Prison dreams

Prison Dreams.

Souske Sagara stood outside the apartment building where his girlfriend was living. He had just returned from a mission that had lasted a little more than a week and once he was done with his debriefing, he had contacted her and told her he was returning home.
He looked up to the apartment he knew Kaname occupied and shuttered a bit. As always he was wondering what he was getting in to? That girl was an emotional rollercoaster and as always he didn’t quite know what was going to happen once he stepped into her apartment.
The instructions she had given him when he called her was simple. She had told him, no ordered him, to bypass his own apartment and go directly to hers. He wondered what that meant. Kisses or beatings? Both were possible outcomes of that call. Or maybe… he smiled inwardly as he remembered what had happened that night he had left. That night they had both lost their virginity. It had been the single most amazing experience in his life.
Unfortunately, both Webber and Mao had realized what must have happened when they saw him. Maybe it was his smile? Souske weren’t certain.
Sighing, he steeled himself and walked through the door. He might as well face it and it wasn’t certain it was going to be unpleasant. In fact his relationship with Kaname had had a lot more ups than downs lately and Souske was no longer tempted to wear a helmet in her presence.
Walking up the stairs, his thoughts began to run around in his head again. Yes Kaname might very well decide to punch him for leaving. On the other hand, she would also kiss him for coming home safe and sound.
To his surprise he suddenly found himself taking the stairs three at a time until he reached his destination. Taking a breath to calm down his heart from the ordeal, or rather from the excitement and trepidation, he pressed the doorbell.
The door was opened less than a minute later, and in front of him stood Kaname. Having missed her ever since he left, she was beautiful enough, but what he saw made him freeze. Apparently the girl had expanded her wardrobe in his absence.

“About time you got here soldier. Get in here!”

The command in her voice could not be ignored and Souske found himself stepping into the apartment by pure reflex. He did, however, not remove his eyes from her as he walked past her.
The hip-long skirt and the crop-top Kaname was wearing, both had, what could only be described as jungle pattern camouflage on it and the jacket had an obvious military cut to it. In fact it was a few numbers to large for her and he thought it looked very familiar, but he couldn’t quite place where he had seen it before.
Kaname threw her hands around his neck and leaned in to kiss him. Remembering his training as a make-out partner, he wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her back. When they broke the kiss, Kaname looked at him with a smile.

Souske. I missed you so much.”

Souske looked into her eyes. It was an old reflex he had developed doing his counter intelligence training with Mithrill. It was the best way to see if people were lying to him or not. Apparently she wasn’t.

“I missed you too Miss Chidory.”

Kaname immediately took a step back.

“Souske. What did I say about family names?”

Her voice had a dangerous ring to it that made Souske feel that sweat was beginning to form on his forehead. He had been here less than two minutes and already he had managed to annoy her. Exactly how much, was evident in the way her hand was resting on a nearby shelf that held no less than three different paper fans. Kaname’s personal weapons collection. Luckily he had been well trained in diffusing volatile situations. First by Mithrill and later by Kaname.

“My apologies Kaname. You look beautiful as ever.”

Her hostile frown cleared up into a pleased smile and she reached out to toy with the collar of his shirt.

“Good save soldier boy. At ease.”

Souske had spent enough time around the girl to be able to recognize a teasing smile when he saw it. He still thought it would be best to do as she said however.
Kaname sighed.

“Come on Souske. Why don’t you go sit down on the couch? I’ll go make us some tea.”

He allowed Kaname to lead him to the small sofa group his girlfriend had and sat down so he was facing the kitchen. Kaname gave him a light peck on the cheek before walking off towards the kitchen. Souske observed her all the way and his eyes found itself attracted to her gently swaying hips and long athletic legs. Something Kaname had made clear was all right to look at when it was her, but not with other girls.
He sighed. The civilian world was so confusing. Heck girls were confusing. What was it Webber had said? ‘I’ll never understand women. But I’m sure going to have fun trying’.
Souske believed that he was starting to realize what his friend had meant.


