Ready to Love You

“Renton?” I looked at him as he stood at my door. He held onto the frame like it was his support; as if he couldn’t stand on his own.

“Eureka, I…”

He breathed my name on a whisper. He had no shirt on, and I naturally envied his body. He was beautiful to me, and I knew him like no other. His body had become toned, and I wanted a taste.

I had my lamp on, which dimly lit my room. His body cast a shadow over me, and I could see how flushed his face was. He looked like he had a fever, but his glazed eyes told a different story.

“Eureka, I..”

How I loved it when he said my name. I knew what he wanted to say, but to hear it fall from his lips would be like an angel singing to me. I wanted him to say it, but I could never rush him into something like that. Over time I learned what it meant to be blunt, and he was too shy of a person, too compassionate to be so bold of his desires. I wanted to go at his pace, though I longed for him. He was the object of my desires, and I knew I could never love another.

“Renton? What’s wrong?” I wanted to egg him on the right way, giving my voice a gentle tone. “Come into my room and sit on my bed.”

With my words said, his eyes flared. He thought for a moment, and I could see him hesitate. “Please?”
He took a deep breath, and slowly walked into my room. My heart was pounding. Maybe tonight, he’ll kiss me. Maybe tonight, he’ll love me.

“Eureka, I missed you today.” His words were simple and I knew he wanted to say more. I hoped he had more to say. My body was getting hot. Wickedly hot. “I have been on the ship all day with you. How could you have missed me if I never left?” Touch me. I wanted him to touch me so badly. My body had gotten so hot, that I had to breathe with my mouth slightly open, and I wanted him to notice.

I sat up straight on my bed, pushing my chest out slightly, and looked him in the eye. His face flushed, and as if he began to panic, rose from my bed. “I’m going to go to bed. G’ night Eureka.”

No, this isn’t what I wanted! Why is he getting up?? “Renton, wait!” I was on the brink of weeping. He paused, and didn’t turn around.

“What is it?”

“Stay. Tonight. Please?”

I held my breath, as it seemed to take forever for an answer. I could feel his tension, and I wanted to break it. I was begging him to stay in my mind, giving him the choice with my words.

I looked down at the floor as he walked towards my door. He wasn’t going to stay. I chose to lie down facing the wall, knowing he’d lock the door after him. I heard the lock, then the door closing. He had a grip on my heart so tight, and it was agonizing to see him everyday and not be able to touch him.

I sighed to myself in sadness, until I felt him lay behind me gripping me tightly by the waist. His forehead was on my shoulder, his erection touching my lower back. I rolled over quickly and looked him in those beautiful gray eyes. I softly caressed his face and smiled. He raised himself on one arm, spread my legs with his knee and braced himself where he was above me. He looked over my body, and I blushed.

“Eureka, may I love you?”

He asked me with such tenderness, that I knew this was right. Tonight was the night, and he would love me. I raised my hips and rubbed against his erection. His body bucked against mine and he groaned my name. I smiled, and he stole my breath away with a kiss.

I moaned into him. This was heaven. This is what I have been waiting to feel ever since he boarded Gecko State. I wouldn’t give this up for the world. His tongue invaded my mouth, taking over my body, taking over my soul. He broke the kiss, and repositioned himself to sit up straight. The kiss alone left me breathing hard, and I gave him a puzzled look.

“Come here.”

I sat up and he smiled. He had a beautiful smile.

“Come into my lap, Eureka. I want to touch you.”

I eagerly complied and wrapped my legs around his waist, his erection touching my core, hindered by our clothes. He kissed my neck, and began to caress my breasts. His thumbs grazed my nipples and I couldn’t help but arch my back, giving a little whimper.

“More. I want more…please..”

I wanted to weep. He was being so gentle and my body was burning. My mind was screaming ‘Fuck me now!!” but I remembered what he said. He wanted to love me. Yes. That’s it. Love me.

Now don’t get me wrong, I am a virgin, but he made me feel so good, and I wanted him so desperately.

