I\'d Never Doubt

LOVE ME

Title: I'd Never Doubt
Series: Get Backers
Author: Uialhith
Pairing: Kazuki/Jubei/Toshiki
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters doesn't belong to me...unfortually.
Summary: Kazuki gives a precious gift to Toshiki & Jubei.
Author's Notes: ...once again: I'm swedish and my english is far from perfect..
Feedback: Yes PLEASE!

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-Kazuki?

They looked so hopeful. Looking at me as if I were something more then a mere human.
Their eyes showing so much trust and love that I felt overwhelmed.

-Kazuki please. I know. I know for sure that we would be your right choice. We love you.
Toshiki’s voice pleaded with me.

I gaze into his slightly nervous eyes, and I smile.
Of course I knew it was the right choice but… To let them see… See…

-Do not fear us. Kazuki. I will always protect you. I could never harm you.
Juubei’s ever-steady voice told me.

I let my hand touch his warm cheek and he kisses the palm of my hand.
A pleasant shiver runs down my back and I sigh.
Only this small reaction of mine seemed to give them both more confidence
and Toshiki hugs my smaller and thinner frame from behind.
Juubei takes hold of my hand and kisses each finger.

They are the right ones. The only ones.

I can clearly hear my heart speaking to me.
They always treat me with such respect.
Me.
The beautiful boy who looks like a fair fragile maiden.
They both are at least one head taller then me. With strong muscled bodies and wide shoulders.
Proud they stand beside me wherever I go.
My thin frame, with slightly rounded hips and long legs seemed like porcelain beside their iron forms.
A porcelain doll surrounded with two iron soldiers.
But I am by no means weak. With my lethal threads I am even more dangerous then my protectors.
But still I would not have come this far without them.
Juubei.
Toshiki.
What they want from me now is such a small thing. But they treasure it like a gift from God.
My innocence.
I am well passed my majority. Many have given their offers to love me.
But I have always deep inside known that the only two I would even consider give my love and lust to…
Juubei.
Toshiki.
I am not afraid. Just shy.
I know they think me beautiful. They think me wise. They even think me perfect.
But they do not see their own beauty. I do.
And I know when I stand beside then in their sparkling strength, I am but a dizzy shadow.

Juubei kisses his way up my jaw.
Toshiki kisses my neck with such tenderness.
I am lost. Oh I have dreamt of this so many times.
Juubei’s hands never hesitate, they never shake.
Feeling them wander down my sides to rest at my hips I can’t help
but moan and press myself closer to his warmth.
I feel Toshiki shudder behind me as he rests his forehead against my shoulder.
He is already hard. His desire is pressing up my back and my heart flutters.

-Kazuki… their voices are caressing my name.

Juubei’s calm shatters as lust takes hold of him.
He forcefully yanks at my robe and it falls to the ground already forgotten.
They stop. They sigh. They shudder.
They touch my now naked body and I moan as I can see their lust growing even more powerful in their eyes.
Toshiki turns me carefully around, and my breath catches in my throat as I now see him naked before me.
I have no idea when he discarded his own clothing.
He tilts my head up, and with out hesitation he closes the distance and steals my very first kiss.
His tongue pushes past my lips and he chases my own tongue around with passion.
They are impatient in such a sweet way. And I am not scared.
I now feel Juubei behind me and I push my behind against his hard arousal. He growls and grabs my hips.
I have always loved to tease him.
Toshiki refuses to let me go. He steals my breath. He punishes my lips softness by making them swollen and tender.
I do not know if they share a glance with each other, but they have reached a decision.
I feel Toshiki press harder against me, making me press back harder against Juubei.
Juubei caresses every inch of my flesh, making me painfully hard and I moan loudly.
Toshiki swallows my moans and begins fondling my leaking penis, teasing me with his tenderness.
Juubei’s fingers are suddenly cool against my spine. He traces them there to my cleft, slow and teasing.
He stops at my virgin entrance and carefully presses the tip of his finger inside.
I clench my muscles tight at the intruding finger and whimper.

