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Love Me When I\'m Gone

By: Ramsy
folder Gensomaden Saiyuki › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Love Me When I'm Gone

Love Me When I’m Gone

Disclaimer: I do not own Saiyuki or the song Love Me When I’m Gone. I have earned no money from this story, only my own satisfaction.

For: Braedan, who gives me Saiyuki when I demand it and nurtured my yaoi obession ^_^; He now has to deal with it.




It had begun to rain in a small village; four weary travelers tried to ignore it as they made their way to the nearest inn. But the rain seeped its way in.

<< There’s another world inside of me
That you may never see
Somewhere in this darkness
There’s a life that I can’t find >>

It was on nights like this that Goku began to worry. Something that did not usually occur in all of his 18 years of innocence. He worried because the three members of his family seemed to fade. There were no smart remarks from Goyjo as he started to drink away his emotions. Sanzo barely said a word to anyone and locked himself in one of the inn’s rooms, leaving Goku on the doorstep. Even Hakkai’s happy demeanor slipped a little.

<< Maybe it’s too far away or maybe I’m just blind,
maybe I’m just blind >>

It was late into the night, when Goku decided he couldn’t take it anymore. He hated it when they never told him what was wrong. He hated it when Sanzo wouldn’t even look at him.

< Right me when I’m wrong
Hold me when I’m scared
And love me when I’m gone>>

Goku stood outside in the rain, letting it poor over him. This way he couldn’t tell where the rain stopped and the tears began. After all, all he wanted was comfort. To be told it wasn’t his fault.

< Wants to be the one you wanted me to be>>

Though he hated the rain and usually drank it away, for Goyjo it was a little different. These were the only nights he got to offer the comfort he was yearning to give. The only time he felt alive. He hoped that maybe, just maybe that he would stay another night, even if it wasn’t raining.

<< I’ll never let you down even if I could
I’d give up everything if only for your good>>

Strong arms would wrap around him and pull him close. Whispering choked words of need. He wouldn’t say anything, just wrap his arms around the shaking figure. They would stay that way for a few moments before moving to the safety and comfort of their room.

<< Now roaming through this darkness
I’m alive but I’m alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone>>

Finally, they were able to give/receive the comfort they wanted so much. And maybe, just maybe when they whispered their lovers’ names, they’ll have the courage to add the endearment they always wanted to.

<< So hold me when I’m here
Right me when I’m wrong
Hold me when I’m scared
And love me when I’m gone>>

“Sanzo, I love you.”

“Hakkai, I love you.”

<< So love my when I’m gone…>>

“Goku, I….”

“Goyjo…”

-Owari

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