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Nightmare's
Title: NIGHTMARE\'S
Author: Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X (c) Nobuhiro Watsuki.
Summary: Late night with Kenshin and Sano.
Rating: NC-17, yaoi/shonen-ai
Pairing(s): Sagura Sanosuke/Himura Kenshin
Feedback: desired.
Characters: Sano and Kenshin.
Author’s notes:
((Another product of insomnia, cigarettes, and boredom...Enjoy.))
Disclaimer: Man on man action...I think we all know I don\'t own any of the characters.
Nightmare\'s
6 April 2004, 1:51AM, THURS.
\"AHghhh!\" A mind shattering shriek escaped sleeping lips, as the small red haired man awoke with a jolt.
\"K-Kenshin?!\" Sano was awake in an instant, well used to Kenshin\'s \'dreams\'. He rubbed sleep from his dark eyes to see a shivering, crying mass next to him.
\"Hey, shhh calm down, your awake...\"
Sano was cut off as the man stood quickly and unsteadily, running to the door. The taller one sighed knowing what was coming next.
*SPLATCH*
Five nights out of seven this was happening. The other two being all-nighter\'s. He wasn\'t tired or annoyed, he was mad that his friend had to suffer through this. Sighing sadly, he got up to go assist said friend.
\"Oi, Kenshin...You all right now?\"
\"H-hai...I\'m fine, s-sorry to wake you, de gozaru.\"
Sano wasn\'t sure what was more frightening; how terribly thin Kenshin had become, or the fact he was smiling happily as tears still fell, shaking.
\"Baka, your not fine. C\'mere...\" Sano waved an arm.
\"Perhaps you will sleep better if this one remains out here.\" Kenshin backed up slowly, stepping off the porch.
\"Kenshin...\"
\"It\'s okay, this one is really much better off out here. Sleep will most likely not come tonight.\" Kenshin continued to smile and back away, tears still falling.
\"Kenshin...\"
\"Please, don\'t trouble yourself with this one, Sano.. I\'ll be fine.\" Kenshin continued to ignore his friend.
\"KENSHIN!\" Sano yelled. The Rurouni flinched at the tone, eyes staring big and unsure.
\"W-what?\" The red head finally spoke.
\"It\'s snowing.\"
Kenshin had that \"Oro?\" look when he realized he was right.
\"Oro...\"
\"You mean you didn\'t notice it?! I thought you were just being stubborn.\"
Kenshin blushed slightly, thinking how stupid he was. His feet were bare, snow icily covered them.
\"Your not well. Let\'s go inside before we both freeze to death.\" Sano rubbed his own bare arms. Kenshin just nodded slowly and followed, not sure what to say. He was thinking about how he could repay Sano for his undying kindness when a sudden warm wave slipped over him. He was sliding, then...
\"Kenshin?!\" Sano sounded scared when he saw his love fall face first into the snowy ground. He picked him up and started into the dojo. He was about to call the fox lady when he heard Kenshin speak.
\"S-sano?\"
\"Yeah, what happened?\"
\"I, I don\'t know...Tired.\" He sighed, upset he worried his friend again.
Sanosuke nodded. It had been weeks since he had slept fully, of course he passed out. The former fight merchant softly swept the red bangs out of the way, to reveal deep circles under Kenshin\'s eyes. His delicate features were stressed and rigid. Sano kissed his forehead, but backed up when he noticed Kenshin was crying again.
\"What\'s wrong?\" He put a large hand on Kenshin\'s face, rubbing his side with the other.
\"Your s-so nice to me and this one is causing you so much trouble. Gomen, S-sano...\"
\"Shhh, no trouble. I, I love you Himura. I want to see you happy, and your not happy. So looks like I need to find a way to make you be.\" He rubbed the small face, vanquishing his tears.
\"Sessha is happy when with you.\" He put a small hand to the dark haired ones face as well.
\"Gods your cold! Here, get out of those wet clothes...\"
A bit of positioning and soon they were laying on the futon, covered warmly. Sano had Kenshin pressed to his chest, stroking his hair sleepily. He finally felt him let out a breath and relax a little.
\"Kenshin...What do you dream about?\" Sano whispered, not moving.