I could feel him smile against my neck as he began to unbutton my shirt. He moved slowly, nibbling on my neck and under my jaw. He reached the last button and paused.

“Eureka, are you sure?”

I answered him by unhooking the last button myself.

I was bare underneath my shirt, and I knew it pleased him.

“So beautiful..” He murmured and took my nipple into his mouth.

I gripped his hair tightly, and he hummed against my chest. His mouth felt so good I was licking the ceiling. He kissed one nipple while massaging my other one with his thumb. He switched, taking his time, and I loved every moment of it. I felt like a damn had broken between my legs, and I leveled my mouth to his ear, gently nibbling, then sucking, simultaneously alternating between the two. He released my nipple from his mouth, easing me onto the bed.

His mouth was warm, and I was beginning to protest the loss of contact, until he touched my core through my shorts. I cried out and bucked against his hand.

“I want to taste you. Will you let me?”

“Yes. Oh god, yes.”

At first he left my shorts on, slipping his thumb under my underwear, grazing my lips.

“You’re soaked.” He smiled and grazed my clit.

I cried out again, and I was near the edge. It was so close, and sanity was so far away. He pulled his thumb out of my shorts and licked it, and I thought my body was going to catch on fire.

“Renton..”

He grabbed my shorts and underwear, and so easily removed them.

“You smell so good, Eureka.”

He placed his head between my legs, inhaled deeply, and gave one slow lick. Just like that I came screaming his name, thanking god in the back of my mind that the rooms aboard the ship were sound proof. He drank what my body had to give and continued to assault my core.

When he was satisfied, he sat up, and pulled me into his lap again. I touched his skin, so smooth and warm. I kissed his neck like he did me, and reached to unbutton his pants. I licked his nipple, rubbed the other with my right hand, and undid his pants with my left.

“Eureka!” He gasped my name as I wrapped my little hands around his pretty large erection. “Y-you don’t have to…”

I backed up off of his lap, and bent over to take him into my mouth. I could taste his pre-cum, and it was delicious. My body was on fire and so was his. He gripped my bed sheets tightly, moaning my name. I wanted to create a cycle of pleasure, so I stuck my finger into his mouth. I moaned against his erection, loving the feel of his tongue swirling around the tip of my finger. How his mouth was so amazing, I don’t know.

I sat up, still caressing his erection, while my finger was still in his mouth. I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Now Renton. Please.”

He let my finger go, and pulled me onto his lap.

“We go at your pace, not mine. You tell me when you’re ready. I know it hurts the first time. I’ll wait for you.”

His words were filled with so much passion, that tears fell from my eyes and I smiled. I raised my hips above his erection and sat slowly, as I stretched to accommodate him. It was merely a discomfort, until he reached my maiden head. I braced myself for the pain and looked him in the eye.

“I love you.”

I sat hard, and the pain was almost unbearable. My body trembled, and he whispered soothing words into my ear. What felt like centuries, the pain soon started to ebb away.

“Are you ok?”

His voice was straining from the pleasure he felt, but just as he promised, he waited. I wasn’t too sure yet, so I rose a little, and slowly came back down. I still felt a little discomfort, but there was a sting of pleasure. He swallowed hard, beads of sweat forming across his forehead. He wanted to move so badly, but he didn’t.

“Touch me Renton.”

Within seconds I was on my back. He moved slowly, sucking my collarbone, leaving light kisses on my breasts. I loved it. My pleasure was escalating, and I whimpered softly.

“More Renton…More..”


He than sat up, beginning to move faster, grabbing my hips for support. I braced myself using the wall, my climax was so close.

“Eureka, I..”

His body convulsed, his orgasm triggering mine. It was so strong, my body convulsing with his, as I screamed his name because of the love he gave me. I felt so good, as if I were floating. I closed my eyes as my convulsions soon ceased, my mind and body at peace. I was soaked with sweat, and sweetly satisfied. I looked at my dearest Renton as he slowly lay next to me, holding me close. He hugged me tightly, and kissed me lightly on my forehead.

“I Love you, too.”

From that moment, I was complete.
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Mikitomo