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Why Do You Cry?

By: PlantangelJchan
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Why Do You Cry?

Disclaimer: I don't own it but I'd like to I think it'd be fun X3

Ok grab a tissue box now because this will make you cry. I was thinking of what it would be like if Meryl fell for Vash and he was killed. I also wanted to dedicate this to someone who lost the one they loved in this world and if you read this you know who you are. This is in Vash's words and it's going to be short but I swear I'm not emo this just came to me so read it all the way through and tell me what you think.


Why Do You cry?

By:J-chan

You scream in horror, the sound only distant to me as I hang suspended from his arm, his grip around my throat tight and constricting. I fight him but it's no use and he tightens it turning me to face you. Your eyes.....so filled with fear and desperation seeking to save me, wanting so badly to break away and make him stop but they hold you firm. Suddenly pain great pain, shooting through every facet of my body as he impales me, the sharp knives of his angel arm ripping the fabric of my coat as blood sprays crimson over the ground, absorbed quickly as though greedily drank by the dusty sands.He throws me battered to the ground. Your scream..again a distant whisper to my ears due to the rushing of blood to my head, my vision fades but I fight still, not wanting to die, feeling your arms around me as they let you run to me. I cannot leave not now...not now that I know how you feel, and admitting that I feel the same....it's not over..it can't be over. Not yet.....Blood...so much blood, pain only now a memory lost to my addled mind as I look back into your eyes seeing them streaked with tears. Why do you cry.... why do you mourn so deeply and look so sad?...why do you love me so much, what did I ever do to deserve such love and the touch of another..? I deserve to die...so long have I fought to protect those who only hurt in return....the man I let live after he tried to kill his family wound up doing so anyway when I was gone..I read about it a week later...the woman who said that she would never take her life jumped to her death....I heard it on the radio....nothing was changed and no one was saved.....I did nothing....nothing but delay the inevitable. You can't change people no matter how you try, you can never find absolution. Those who think they can live pure and die famous they only die knowing that there was no need for them anymore, but in truth we all need someone. Someone to hold and to love and care for....you were that person....you were my angel and now you cry for me....why?....why did things have to get so messed up..how did I go wrong where did I mistake...? I am no savior.....I am no angel. I am death...I am destruction I am shame.....and yet you love me despite it all...forgive me....forgive me for my blasphemy....I regret...I regret my words i cannot die....I cannot....leave....not....yet....My eyes grow dim and your face fades from them, stricken with greif and sorrow as I breathe my last words, echoed by your own finally your voice reaches me and it fills the last beats of my heart with joy, and a small smile crosses my features as I voice my final words to you before the darkness and oblivion takes me under it's gentle yielding wings....


"Meryl....never forget.....I will love you.....forever..."

"I love you too...Vash...forever.."

~END~

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Omg why do I do this to myself!? That sounded so emo! But I figure with happiness there is always greif. with love there is always loss, but if you keep those who you love dear to your heart that love will last forever and beyond death itself. The heart may die but love is forever. Never lose sight of what you are who you are because you failed to save someone. Mistakes are there because we were meant to make them but if you only pick up and keep going you'll find light at the end of the darkness. Never give up and never surrender, because love is eternal. I hope you all took to heart the message I sent here. It's that even through death love can still remain so those of you who have lost a loved one and are still greiving this one is for you. Never give up hope and one day when the time comes you will see them again. You are never apart if you keep them close to your heart. Death is never the end only a new beginning. If you liked this story reveiw and let me know and even if you didn't leave me a comment anyway because happiness comes in all forms even in reveiws. Until next time.

J-chan(aka Vash)

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