There was a pause then the Rurouni whispered back, \"My mistakes.\" Sano tightened his grip.
\"Not only do you put the whole world on your back, you carry more guilt than anyone I know.\"
\"I\'ve sinned more than anyone you know.\"
\"When will you ever be forgiven?\"
\"I don\'t know. Maybe never. But...I can try to make up for it in some small way....Sano?\"
His tone alarmed him. \"What?\"
\"Do you, feel any shame embracing...a murderer?\" There were tears in the last word.
\"I\'m not, I\'m holding you.\"
\"But...\"
\"Shut up, your not Battosai, I\'m not Zanza. Your my Kenshin. The past is our past, we can\'t change it. But you can\'t torture yourself for something you were fated to do.\"
Kenshin didn\'t know what to say...He was so...Guilty, sorry. Every death flashed for a second and he couldn\'t hold back the swelling wave of sorrow and regret. He clutched Sano and began to sob. For the parents he never met, for the slaves who were slaughtered in front of him as a child. For every wound, or death...For Tomoe, the little house they shared, the top he left to burn with her body...Their short marriage...
Sano could only hold him. He\'d never seen anyone cry like this. He felt hopeless at first but knew Kenshin needed to cry.
\"It\'s okay Kenshin.\"
This made Kenshin jump a bit. He had almost forgot he wasn\'t alone.
\"S-sanosuke...\" Deep violet tears stained eyes looked up.
\"You killed to stop more death. Yes, it was murder, but you were not a murderer. You just survived. You didn\'t kill at random, you had paid targets, evil men. Udo Jine was a murderer, you are a samurai.\"
\"Your so full of shit Sano.\" Kenshin smiled uncharacteristically.
\"Nani?\" He was shocked by the comment and the smile.
\"But this one likes your lies even more than Kaoru-dono\'s. I love you Sanosuke.\"
\"Grrr...Your hopeless baka, but I love you still.\" Sano smiled and kissed the pale forehead again.
Kenshin just shrugged as he let himself return to his prison of dreams. But he was not alone this time. This time he had someone to rely on, that for now, was good enough.
FIN
2:26AM
Author: Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X (c) Nobuhiro Watsuki.
Summary: Late night with Kenshin and Sano.
Rating: NC-17, yaoi/shonen-ai
Pairing(s): Sagura Sanosuke/Himura Kenshin
Feedback: desired.
Characters: Sano and Kenshin.
Author’s notes:
((Another product of insomnia, cigarettes, and boredom...Enjoy.))
Disclaimer: Man on man action...I think we all know I don\'t own any of the characters.
Nightmare\'s
6 April 2004, 1:51AM, THURS.
\"AHghhh!\" A mind shattering shriek escaped sleeping lips, as the small red haired man awoke with a jolt.
\"K-Kenshin?!\" Sano was awake in an instant, well used to Kenshin\'s \'dreams\'. He rubbed sleep from his dark eyes to see a shivering, crying mass next to him.
\"Hey, shhh calm down, your awake...\"
Sano was cut off as the man stood quickly and unsteadily, running to the door. The taller one sighed knowing what was coming next.
*SPLATCH*
Five nights out of seven this was happening. The other two being all-nighter\'s. He wasn\'t tired or annoyed, he was mad that his friend had to suffer through this. Sighing sadly, he got up to go assist said friend.
\"Oi, Kenshin...You all right now?\"
\"H-hai...I\'m fine, s-sorry to wake you, de gozaru.\"
Sano wasn\'t sure what was more frightening; how terribly thin Kenshin had become, or the fact he was smiling happily as tears still fell, shaking.
\"Baka, your not fine. C\'mere...\" Sano waved an arm.
\"Perhaps you will sleep better if this one remains out here.\" Kenshin backed up slowly, stepping off the porch.
\"Kenshin...\"
\"It\'s okay, this one is really much better off out here. Sleep will most likely not come tonight.\" Kenshin continued to smile and back away, tears still falling.
\"Kenshin...\"
\"Please, don\'t trouble yourself with this one, Sano.. I\'ll be fine.\" Kenshin continued to ignore his friend.
\"KENSHIN!\" Sano yelled. The Rurouni flinched at the tone, eyes staring big and unsure.