-Ssschhh.. Let me love you. The pain will be worth it, my angel. Juubei whispers in my ear and continue to press his finger inside me.

Toshiki caresses my face and kisses my eyelids. I all but melt at his tender ministrations.
When Juubei breaches me with two fingers I feel stinging pain and without me noticing it I whimper again.

-You are lovely. I will worship you forever. My love. Toshiki whispers with passion.

They continue like this.
Juubei preparing me with care but slightly impatient strokes.
Toshiki kissing, caressing, worshiping every other part of me.
Then they stop. And Toshiki kneels in front of me as I feel Juubei grasp my slim hips hard enough to bruise. I start to shake.
Toshiki smiles at me and nuzzle my hard penis, licking and kissing it and making me forget all about Juubei.
But not for long.
A burning pain forces a wail out of me as Juubei pushes himself inside of me. I hear him growl and he bites my shoulder.
I am surprised at his harshness, but I know it is only because he has waited so long for this. So very long. And I understand.
Toshiki then takes my whole length in his mouth and I make a keening sound. Juubei stays very still and grasps my hips harder.
I feel a stream of warm blood trickle down the inside of my thigh and I know that I am claimed. Owned. Loved.
I breathe out hard and carefully push against Juubei to let him know I’m ready.
He groans and pulls out carefully before pushing inside again.
I flinch at the burning pain still refusing to fade.

-It will soon pass my love. It will soon pass. Juubei breathes in my ear.

And he speaks the truth.
Soon enough pleasant warmth starts spreading in my lower area as Toshiki sucks me harder and Juubei pushes himself inside of me carefully.
But nothing could have warned me to the most amazing feeling I have ever felt as Juubei’s hard length brushes past the small spot inside of me. Stars explode in front of my eyes and I gasp.

-Please…again… I whisper shakily and I can feel Juubei smirk.

He starts thrusting with more force, grasping my hips even harder and keeping me still as he pounds inside of me.
Toshiki hums and sucks with more force and I feel my stomach tense and I arch before I shout out in passion and spill inside Toshiki’s mouth and he drinks it greedily.
Juubei holds my hips up as my knees buckle and he pounds hard into my body. I hear his breath coming in small gasps, and then he slams himself inside of me once more and I can feel his seed filling me.
I have never felt so complete in my whole life.
Juubei slowly pulls himself out of my puckered opening and let me fall into Toshiki’s waiting arms.
I look guiltily at Toshiki as I feel his warm penis pressing against me.
He just smiles sweetly and kisses my forehead.
I feel myself being lowered to the floor and he covers my smaller body with his own powerful one.
His touches are so very sweet and I almost feel overwhelmed by his loving attentions.
He really worships me. He loves me.
I want to embrace him but startle as I feel my arms being held down. I look up into Juubei’s smiling face and I groan as I see a mischievous sparkle in his eyes.
Toshiki chuckles as he sees my pout.
He grinds himself against my limp flesh and soon I feel my passions starting to rise again.
He takes both our penises in his oiled hand and strokes us both.
I moan deeply.
I spread my long legs invitingly, but he shakes his head gently.

-Not today. You are still sore. I will find my pleasure elsewhere. He whispers soothingly.

I make a disappointed noise in my throat, but as he starts grinding himself in his own hand and against my now leaking penis that I forget about it and lose myself into his touch.
He kisses me and moans as I arch against him, my arms still strained by Juubei.
With slow and sure thrusts he gives me such pleasure and I soon explode a second time with him following shortly after.

-Thank you..! He whisper with tears in his eyes as he softly kisses my lips.

My loves. So beautiful.
You are the perfect ones, not me.

They hold me in their strong embrace as they sleep, looking so at peace.
I know they will stay by my side forever.
I do not know if I really deserve their love. But they know.
And I would never doubt them. Never.
As they give to me, I will also let them take from me.
I will love them both with my whole heart, as I always have.