fair? but we both began at our peak physical condition, did we not? i dont see how this could be unfair..\" the way he said it...made me want to tear his throat out..ive never met such a cocky individual.

I Painfully thrust my leg at him in a desprate attempt to kick the monster away, He only caught me by the ankle and twisted my right leg around, hip crashing against broken bone. Still i held tight to my breath, not letting him show that i was about to burst out screaming in pain.

Alucard pulled me up by my short hair, once again me being lifted, hovering an inch above the ground. And by feeling my scalp pull tight over my splintered bones and digging into the back of my brain, I could tell My skull was definately fractured. He punched me again, on my nose. Another Crack, and blood pouring and over my white shirt, the sweet tasting fluid coated my lips. My legs rattled slightly, my feet started to feel really cold.

He punched me again and again, twice in the throat, he crushed my windpipe, paused waiting for me to regenerate it, only to break it again as my legs flailed senselessly to escape, my attempts to kick him in the stomach did nothing to phase him.

This time i fought back. I drove my calf into his stomach, he released his grip from my hair and i plummeted down, landing on my knees, only to fall from them onto my side.

\"you dirty catholic bastard!\" Alucard screamed while smiling, and began to violently kick me in the stomach, my bone in my stub of an arm was scraping on the cement, sending chills all over my body. in a pool of my own blood i was able to see my face, covered in bruises and scrapes.

My tailbone realined itself, and my legs could move again. stumbling up, i lashed out at him, toppling him down. Alucard was now underneith me, in surprise.

\"well now, your getting spunky, bitch\" alucard smiled, his dark red eyes lowered under those thick lashes, his hat and sunglasses gone. I stared at him for a moment.

It all came clear to me now..I have seen those same crimson eyes before. I remember very well now.
\"IT WAS YOU!! YOU DID THIS TO ME!\" alucard frowned and looked up in confusion.
\" what the hell are you talking about, Alexander?\" his gruff voice now seemed too familiar.
glaring down, my teeth bared in fury, i screamed in his face \" YOUR THE ONE WHO GAVE ME THIS SCAR!!\"

And regained my pride, then jammed my knee into his crotch and gut about 5 times before he threw me off, growling in pain.

\" Your that sick vampire! do you realize what you did to me? why do you think i have fangs now? why do you think im so zealous?! sick bastard, you ruined my life! im just a monster because of you!\" tears of hate welled up in the corners of my reddened eyes, spit flew from my lips as i screamed.

\" Thats it! im going to teach you a lesson you wont soon forget!\" and with that, Alucard drew out his gun, grabbed me by the back of my head, and jammed it down my throat. The cold metal hit the back of my throat, making me gag. I struggled hard, the gun stretching the corners of my mouth, my protests muffled as i choked,thin droplets of my saliva dripped down my chin.

Alucard began to push the gun in and out of my mouth, pressing the back of my head in rhythm. I knew he was reading my thoughts. \" so it was you after all..i knew you seemed familar..Your that pretty little soldier with the big mouth\" he laughed in my ear, and leaned foward to nibble at the lobe of flesh. Obviously he was refering to how much i screamed when he chased down and killed all of my comrades, backing me into a corner.

he pulled the gun from my mouth with a thin, gossamer strand of spit hooked from the tip of the gun to my tongue, he pushed me back and i lye there, curled up, coughing and gasping for air. \"fuck you\" i managed to say. his smile remained plastered to his face. \" it seems you havent forgotten the first lesson I taught you those years ago\"

with one powerful kick to my ribs, he flipped me over on my back blood dribbled out from my mouth, coating the dried red liquid that came before. My eyes rolled up in my head, the pain came in diffrent waves, all constantly crashing against each other. I had no idea that i was letting out small, embarassing moans of pain.

\"ahhh....your cute..but all this screaming and crying, it makes you ugly\" Alucard knelt down next to me and touched my coat, then pulled it off. I gasped at his words and actions, a thousand new thoughts rushed through my head. \" what are you doing? stop it! STOP!\" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

\" shut up, stupid preist! do you want anybody to find you in such a position?\" Alucard violently slapped me over my mouth, leaving a red mark over my bloodstained lips.
I took his advice, and bit down hard on the palm of his hand. He only let out a small chuckle of amusement, ripping his hand from my mouth.

The monster removed the long red ribbon quickly from his neck. \" If you keep making noise....im going to gag you\"

\"w...what are you going to do to me?\" I reminded myself of what gags are usually used for...sex. \" DONT YOU DARE PUT THAT ON ME!\" but before i could attack him, he wrapped the thick ribbon around my mouth, overlapping about 3 times, and tied it very tight. Alucard took his hand and pressed it against my buttocks, and squeezed it.

