The Letter

Disclaimer: I do not own Weiss Kreuz.

The polt line was inspired by a yaoi manga I read. Warning: Yaoi, Character death (please don't kill me for it!! Or you won't get a sequel!!)

The letter
By Yami Kitsune

Omi sat in the living room. He had been roped into watching a soccer game with Ken, the ex goalie had gone to get something to drink leaving Omi on the couch by himself. He was thinking about the past month. He had been feeling so alone. His best friend from school had left, and wouldn't be back until the next day. Omi was excited about this; he'd missed his friend so much and couldn't wait to see him again.

Of course, he would have to meet him at the park, because his friend wasn't welcome here at the koneko. This was because his friend was none other then Naoe Nagi of Schwarz. They had been friends since Omi started high school. He'd found out that Nagi went to the same school, and after trying to avoid him at all costs, they ended up running into eachother everywhere, and started talking. And soon "just talking" turned into having lunch together, then that turned into going to the movies every friday night - unless there was a mission, of course. And before Omi knew it, he had been standing in front of Nagi stuttering as he atempted to ask the other boy to be his boyfriend.

Omi smiled, feeling more and more excited. Nagi was coming back on their seven month anniversary, tomorrow. Omi already had a whole plan of what he was going to do with him. He had a hotel reserved for them, so they wouldn't have to worry about their team mates. And it was booked until the weekend. Omi had already told Kritiker that he would not accept any missions until the weekend, and that they would have to get someone else, or just have the other three do it. And if he was needed on the mission then they could wait.

Sighing Omi looked behind him. "Ken-kun! What's taking so long?" He asked and looked back at the TV when the game shut off for a special news update.

"Earlier today, departing flight #204 from XXX airport crashed. The cause of the accident is still unknown. Due to the dangerous terrain the search and rescue party has been having difficulties finding any survivors, though it is unlikely that there are any left alive." Omi stared at the screen with wide eyes as it showed a picture of the burning plane that had crashed, setting trees on fire. Firefighters were trying to put the fire out before it spread to far while they also searched for survivors.

Over in the corner of the screen there was a box listing names of passangers on the flight. Omi was out of his seat kneeling in front of the TV within seconds when he saw a name that was all to familiar to him. Omi put his hand on the TV, he felt his chest tighten and it seemed hard to breath. "...n...no..." He choked out

Ken came back into the room and blinked when he saw Omi sitting in front of the TV. "Om-" He stopped when he noticed that Omi was crying and practicaly hysterical. Setting the drinks down he hurried to his friends side. "Omi what's wrong?!" he asked, worried about his friend.

Omi just ignored him in favor of continued staring at the TV screen. "...no...he...he's dead..." Omi shoved away from Ken and ran from the room pushing past Yohji as he ran up to his room closing the door and locking it.

"Oi, Kenken what did you say to get the chibi so upset?" Yohji asked. Ken shook his head.

"It wasn't me." He said standing up and looking at the TV. "I think Omi knew someone on that flight.

--Two days later--

Omi had been locked in his room for two whole days. Ken and the other had tried to get him to come out and to find out what was wrong, but he wouldn't talk to any of them.

Omi was sitting in his room leaning against the wall, one of his darts in his hand. He took the point and dragged it over his wrist, once, twice, three times making a tiny scratch and made it deeper until it was bleeding freely. The only thing that kept Omi sane was being around Nagi, he was able to talk to him. Nagi knew all of Omi's secrets. He even knew things that the other members of Weiss didn't know. And now that he was gone, who did Omi have now?

Sure, he was close to the other members of Weiss, but none of them could replace Nagi. Dragging the dart over his wrist again he watched the blood drip down his arm.

//I can't...I can't do this any more, not without Nagi-koi here.// he thought. He was starting to feel tired so when the window opened He only had enough strength to turn his head when he heard. //That's the window that Nagi always came through when he snuck in.// He thought and sat up a bit. He blinked when he saw a familiar face peek in through the window.

