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Hi, I'm Himeko. I absolutly do not own FAKE. Sanami Matoh the genius does. If I had Ryo, ohh, I will...ughh...whatever. I hope you enjoy and review. This is my first fic, so don't kill me if its that bad... the lemon stuff will come soon, I PROMISE.

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It's Dee's house...Dee's room...Dee!

Ryo slowly wakes up, trying to recall last night's events. He can't believe what he had done, it's not that he didn't like it, but...but...ughh it's giving him a headache. ONe thing is for sure, and that is he truly loved Dee...But was it right?, He felt so confused.

"Mornin' sexy"

Dee's voice interupt his train of thought.

"Good morning Dee..." Ryo trailed off.

There was this look of confusion and worry on Ryo's beautiful face and Dee saw it right away.

"Is something wrong?"

"huh?"

"You have this look on your face. Did I hurt you last night? I didn't mean to, it was just that I..."

"I'm fine, don't worry. You didn't do anything wrong. Really, I'm fine," Ryo said with a obviously fake smile on.

Dee was still concerned about his Ryo. He let his arms embrace Ryo trying to comfort him.

"Ryo, I know something is wrong, I can see it, but It's ok. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to.." Ryo tried to interupt him but Dee continued, "Shhhh...listen to me. I love you more than anything. I want to be able to make you feel good. I want to know you, explore that deep mind of yours. I want you to be comfortable with me as I'm to you. I really and truly love you..."

Ryo was speechless. He wanted to tell Dee that he loved him too. He was still being cuddled in Dee's arms. He felt safe and loved. They stayerd together like that in each otehr's arms until noon. Neither of them spoke, but Ryo had to say something, and that something turned out not the way he wanted.

"Uhhh...uuhhhhhh"
"Yea, sweetie?" Dee saaid softly into Ryo's Ear.
"Uhh...I'm hungary, how about I go fix lunch for us?"

Dee sighed. "yea, sure," sounding disappointed. "Why don't I shower first, then I'll come out."

Ryo gave a nod and said a short little ok. He threw on some clothes and headed for the door, but before he exited.

"Dee...I wanted to tell you earlier that I love you more that anything too. I'll try to be more open, but I'm just a little scared right now. I'm confused, and such. Just know that I'll always always love you!"

After he said that he left the room. Dee gave a smile and sigh of relief. He was so scared all morning thinking he might have put Ryo into some kind of shock or something. They have the weekend off, so he gonna make Ryo comfortable, and rid his fears. He got up, and took a shower, thinking of Ryo every moment. He finished his shower, and went in the kitchen and saw his Ryo hard at work, making the most delicious meal he's eveer seen. He sneaked up behind him without him even know and held him tightly around his chest making Ryo gasp.

"Mmmmm...looks good..."
"Hope so, It's my specail recipe."

In his dark, sexy voice Dee whispered into Ryo's ear, "I wasn't alking about the food..."

"Huh?"

And Dee started to nibble Ryo's ear, making him gasp again.

"Dee...uhhh...Dee, stop it, I'm cooking...Uhhh"

"Can you really refuse me?"

"Dee...UHHHH....please...I'll finish up THEN we can get all cozy like you want."

"I would like that, but you owe me for making me leave,"puted Dee.

Dee walks out and sit on the big couch. Just thinking iof Ryo, and his voice...ophhh...it was making him hard. Damn hormones! He didn't want to puch Ryo anymore, because he told him earlier that he was scared and confused....OHHHH...god he couldn't help himself and he unzipped his pants to releive his member. He started to stroke it, he knew it was wrong and if Ryo saw him...Ohhh...that would be bad. He had to hurry up and finish. Ughhh...

Meanwhile, Ryo finished preparing their lunch when he heard Dee mopaning as he was about to walk out. He thought to himself...What is he doing?...Oh no...He doing it? To himself? Why?...I was probably not good enough for him..." Ryo went back into the kitchen, he didn't want to "disturb" him. He'll just wait until he done.

Dee had cleaned himself up, and wondered what was taking Ryo so long. "Hey! Ryo?"

Ryo was trmbling. "Yea?"

"Are you ok in there? You're taking pretty long. You sound like you just cried or was attacked by a mob."

He can't believe Dee saw that in him just by hearing one word. He felt really hurt inside but he couldn't let Dee know he saw him masturbating. "No, I'm fine, really. I just dropped something. I'll be right out."

Dee was once again worried. Something wasn't right. His Ryo senses were tingling...again. What if he saw me just now. It would be scary for him...

Both of them sat at the small dining table. They quietly ate, neither of them said anything while they were eating. Dee couldn't silence plus Ryo kept avoiding eye contact ever since he came out of the kitchen.

"This is delisious," Dee made the first move.

"Mmhm" just mumbled.

He just couldn't stand it, and just blew his top.

"Ryo! Talk to me!, what wrong? I hate that you won't talk to me. Look me in the eye!" Dee said now tearing in the eye.

"Well, do you rea;;y want to know whats wrong??" starting to shout, " I saw you earlier... on the couch..doing it. Why?!? Do you know how bad I felt seeing you like that. I hate myself. I know that I wasn't good last night. I'm sorry I can't pleasure you the wa you're use to. I'm worthless..." By now Ry was crying into his hands. Dee was in shock by Ryo's words. Dee got up and went to Ryo. Holding him tightly.

"Shhh...shhh...don't cry. I'm the one whose sorry. I shouldn't have done that. The reason was that I was so hard and couldn't take it. I didn't want to push you, so I did by myself and didn't disturb you. It's ok that you're well, inexperienced. Ya know, I was once a beginner too. I don't expect anything from you. I'll teach you, but please don't think I didn't enjoy myself, because I did. I felt that there was nothing better in the world. With you in my arms, I am the happiest man on this earth."

"Dee...Dee..Just hold me, k?"

"Of course."

Ryo was still sobbing on Dee's shoulder, Dee held him, and just tried to comfort him.

To be continued...