\"MMHHNN!!\" I desprately tried to scream, while kicking my legs and squirming senselessly, trying to buck off Alucard\'s grip on my butt. It almost felt like i was convulsing with phsycotic fear, shaking my head from side to side,thrashing.
\"heheheh im going to have fun with you, whore\" Alucard tickled the skin over the freshly healed bone above my ass.

in what i thought i was getting a torture, had been completally changed around - I flipped out in my mind that this creature was going to rape me, and i cant do anything about it.

The vampire steadilly undid the buttons of my shirt, looming over me, and using his legs to press down on my own. Thats it. I was pinned, cursing him in my mind.

Alucard ripped open my shirt, revealing my tanned chest. I shuddered, my screams muffled by the silk ribbon. He removed his gloves, and ran his pale fingers through the light blonde hair on my chest. \" ahh...your gorgeous!\" he shouted, and scraped his nails against my chest.

\" no more, you demonic, homosexual sinning bastard! put my clothes on now!\" i told him in my mind, tossing my head to the side with shame. i tried sounding as scary as i could, but it just came out as a plea.

leaning his face into my torso, he ran his cold lips against my chest, ghosting over my nipples, then lapping at the tender buds. \"goddamn\" i repeated, a brief feeling of pleasure blocked the pain that overwhelmed me once again.
\"no no, you musnt curse, you are a priest after all\" he reached around back, and slid his hand over the cleft of my behind, and pressed hard on the bone wich i had just finished regenerating, it was still soft and delicate. I cried out and arched my back, begging him to stop. Alucard pressed harder and harder. until it cracked and broke again.

\"UHHNHHHH!!\" the gag no longer had its effect, and my screams still made echoes.

\" shut up! shut up!\" Alucard pounded his strong fists against my face and chest, my moans reaching a higher pitch as i drastically looked around the dark subway for anybody, anyone to come and save me...

he picked me up once again by my short blonde hair, and also by the belt of my pants, and flung me hard against the wall, i landed standing, but i couldnt feel my feet on the ground.they felt really cold. Alucard loomed over me once again. Blood ran from my eyes, nose and mouth, my arms no longer bled, but the cut was jagged, the dirt stinging me. I couldnt run,move or escape - i was horrified.
I collapsed,unwillingly, and fell against his shoulder. Alucard let out a little gasp of surprise as well.
He lowered the ribbon over my face for a moment, then he just stared at me, the red eyes twitched around, observing my facial features. I looked confusedly back at him.

In that moment, Everything stood still. his strong arm wrapped around me, crushing my frame. his other hand almost delicately tucked some hair neatly behind my ear. i licked some blood off of my mouth. although his smirk was still present, A barritone voice softened to a whisper.
\"Beautiful lips..beautiful teeth, all the right stuff in all the right places..\" licking the tip of my nose with a flick of his tongue,his sick smile returned, he put the gag back over my mouth.

He laughed cruelly,sliding icy hands down my sides and grabbed me around my waist, throwing me on the floor.

My battered body rolled back as my cold legs tangled together. i could still very much feel them, but i was so very cold, even in the heat. I landed on my back, leaning slightly to the side, eyes shut tight when my organs groaned inside me.
The vampire got on his knees and crawled up on all fours, rubbing my calfs, slowly moving his hands back and forth between my legs, passed my knees, to my inner thighs, parting my legs.

\"mmM-Humm\"I sobbed, coming out to sound like a moan of misery. Alucard massaged my thighs far apart, enough to nestle himself in between me, his knees against my sides. i could tell this is where the actual rape would start. i made another sobbing noise, squirming to my side, my eyebrows arched inward and crystal green eyes shut tight into a grimace of pain.

\"I want to ask you a question, priest. And be honest. What makes you think that a lousy whore regenerator like yourself could ever defeat a true nosferatu? You cant be ALL that great can you? i mean..even a half-human would have his..weaknesses..\" Alucard traced the tip of his finger along the buttons of my pants, skimming around the fragile spots that only where covered by a layer of fabric. I squeezed him as hard as i could with my legs, trying to hide my private area.

I lifted my head to look at him, passed the expanse of my bare chest, only to see that my nipples where standing. \"but wait, im not enjoying this..\" I thought, but my body never cares what i think. Alucard bent over, and stuck out his tongue, shiny with saliva. the wet flesh touched the crease of my pectorals, and began to roam my chest. As he did this, his one hand crept up, massaging one of my nipples, the other hand gently traced little circles over my soft penis that hung down into my pants leg.

\"rrgghh\" I moaned and groaned weakly at his assault, my head rolled back, my eyes wandering. I felt my cock harden against his hands. Suddenly i felt pain-free, in a drugged sort of state..ive never felt that way before. But i had a rude awakening.