"Hey stranger, long time no see." Nagi said smiling. Omi stared at him shaking his head thinking he was seeing things. Nagi held up a bag.

"I brought you something. I think you-" Nagi was cut off when Omi practicly pounced him. Nagi stumbled back a bit nearly falling back out the window. "Hey, hey, it's good to see you too." Nagi said smiling. "Why such a welcome? I wasn't gone THAT long."

"Why...why?!"

Nagi blinked. "Why what?" He asked looking confused. "Omi-chan, what's wrong?" Nagi asked making Omi look at him. Omi had tears streaming down his face.

"Why aren't you dead!?" Omi said looking confused happy and scared all at once. Nagi stared at him for a bit.

"Oh, you mean about the plane crash? Omi-chan, didn't you get my message I sent to your cell? I told you I would be coming back late" Nagi said. Omi pulled back staring at him with wide eyes.

"..message?"

"Yeah" Nagi sighed. "You didn't get it did you?" He asked and Omi shook his head latching onto him again. Nagi sighed again and held Omi close. "It's okay Omi, i'm sorry. I'm here now though, everything will be alright." Nagi said kissing Omi's forhead. He glanced down at Omi's wrist and shook his head.

"Now why did you go and do something like this?" He thought and sat Omi back down on the floor. He reached under the bed pulling out Omi's first aid kit. Taking his wrist he wrapped bandages around it.

"There, now that's better." He said, having used his powers to the wound closed. He looked at the blood on the floor. "You didn't lose to much blood, thank goodness." He smiled. Omi smiled back at him and hugged him again.

"Welcome home Nagi-koi." He said Nagi smiled when Omi hugged him again. Closing his eyes he slid his hand up Omi's shirt. Omi gasped in surprise but Nagi shushed him with a kiss before he could say anything. Lifting the shirt up further he found Omi's nipple rolling it between his fingers as he continued kissing him.

Omi arched his back against him. All the minor protests he had in his mind washed away by the fact that Nagi was home, he was here, and he was touching him again. At the moment Omi didn't care if the others heard him or not.

"Nagi-koi." He moaned when Nagi replaced his hand with his mouth. Nagi slipped Omi's shirt off his hand exploring Omi's upper body as he licked and nipped at Omi's nipple. Omi whimpered and pulled Nagi's head away from his chest pulling him into a deep kiss. Nagi smiled against his lips lifting him up easily he put Omi on the bed and knelt between his legs. Nagi chuckled a little, breaking the kiss.

"Happy to see me?" He asked pressing his hand against the small buldge that Omi had in his pants. Omi gasped loudly, lifting his hips off the bed into Nagi's hand.

"Nagi-koi, please, I...I can't stand your teasing this time." Nagi smiled and nodded understanding. Omi had had a terrible two days thinking his lover had died.

"Alright." He said and lifted Omi's hips off the bed pulling his pants off tossing them aside. Omi lay there looking up at Nagi. He opened his legs wider exposing himself more to Nagi. Nagi reached under Omi's pillow and pulled out a tube of lube.

"You know, you shouldn't keep this here, what if one of the others finds it?" He asked as he opened it up.

"Why would they be looking under my pillow? I do my own laundry, and they have no reason to be coming into my room anyway." He said lifting his hips when he felt Nagi sliding a finger into him slowly. Nagi moved his finger into Omi feeling around inside him. Omi moaned softly lifting his hips more. He almost whimpered in protest when Nagi took his finger out. But the whimper was stopped when Nagi pushed his finger back inside adding a second one. He stretched him further making Omi moan louder.

"You really are sensitive arn't you Omi?" Nagi asked. Omi just managed to nod as Nagi spred his fingers making Omi's entrance stretch out more. Adding more lube he added a third, then a fourth finger stretching Omi until his fingers were moving in and out easily.

"Nagi-koi, no more I-I can't take it." Omi gasped and moaned as Nagi moved his fingers in and out a few more times before removing them. Omi smiled at him and sat up taking the tube away from Nagi. Setting it aside he started pulling off Nagi's clothes tossing them aside, when he got down to his pants he opened them just enough for Nagi's semi hard member to spring out. Grinning wickedly, Omi licked it before taking it into his mouth getting it wet.

