Just another sin

Tell me.. Tell me it's wrong to want something this bad call me what you will.... throw any disgusting name you wish at me but, she's become my light...

Looking for me when I decide to run making other's come with her just to show me what a coward I've been.
Tell me I shouldn't do this even if all I want is to see her happy... My thoughts travel back over the pain in my chest, as I stare over her. Well it's not as if he loves me anymore hell he's found another... he's in love.. He's married... Good for him.....

Her face is buried in her hands and she cries because she can't be with the one she truley loves. But why should she cry....She new he loved someone else..... It must still hurt though.. and the gods be dammed to make some one's heart fall that way.
No the gods are pointless anyway.... I've descovered that long ago.... but it still feels good to blame someone. She needs this, needs someone to be close to her......
The fact that she's rutting could be a potential problem or it could prove to be a disguised blessing.

Yare Yare... What could I possibly be thinking. Still the way she chose to dress doesn't help my resolve any and as I hold her close to me I can feel the soft cotton of her undergarments mixed with the silk texture of the ribbons wrapped around her.
As I pull each piece of confinemnt away she stares at me shaking slightly. She's scared and I can see it in her eyes, she's afraid I'll hate her after this..... I assure her it'll all be all right....that the pain will only be momentary.... and most importantly.....That I'll always care for her....

Then slowly I enter her and she stiffens as her body trembles some.. I wait fow a bit before I start with slow rythmic thrusts.. At some other point in time I might be rough but not tonight tonight is her first night...I need to be gentle I can speed up but not a lot....
Later as a little time flies and as her claws digg into my shoulders and back with the act we preform, me on top leaning over her , her legs curled tightly around my waist driving me deeper, I realize.... I can't stop now and I don't want to.

Hours pass and finnally I hear her scream and her body tightens around me which prompts my own release. Looking down at her panting for air I see her smile at me with those big golden eyes of hers. As I pull away I catch a glimpse of the fear again as tears almost start to well up in her eyes.

I mearley smile back and move to her side tilting her chin up and softly kissing her lips. Laying down and holding her close once more I smile again as her head rests on my chest and her eyes close.

The lights are already out as I start to drift off myself realizing all to clearly that: Tonight we are replacements for each other and this is just another sin on my back.