\"W-what?\" The red head finally spoke.
\"It\'s snowing.\"
Kenshin had that \"Oro?\" look when he realized he was right.
\"Oro...\"
\"You mean you didn\'t notice it?! I thought you were just being stubborn.\"
Kenshin blushed slightly, thinking how stupid he was. His feet were bare, snow icily covered them.
\"Your not well. Let\'s go inside before we both freeze to death.\" Sano rubbed his own bare arms. Kenshin just nodded slowly and followed, not sure what to say. He was thinking about how he could repay Sano for his undying kindness when a sudden warm wave slipped over him. He was sliding, then...
\"Kenshin?!\" Sano sounded scared when he saw his love fall face first into the snowy ground. He picked him up and started into the dojo. He was about to call the fox lady when he heard Kenshin speak.
\"S-sano?\"
\"Yeah, what happened?\"
\"I, I don\'t know...Tired.\" He sighed, upset he worried his friend again.
Sanosuke nodded. It had been weeks since he had slept fully, of course he passed out. The former fight merchant softly swept the red bangs out of the way, to reveal deep circles under Kenshin\'s eyes. His delicate features were stressed and rigid. Sano kissed his forehead, but backed up when he noticed Kenshin was crying again.
\"What\'s wrong?\" He put a large hand on Kenshin\'s face, rubbing his side with the other.
\"Your s-so nice to me and this one is causing you so much trouble. Gomen, S-sano...\"
\"Shhh, no trouble. I, I love you Himura. I want to see you happy, and your not happy. So looks like I need to find a way to make you be.\" He rubbed the small face, vanquishing his tears.
\"Sessha is happy when with you.\" He put a small hand to the dark haired ones face as well.
\"Gods your cold! Here, get out of those wet clothes...\"
A bit of positioning and soon they were laying on the futon, covered warmly. Sano had Kenshin pressed to his chest, stroking his hair sleepily. He finally felt him let out a breath and relax a little.
\"Kenshin...What do you dream about?\" Sano whispered, not moving.
There was a pause then the Rurouni whispered back, \"My mistakes.\" Sano tightened his grip.
\"Not only do you put the whole world on your back, you carry more guilt than anyone I know.\"
\"I\'ve sinned more than anyone you know.\"
\"When will you ever be forgiven?\"
\"I don\'t know. Maybe never. But...I can try to make up for it in some small way....Sano?\"
His tone alarmed him. \"What?\"
\"Do you, feel any shame embracing...a murderer?\" There were tears in the last word.
\"I\'m not, I\'m holding you.\"
\"But...\"
\"Shut up, your not Battosai, I\'m not Zanza. Your my Kenshin. The past is our past, we can\'t change it. But you can\'t torture yourself for something you were fated to do.\"
Kenshin didn\'t know what to say...He was so...Guilty, sorry. Every death flashed for a second and he couldn\'t hold back the swelling wave of sorrow and regret. He clutched Sano and began to sob. For the parents he never met, for the slaves who were slaughtered in front of him as a child. For every wound, or death...For Tomoe, the little house they shared, the top he left to burn with her body...Their short marriage...
Sano could only hold him. He\'d never seen anyone cry like this. He felt hopeless at first but knew Kenshin needed to cry.
\"It\'s okay Kenshin.\"
This made Kenshin jump a bit. He had almost forgot he wasn\'t alone.
\"S-sanosuke...\" Deep violet tears stained eyes looked up.
\"You killed to stop more death. Yes, it was murder, but you were not a murderer. You just survived. You didn\'t kill at random, you had paid targets, evil men. Udo Jine was a murderer, you are a samurai.\"
\"Your so full of shit Sano.\" Kenshin smiled uncharacteristically.
\"Nani?\" He was shocked by the comment and the smile.
\"But this one likes your lies even more than Kaoru-dono\'s. I love you Sanosuke.\"
\"Grrr...Your hopeless baka, but I love you still.\" Sano smiled and kissed the pale forehead again.
Kenshin just shrugged as he let himself return to his prison of dreams. But he was not alone this time. This time he had someone to rely on, that for now, was good enough.
FIN
2:26AM