He flipped me over, lifted my butt so that i was on my knees, and my sensitive, bruised face was pushed into the ground, i wimpered in pain as he rubbed my face into the dirty cement wich thousands of people have stepped on...for a breif moment i felt like i was part of it, as if i was meant to be face down on the floor.It was a very depressing thought.
\" are you ready, Alexander?\" His voice was low and lustful. He groaned and moved in between my legs. I felt his hands wrap around my hips and onto my belt buckle.

i desprately told him in my thoughts \" no no no\" over and over again, but was stopped short, for alucard had given me a sharp punch to the ribs, taking my breath away.

He pulled my pants down, i writhed and struggled, choking back the tears of disgust, shame and pain.

Then he sharply tugged at my light blue boxers, and fondeled my firm buttocks while licking at my lower back. As a reaction i bucked foward, hitting my stomach to the floor. I rubbed my face on the floor and was able to loosen the gag, until it fell around my neck.Alucard didnt seem to care, and acted like it was a good thing. That confusing bastard

He impatiently picked me up into my position again, by grabbing the gag and pulling me up by my neck, and undid his trouser buttons, letting free his thickened,surprisingly long erection. He twisted my head around and mockingly imitated thrusting into me.

I shouted every curse i could imagine at him, mixed with screaming and straining to get away.

Alucard trailed his index finger up and down over my entrance - nobody has ever touched me there, nobody has ever been inside me. I shuddered at the very thought.
\" Do not touch me th-ahhhhghhh...\" Before i could finish, Alucard probed inside my entrance, making me cry out hoarsely. I could feel him touching around inside me, as if trying to find something.

I felt another of his fingers penatrate, this one was less painful then the last- i found myself giving soft breathy moans with every time he moved in me. I carefully looked away from him to hide my expression of pain and pleasure mixed together.
\" Does it hurt?\" he asked, grinning. I frowned and shook my head, but he knew this was painful.
This was very strange, being a reciever. It scared me because i didnt know when he was either going to press against the sides of my bowels, or when he would push his hand farther in. sick anticipation creeped over me.

\" Alucard, stop before you...\" My voice was rasped for some reason..I hope because i was still being choked by the ribbon. \"before i do THIS?!\" alucard shouted,
and pinched up against my broken tailbone..A huge shock ran up my spine, i screamed out his name, feeling bone grinding against bone. my breath was ragged and gasping, i arched my back, trying to dull the shocks.

Alucard made a long hissing noise, and inserted another- i spread my legs almost instinctively. Alucard curled them inside me, and he brushed across something in there that blinded me- it almost felt good, it was the first time i had ever felt it- i bucked my hips frantically, gasping, wanting him to stop-but wanting more of the uncomfortable feeling at the same time.
what the hell was he touching in there?

\"Ahh..there it is\" Alucard chuckled, spreading my butt cheeks apart, cold air hit my burning entrance, i sighed-it felt good. I heard alucard groan- before i could turn my head to see what he was doing, Alucard bucked his hips, and his hard erection pounded against my balls- i howled in pain - and then he Rammed the head of his thick erection into my entrance.

at that moment, everything froze for me - i had been penetrated by a sinful male creature - this goes against everything in my entire world.

Biting my lip, i was able to halt my screams....for the moment. Each time he thrust into me, the harder it was to hold it in. Alucard groaned and grunted like a wild animal, thrusting harder and harder, driving in deeper, his hot erection striking against that blinding spot, making me to start moaning loud enough to wake the dead. The vampires cold hands left my hips, and roamed my body, leaving trails of electricity behind them, i shuddered, and my bones seemed to turn to jelly. My body was no longer stiffened. I wish i had done this earlier, since other then the constant pressure on my broken bones, It no longer was that painful, and deep in my mind i couldnt help but realize that it didnt feel bad at all,maybe it felt good, and Alucard knew it. I writhed, moving my body slowly in sinc with his hips, occasionally skipping a beat, forcing it in farther. \"ohh...oh god..\" i breathed.

\"Your so tight...\" Alucard hissed, his eyes rolling up into his head, as he began to search my body, bruising my sensitized back and ribs, rubbing and touching my chest and squeezing what would be breasts. I looked back at alucard with lidded eyes - i could see it in his smiling, wanton expression that he was reaching his climax.

He was using me as a toy for his own sick pleasure. i grit my teeth and cursed him out. I cursed the embarrassing and shameful erection i had formed, and even more hateful for the fact that he was not even getting anything out of this sex- no it wasnt sex- it was a torture, and Alucard made each action up as time rolled by.