Kaname had a grin on her face that would have made a barracuda proud. So far everything had gone according to plan. Sure there had been a small hiccup on the road when Souske had used her family name, but that was to be expected. It always took him a little while to get acclimatized after a mission. Getting in to a military mindset however, was actually quite literally instantaneously. Kaname figured it was for the best. After all, if he was stuck in a civilian mindset while going of to the battlefield, he could quite easily end up dead. If it was the other way around, he would just receive some lumps from her. Kaname could deal with him having lumps. Hell she had helped him change bandages on gunshot wounds every now and then. What she couldn’t deal with was Souske ending up dead.
Looking at the stove, she realized that the water wasn’t quite done yet. It may sound a bit odd that she just happened to have nearly boiling water ready as Souske showed up, but it had a natural explanation.
Truth was that she had been standing at her window for the last couple of hours waiting for him to show himself.
She tugged the sleeves of her jacket, or rather his jacket. A while back Souske had given her a key to his apartment, so she could take care of the few potted plants he kept there. Not surprisingly they were all gifts from Kaname. This time Kaname had taken certain liberties. She had checked his closets and had found this jacket. Sure it was three sizes to big for her, but it made her feel warm and safe. Just like he did.
As the tea kettle started signaling that it was ready, Kaname looked down at the other clothes she was wearing. Her and her friend Kyoko had been out shopping a couple of days ago and Kaname had picked out this outfit, just for today. Kyoko wasn’t stupid. She had immediately realized what had to be on Kaname’s mind and had mentioned it. Kaname had naturally denied thinking about Souske but Kyoko refused to back down. At least until Kaname let out a loud laugh. That had made Kyoko stop, although it had been clear to Kaname that her friend wasn’t convinced. No Kyoko wasn’t stupid.
With a sigh she poured the water into the tea kettle and placed it on a tray that she had arranged earlier. Picking it up, she carried it to Souske. She felt it was a bit odd that she wanted him to feel at home here in her apartment. She didn’t want him to be a guest, she wanted him to belong. Had she really fallen that hard for him?
Placing the tray on the table, she smiled as she poured two cups of tea and handed him one. He took it with his normal stoic expression.

“Thank you Kaname.”

Her smile softened a bit as she picked up her own cup. It took so little to make him happy. Sometimes she felt she was being unreasonable in her demands for him, it was just that she still had certain romantic notions of a knight in shining armor. It was ironic that he, with his training and expertise as an AS pilot, properly was the closest she would come to one.
In reality there was only one thing she could do for him. Show interest in him and what he did.

“Souske. How was your assignment? Anything you could tell me?”

Her boyfriend sat up strait. Not much of a difference from what she usually saw of his posture, but still some. To Kaname it was clear that he was trying to find out what he could tell her and what not.

“It was not a very exciting mission Kaname. But I will of cause tell you.”

Kaname sighed with relief. Not because it sounded like it would be a short story, but because she might not get nightmares from this one.
Souske continued.

“Three weeks ago, the police in Thailand caught a man in the airport smuggling drugs. Mithrill tried to borrow him for questioning because we believed he might have contacts within several terrorist groups, but the Thailand authorities wouldn’t cooperate. They did however agree to let Mithrill place a man undercover as a prisoner.”

Kaname frowned.

“Isn’t that outside you usual job description?”

Souske nodded.

“Yes, you are correct. The problem was that he was a native of Helmajistan…”

Kaname interrupted with a groan.

“The one dialect that you understand better than Japanese.”

Souske nodded.

“Affirmative. Intelligence believed that it would be too obvious if they put another native of Helmajistan in his cell. Anyway, I was lucky. It turned out he was talking in his sleep and I got several names from him by prodding at his unconsciousness. My contact among the prison guards had the information verified and the mission was called off relatively fast. This is why I found myself capable of returning to you this soon.”

Kaname felt her stomach make cartwheels. He was such a sweetie. He was returning to her. Not Tokyo, not school, but her. What made it even sweeter was the fact that she knew he wasn’t smooth enough to say something like that unless he was absolutely sincere.
She leaned over and gave him a light kiss on the cheek before standing up.

“Because you were so fast at coming home, I’ll give you what all you guys who just came out of prison dream about.”

She watched her boyfriend swallowed as her voice turned into a purr.

“A nice hot…”

Her voice rose to something best described as a squeal.

“Home cooked meal!”

With that she quickly turned around so she wouldn’t show him the grin on her face. She purposefully put a little more sway in her hips, than she would ever do in public.