Nagi gasped and nearly fell back on the bed, not expecting Omi to do that. Looking down at his blond haired lover he ran his fingers through Omi's head. Omi smiled around him and swerled his tongue around him moving his head back and forth slowly. Nagi groaned loudly moving his hips against Omi's mouth.

"Omi-chan...y..you keep that up, and I'll never get inside you." Omi stopped and looked up at Nagi. He quickly laid back down on the bed and spread his legs for Nagi. Chuckling at Omi's almost frantic movements he leaned over him and pulled him into a sweet kiss. Bending one of Omi's legs up so his knee hooked around his shoulder Nagi pressed against him.

"Are you ready Omi-chan?" Nagi asked pressing the tip of his member agianst him. Omi nodded eagerly.

"Yes." He said in breathlessly. He tensed slightly as Nagi started pressing into him. Omi bit his lip hard to keep from being to loud, remembering that the others would be able to hear him. Even though he really didn't care at the moment, he didn't want them to interrupt, not now. Omi's chest was rising and falling quickly as he gasped for breath. His breathing speeding up as he felt Nagi press in as deep as he could and staid there. Nagi was leaning over Omi also panting. He kissed Omi again.

"I love you." Nagi whispered licking Omi's nose. Omi blinked at him looking at him with hazy eyes. It felt wonderful to be with Nagi again, but, something felt wrong. He had been with Nagi like this many times before, he should know what it felt like, but this felt...different. Almost as if it wasn't Nagi. No sooner had the thought entered Omi's mind was it pushed right back out as Nagi started his slow deep thrusts.

//No thinking, my Omi. You're not allowed to; while I'm with you, you are mine.// Nagi thought as he continued to thrust slowly in and out of Omi. His thrusts slowly bulding speed. Omi groaned wrapping his arms around Nagi trying to make him move faster. When he wouldn't he groaned again.

"Nagi please."

"Please what?" Nagi asked with a grin on his face still moving.

"Faster." Nagi started moving faster. Omi moaned with satisfaction, but his moans turned to whimpers shortly.

"Nagi, harder!" Omi gasped out. Nagi leaned over Omi a bit more putting more power behind his thrusts making Omi cry out with each one now.

"Deeper!" Nagi nearly laughed.

"Is there any satisfying you?" Nagi asked teasing as he started really giving it to Omi. Omi couldn't even answer now, Nagi's powers wrapping around Omi's member stroking him in time with his thrusts making it impossible for Omi to think about anything else exept the pleasure. Omi clawed at Nagi's back as he was sent higher and higher.

"Nagi, I-I can't. I'm gonna..."

"Cum with me Omi-chan." Nagi whispered in his ear nipping at it before crushing his mouth against Omi's kissing him deeply thrusting as deep as he could he filled Omi with his seed, the same time he felt Omi's white sticky fulid coat his stomach and chest.

Nagi collapsed on top of Omi, breathing deeply and trying to catch his breath. After a few minutes he pulled out of Omi and rolled over onto his side staring at the ceiling. Omi curled up close to Nagi nuzzling him.

"I'm glad you're back Nagi." He said and looked at him. "I...really don't think i'd be able to live if you were gone." //I couldn't be able to live, if I didn't get to say good bye to you.// Omi thought. Nagi gave him a small smile and kissed his forhead. "You should go get cleaned up." He said. "And...I should go the others will start to wonder where I am." Nagi said standing up, his powers gathing up his clothes. Omi sat up and watched him get dressed.

"Do you have to go so soon?" He frowned, knowing that Nagi was probably right. Omi wanted more then anything to invite Nagi to stay, especially since they didn't get there anniversiry get away.

Omi stood up, still naked and warapped his arms around Nagi, resting his head on his shoulder.

"Can I see you agian tomorrow?" Omi asked. Nagi looked at him.