Alucard growled wildly, more then needed, just to make me angry- to lower my status. my muscles melted, and he had to prop me up to continue his torture. Grabbing the ribbon around my neck, he tugged at it until the back of my head was in his face. Alucard reached foward and grabbed my erection of equal length, the sudden shock of pleasure overcame the pain for a breif second , i whispered his name and i didnt even notice. I felt a warm wet thing slick up my neck, over my shoulders and down the bloody severe wound of my left arm. With his tongue, he lapped at the skin, but instead of a sting, it lessened the pain. My head lolled to the opposite side - i let him lick my wounds clean - anything was better then that anguish. For once alucard was not laughing or bruising me, he was completally content on my maimed shoulder. My mind screamed \" how am I letting this creature defile my perfection\" , but, my body thought diffrently, becoming seduced with this disgusting pleasure. I couldnt help mewling out his name....... over and over.

\"ah...ah....yess...\" I whispered, desprately hoping he didnt hear me.
Alucard worked my length until it was completally erect, despite my quiet pleading for him to stop. I softly moved my hips in sync with his hand and erection. My eyes traveled lazilly with vertigo, my mouth gaped open as my head lolled down, my neck couldnt support it.
\"uughh....uhhhnn....Alucard stop please..\" I didnt know what i was really saying, i was too busy trying to figure out wich parts of my body where in rapture and which was in agony. i felt my bottom jaw quiver, and my vision blurred.

between ragged gasps, alucard muttered \" Ah, ive brought you this far, and you still dont want to be fucked? well..alright then.\"
Alucard licked up to my neck, with another hissing sound, he bit deep into my jugular and squeezed the crown of my erection. I crowed in confusion of pleasure and pain.

\"NOOO!!!! AHGGHH!\" desprately i squirmed and writhed, knowing that he drank my already dirtied blood. I was everything my religeon believed to be evil - once again my impure blood has been taken and mutated by the same vampire.
in my attempt to unlatch his bite, his erection glided along my tender spots inside me, Alucard howled into his bite on my neck, and i felt a hot liquid flood inside me. I could have sworn it felt like he broke my back. Alucard paused for a moment, collecting his breath. \" Y..y...you dirty bastard...\" I panted to him \"You lied\"

\" Now now, you never said i couldnt climax.\" That cunning dirty vampire! He yanked up the gag over my face again, but this time, over my eyes. everything was pitch black, and i felt a lump start in my throat once again.

even if i tried to kick free with my shaky,weak legs, the vampire took my belt and did an extreamly tight knot around my ankles and calfs, so it would be impossible to move until my arms were of use to me. He grabbed the back of my head and threw me once again, face first into the pavement. I thought he would be over with my torture...but he continued destroying my body, touching me in very sensitive areas that made my legs twitch and my desire to climax even greater.my rattling frame was even becoming too weak to regenerate quickly enough to match his attacks.

My pants where still down around my calfs, and my erection still ached for release - it started to burn, and the incredible pain of not climaxing set in. Alucard took my ripped coat and jacket with him, so that i would have to be found half naked and helpless.

\" I hope you learned your lesson, little Iscariot pet. And this time dont forget\" Alucard whispered in a serious tone.

before he left, i heard him lean over to my face, i felt his hot breath hit my ears. before i could say anything, he picked up the back of my head as he pet my hair sofly, and with one slow movement, slicked his tongue across my cheek while i gasped weakly, and traced over my lips, carressing them with his own, licking inside my gaping mouth,collecting the blood. that kiss was the only thing he had done to me that wasnt filled with cruelty.i might have been blushing. he broke away, and it was the last i heard of him. i said nothing, my heart skipped every other beat...ive never been kissed on the lips by anyone in my life..it was the most spitefully passionate thing that had ever happened to me..ever.I never told anybody I was a virgin, Always keeping that a deep dark secret. If it wasnt for the little bit of vampire heritage in me, i would be just another goul.

I lye there unable to move for some time. bound, blind and naked on the floor, i felt broken. I was deprived of release, and my groin stung for a long time. Feeling completally disheveled and grimy, I felt that a great gift that god has given me when i was born had been torn away by a demon...a precious gift i held to dearly, hoping to share it with a person i would truly love.

\" Alucard...I will get my revenge...you ...w..wait...\" my speech broke off, and tears began to leak from my bloodshot eyes, staining through the blind mixing with the blood on my face. Soon, I was wailing with self pity and anger, writhing, curling up on the floor, feeling unloved and unaprecciated - I was always the savior of the people, a devine instrument of god that one was supposed to look up to. But what would happen if i was in trouble, or in need of help? would no one come and rescue me? I cried for myself as i regenerated, in the fetal position on the floor for hours and hours in the silent darkness.

And nobody found me. Nobody came to look for me.

I guess I cried for nothing.