Souske didn’t know whether or not he should be relived or disappointed at his girlfriend’s words. Although he did enjoy Kaname’s cooking immensely, he too had heard what they said about newly released prisoners and her initial words had carried such wonderful, although a bit scary, promises with them.
He sat there thinking about how he had become addicted to Kaname’s touch. He remembered when he was fifteen. He had spent three month in a prison camp in Russia, before he had been freed by an undisclosed force. You could imagine his surprise when it turned out they were under command by Kalinin. He had written a contract with Mithrill only a few days later.
He sighed. The train of thought was really only relevant, because in those three months he hadn’t experienced the same kind of longing as this mission had brought.
Maybe it was because he had only been concerned with survival when he had been in Russia, or maybe it was because he didn’t have anyone he cared for back then.
He must have been caught up in his thoughts because suddenly Kaname was standing in the door.

“Dinner’s on the table Souske. You’re coming?”

Souske got on his feet.

“It is not a problem.”

He saw Kaname shake her head, in what he took to be exasperation, and turn around. She made that move with her head that caused her hair to flow so magnificent. She looked beautiful.
Walking after her into the kitchen, he noticed that she had really out done herself. The food was nicely served, the flowers on the table were fresh and the two candles gave it al a feel that he couldn’t quite place. It made him both nervous and calm. It was confusing.
Sitting down on his chair, he observed as Kaname placed food on their plates before sitting down herself. For some reason it all just felt right to him. Like this was where he should be. Not just now, but always. It didn’t make sense to him but then again, ever since he started his mission in Tokyo, he had been having that feeling more and more, and Kaname always seemed to be nearby when he got it.
During the conversation Souske went over his mental check list. He remembered to compliment Kaname, both for her cooking skills in general as well as the meal she had prepared for them. He remembered to ask her how she had been, even though he knew nothing special had happened. Wrath would have informed him if that was the case. Finally he made sure to ask about Kyoko. She wasn’t his responsibility, but he did like her. Besides he knew that Kaname would appreciate his concern. What surprised him a bit was that he actually curious as to what Kaname had to tell him.
Kaname in return asked how Mao and Webber were doing. She even asked how Captain Tessterossa was, but Souske knew better than to dwell on that subject. For some reason, talking about the young officer seemed to bring Kaname to affect and it wasn’t the positive ones either.
As the meal came to a close, Souske offered to help with the dishes and thereby earned himself an affectionate smile from his girlfriend.

“That’s okay Souske. We’ll leave it in the sink for tomorrow. For tonight, let’s relax on the sofa.”

She smiled that smile that made his knees weak.

“I really missed you.”

Sweat started to form on his forehead again. That purring sound in her voice was back and again Souske didn’t know whether to be nervous or excited. A lot of both might very well be the right choice.
She led him back out of the kitchen and back to the couch. Once he was seated, Kaname sat down in his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. He gently rubbed her back.

“I missed you too Kaname. I always miss you when we are not together.”

Kaname turned to face him with dancing eyes and a happy smile on her lips.


Kaname’s mind was in an uproar. If this was how he talked when coming back from a mission, she almost wished he would go more often. Almost. When ever he left, it could be the last time she was ever going to see him and the feeling of him next to her was so much better then the feeling of being alone.
Moving a little closer to him, she suddenly felt something hard against her thigh.

“Why Souske. Is that a gun or are you just happy to see me?”

Souske swallowed audible.

“Ah Kaname? That is a gun.”

She groaned.

“Well get rid of it!”

Souske hurriedly pulled out the pistol he carried and while Kaname watched, he checked the safety and placed it on the table in front of them.
Kaname shook her head. She remembered when she had first met him. She had hated guns. Some time doing the time Souske had been her bodyguard, Kaname had gotten use to them. In fact she didn’t hate them anymore, on the contrary. These days they made her feel safe. Sure the people who had been out for her, had always carried weapons of some kind, but it wasn’t their guns that was the real danger. It was their technology. Those infernal machines they used to enter her mind and scrape out every ounce of knowledge they could find. If they got a chance that was. Mithrill had tons of guns and they knew how to use them. No, guns kept her safe, technology put her in harms way. In a way, she hated her DVD player more than she hated guns. She knew it didn’t make sense, so it was something she kept to herself.
Snuggling closer to her boyfriend, she made a new discovery.

“Why Souske. You are happy to see me.”

Souske swallowed.

“Affirmative Kaname. I never said that I wasn’t.”