"We'll see. I don't see why not." He smiled and kissed Omi. "I'm sorry to run off so quickly. I would really like to stay." He said. "Don't forget, school starts in a few days." Nagi reminded him. Omi sweatdropped, how could he forget? Oh right, he thought his boyfriend was dead.

"I know."

"Have you read the first chapter to all your text books?" Nagi asked. Omi shook his head.

"No, I havn't really had time..." Omi said. Nagi blinked at him.

"Oh, well, then we'll have to do that tomorrow then. You don't want to be behind." Nagi said and kissed him again before heading back to the window and climbing out. Omi watched him go before collapsing on the bed. He stayed there for a little while longer before he decided to go clean up. Glad that the bathroom was right across from his room he grabbed his clothes and peeked out of the room before hurrying across to the bathroom.

For the first time in two days, Omi was feeling like his old self. He glanced at the bandage around his wrist and sighed. He'd have to think of something to tell the others. But he could do that later, right now nothing was going to ruin his good mood. He had his lover back.

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Omi sat on the floor looking at the text book, holding his pencel between his lips as he looked at the book. He glaced over at Nagi who had been quiet the whole time. //Nagi doesn't look to well.// He thought as he studied the other boy.

"Nagi, why do we have to read text books? You know we're going to different schools this year. And the thext books are diffrent." Omi said scooting closer to him. "...is this really the only way you want to spend your time with me now? Have I gotten that boring to you?" He asked frowning. Nagi looked at him frowning a little.

"...What are you talking about?" Nagi leaned over and kissed Omi lightly on the lips. "If I thought you were boring Omi, I never would have agreed to go out with you." He said chuckling a little. "Remember that day? I was standing in the hall putting my books away. You nearly gave me a heartattck when you were just suddenly THERE rambling a bunch of words." Nagi said making Omi pout.

"I wans't RAMBLING, I was asking you if you wanted to go out with me." He said blushing. Nagi smiled and leaned closer to Omi licking his lower lip.

"You know Omi, just becasue we're going to different schools now, doesn't mean I'm going to let you go." He said and practicaly pounced Omi, pinning him to the floor. "You're mine, now and forever." He said kissing him. Omi laughed kicking his legs as he tried to get Nagi off of him. His struggles only half harted. But they soon died off as he melted into the kiss.

"Mine" Nagi whispered. Making Omi giggle. The reading was put on hold as Nagi decided to get frisky with Omi again.

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Nagi woke up early the next morning when he felt Omi curling up close to him. They had missed just about every meal yesterday because of their reading, or Nagi's random urges to fool around. Sitting up in bed Nagi looked down at Omi and frowned. The boy's face was flushed.

"Omi, are you okay?" He asked. Omi cracked open his eyes and looked up at Nagi before sighing and laying back down snuggling closer to him.

"Yeah...I'm fine. It's just, the sudden change in weather lately." He said and looked up at him again. "Why are you asking me this? You're the one that doesn't look healty." He said closing his eyes going back to sleep. Whitch was true. Since Nagi came back he had been looking deathly pale, and bags under his eyes. Like he hadn't been getting any sleep at all. And he was looking a little worse as the days went by.

Nagi got out of bed, deciding to let Omi sleep for now. He got his clothes and left Omi a note.
"Omi, I had to leave. But we can meet for lunch later today, then go to the book store.
Love, your Nagi"
Nagi left the note on the pillow before climbing out the window. He took one more look at Omi sighing. He knew that he wouldn't have much more time left with him. But he was going to enjoy the time with Omi that he did have. And nothing would stop him. As Nagi climbed out the window he remembered a conversation he and Omi had had once. About if Omi ever died, that Nagi would kill himself and join him. Omi had protested to that strongly.

~*Memory*~
"I don't think i'd be able to live without you Omi." Nagi said.

"Yes you will. If I die, I don't want you to go and do something stupid like kill yourself. There are other people in the world, and I'm sure you'll find someone else. But that's only if I die." Omi said smiling resting his head on Nagi's lap as he looked up at him. "That doesn't mean you can start looking now."

Nagi smiled and leaned down kissing him. "If I ever died. What would you do?" Nagi asked. Omi frowned at him and sat back up.

"Why are we talking about this? Let's go get some ice cream or something." Omi said and scurried off. Nagi sighed shaking his head.

"You die, I die" Nagi whispered to himself. Nagi knew that omi would do the same thing if Nagi had ever died.
~*End*~

And Nagi had been right, if he'd been any later getting back. He would have found Omi to late. Nagi shuddered at the thought. He could only imagian what Omi had been going through the couple of days that Nagi hadn't been there. The thought that you might never see your best friend/lover ever again. That was enough to scare anyone to death.

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Just as Nagi's note said, the two boys met for lunch. Omi wasn't saying much as he poked at his food taking tiny bites now and then. Nagi watched him a worried expression on his face. Omi really was looking terrible. But Nagi knew if he said anything Omi would just shrug it off. Omi hated making people worry, so he didn't tell people when something was wrong with him.

"Omi...you promise me you're okay?" Nagi asked. Omi looked up at him, and Nagi saw the dark circles under his eyes. Omi nodded slowly.

"Yeah, it's just...the heat." Omi said pushing his plate away and smiling. "Should we head to the book store now? I need to pick up a couple books for school." He said and Nagi nodded. leaving the money for their food on the table he stood up. Omi stood up as well and the two of them left. Omi seemed to be having a bit of trouble keeping up with him. Waiting until it was safe to cross the street Omi leaned against a pool rubbing his eyes. He was so tired, and he couldn't understand why. He was sure he had gotten plenty of sleep last night. He hadn't woken up until nearly half an hour before he had to meet Nagi.

Nagi noticed this, but didn't say anything as he lead Omi across the street to the book store. "Alright, do you have your list of books you need?" Nagi asked and Omi nodded.

"Yeah." he said taking out a piece of paper and handing it to Nagi. Not sure he would be able to see the words on the paper, or be able to even find the books. Nagi took it and the two of them started wandering up and down the isles. Nagi would grab a book off the shelf every now and then and hand it to Omi. They were almost done and Nagi was using his powers to get a book up on a top shelf. He turned to hand it to Omi just in time to see the blonde boy collapse to the floor, the books falling around him.

"Omi!" Nagi hurried over. People heard the thud and Nagi's scream and came running to see what was wrong. Nagi lifted Omi up in his arms cursing himself for being so stupid. He knew this would happen, but damnit why did it have to happen now? And so SOON!? Ignoring people's questions Nagi lifted Omi up and carried him out of the bookstore.
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Omi's head was pounding. He felt like someone had put a pot over his head and banged it with a spoon repeatedly. Groaning he opened his eyes. "...nagi?" He asked. There was no answer. Frowning he slowly sat up and looked around. "Nagi...are you here?" He spotted his boyfriend standing by the window looking out at the street. He smiled, standing up he went over to him.

"how come you didn't answer me?" He asked. Nagi still didn't say anything. He seemed to be really deep in thought. And he looked worried about something. "Nagi-koi?" Omi frowned. "na-"

"Omi, I have to leave." Nagi said intrupting him and turning to look at him with a sirus look in his eyes. Omi blinked taken aback by this.

"Leave? Why? It's still early..." Omi said after a quick glance at the clock. Nagi shook his head.

"That's not what I mean Omi. I mean...I have to leave...and...I can't come back. I'm the reason you collapsed in the book store today." He said and Omi's eyes went wide. The blonde boy shook his head.

"no, Nagi that's not your fault at all. I just got a bit of a cold that's all. And I was stupid and not taking care of myself. All I need is a good nights sleep and I'll be better." Omi said even as Nagi shook his head.

"No Omi, you've gotten a good nights sleep. But even though you're sleeping more, you're getting sicker, and don't you dare say you're not." Nagi said not looking at Omi in the eyes.

"I'll get better Nagi-kun. I will, I'll go see a doctor if I have to...So don't tell me you have to leave and can't come back."


"No Omi, you don't understand. The longer I stay here, the sicker you will get." Nagi said. Omi was about to protest again when he noticed for the first time that he could see the wall behind Nagi. While looking AT him. He could see right through Nagi.

//Okay, that's not normal.//


Nagi chuckled softly. "Looks like they finally found my body." He said smiling at Omi. "I have to go now Omi. But, do me a favor, and go to my funeral. The others will accept you" Nagi said. Omi shook his head.

"No, Nagi-koi, what are you talking about? What's going on?" Omi asked even as he had tears streaming down his face. //No, he can't be dead, he's stading RIGHT THERE! Okay, so he's transparent, no one's perfect.//

Nagi smiled at him. "Just promise me that Omi. I have to go now." Nagi said and went over giving Omi a hug, as best as he could considering he passed right though him. Omi stared at Nagi covering his mouth.

"...nagi-koi...what's burn-" Omi didn't get to finish his sentance as he watched Nagi's 'body' slowly blacken as if he'd been burned horribly. It was then that Omi realized how Nagi died. He knew it would be stupid for a telekinetic to die in a crash when he could have used his powers to save himself. But even Nagi couldn't stop every threat. He had burned to death. As Nagi vanished Omi colapsed to his knees crying.

"NAGI YOU BASTARD! I HATE YOU!" He cried. "Come back here, I have the best time of my life with you then you just LEAVE!?"

But Nagi's plan had worked. Over the month Nagi had spent with the blonde boy, Omi had gotten happier, and happier. And had started to enjoy life more, so much more then he used to, that the blonde boy didn't even want to THINK about killing himself.

~*At the funeral*~

Omi stood there staring at the picture of Nagi on the mantel. He was trembling, it was hard to think that just a few days ago he had been with him. He couldn't help but wonder, did the other members of Schwarz know about it?

"No kitten, we didn't. But, I always knew Nagi would find a way to come back from hell to say a proper goodbye to you." Omi jumped looking back at the orange haired member of Schwarz.

Schuldig gave him a half smile. "Don't worry. It would be pointless to fight right now." He said looking back at Nagi's picture. "It's kind of scary, Nagi was by far the strongest out of all of us. But something like this still happened. Guess we're not as untouchable as we thought."

Omi wiped his eyes. Schuldig sighed and handed him a handkerchief. "Here, you need it more then I do." He said. Omi smiled a little at him taking it.

"Thanks..."

"Just, open it up before you blow your nose in it." He said and turned walking away. Omi blinked and slowly unfolded the cloth.

A letter fell out onto the floor, frowning Omi knelt down and picked it up. "To my Omi." was writen on it. Hands trembling Omi slowly opened it up.

To my Omi
Your eyes are. Your eyes are so striking, I can't get them out of my head. Your voice, The smell of flowers that always surounded you. Even your smile, Since the first time I saw you, I couldn't bring myself to forget. I couldn't bring myself to hurt you. I think I must be in love with you.

I'm certain that...No matter how many times I were to die, and be reborn, these feelings would never change. So I think I must be deeply in love with you.

I could never admit these feelings to you. Because we have been on different sides since we first met. Our lives would not alow this. But as long as you could always remember me, as long as you could always be happy. I've thought of how I want to be with you, and so. Please keep smiling.
---Nagi

Omi's hands trembled as he stared at the letter. It wasn't a recent letter, the date on it was before he and Nagi had acually really talked for the first time. Nagi had loved him, for far longer then Omi had even noticed the other boy existed. But he waited, he waited for Omi. They could have gotten more time togeather, but he had waited. Omi held the letter close to his chest looking at Nagi's picture.

"I promise, I will keep smiling, for you koibito." Omi said and put a flower on the mantal before turning and walking away. As he did the shadow of a boy appeared by the mantal.

"Never forget me, my omi." He whispered picking up the flower and vanishing again.

The End
Well that's it. Please don't kill me. There WILL be a sequel. After I have finished going through my old fanfics, and getting rid of the one's I never intend to finish. and rewriting the ones that I do.

Beta'd by Weiss Kittyn