Kaname’s eyes narrowed at his choice in words. Apparently he was becoming nervous again and when that happened, his military training started showing its ugly head. She needed to distract him now or it would just end up ruining the mood.
Moving a bit so she was straddling her boyfriend’s lab, she began rubbing her lower torso against his crotch. Souske’s reaction was as one could expect. He started to sweat, but to Kaname’s great pleasure, he actually reached out and placed his hands on her hips and assisted her movements.
She was practically purring when she leaned forward.

“What do you say we try this without clothes in the way?”

Souske immediately stopped all motions and Kaname had to grin. No matter what happened, he would always be the same Souske she had fallen in love with. He could keep his head cold during heavy battle, but if a girl came with sexual innuendoes, his thought process would short circuit. At least he now understood them.
Deciding that she would have to break the deadlock herself, she stopped her motions and slipped off of him. Kaname then slowly pulled off her panties and tossed them at him. She couldn’t help a smirk finding its way to her lips as her undergarments hit him in the face and slowly began to slide down.
She then leaned over and started opening the zipper in his pants. Apparently Souske was still too shocked to respond, because he didn’t move a muscle, giving Kaname all the time in the world to undo his pants. Pulling them off was a different matter all together.

“A little help here?”

Souske didn’t move. Luckily Kaname knew how to handle her boyfriend.

“Raise your hips. That’s an order Soldier!”

Souske did as he was told immediately and automatically. Kaname grinned as she pulled down first his pants and then his underwear, showing off his sex. To her great enthusiasm he was already erect, so all she had to do was position herself right, align him with her sex and let herself drop onto him.
She heard him gasp through her own groan as he entered her and she allowed herself to fall towards him. Souske’s arms immediately wrapped around her as she sat there, trying to gain enough resolve to continue the act. Even though she wasn’t a virgin, she still felt a certain amount of pain at the joining.
Souske moved an arm from her waist and she felt a gentle hand lift her chin so their eyes locked.

“Kaname. Are you okay?”

She smiled at his caring words.

“I’m fine Souske.”

To prove her point, she began moving slowly, creating a sweet friction that brought low grunts from Souske.
Souske’s head dropped to her neck and Kaname felt his lips press against her skin. Mewling slightly, she craned her neck to allow him better access.
As she continued her movements, she felt her boyfriend’s hands slide down to her hips and take a good hold of them. A moment later Souske added his strength to Kaname’s bouncing movements and thereby caused her actions to become more forceful.
Kaname let out a quiet scream as he rammed her down on top of her. She loved the sensation, as well as the thought, of his apparent desperation. It was nice to know that there was some things he didn’t take an army manual approach to. It made her feel special. Hell, it made her feel unique and as so many other young women around the world, Kaname relished being unique.
Her boyfriend’s sex suddenly hit a spot inside her that simply made her see stars.

“Oh yes Souske. Hit that spot again. Hit it again. That’s an order Soldier!”

And Souske followed orders. Kaname’s cry became an unarticulated throaty rattle as she threw her head back.
As in most other parts of his life, Souske was a tenacious and unrelenting and it was driving her nuts. So much that when her orgasm overcame her she just whimpered.
To her surprise Souske didn’t stop. Throughout her orgasm he kept thrusting in to her. All she could do was keep on whimpering and hold on for her dear life.
As the explosion of pleasure finally subsided some, she managed to focus long enough to speak.

“Souske. How can you keep going?”

To Kaname’s disappointment he stopped.

“We don’t have to continue Kaname. We can stop now.”

Kaname’s eyes widened. Could that idiot be more clueless? Her voice was a growl as she spoke.

“Don’t you dare stop Souske. I want more, more!”

And Souske complied. He didn’t waste time building up a rhythm, he just began pounding up into her with an abandon that made Kaname fall forward onto him.
Perhaps she had been a bit preoccupied with herself earlier, but it wasn’t until now, that her ear was only centimeters from his mouth, that she realized that he was mumbling.
Words like ‘so tight’, ‘Angel’, and ‘beautiful’ could be heard and it made Kaname smile to hear these things.
Souske’s hard, powerful thrusts were bound to make results and Kaname could already feel herself closing in on her next climax. That was when her boyfriend spoke.

“Kaname. I can’t hold out much longer.”

Kaname mewled and held on to him tighter.

“It’s okay honey. It’s okay. I’m almost there as well. Just a little more.”

Her response became a long gasp as her orgasm consumed her while her lungs were empty, removing any chance that she would be able to cry out or anything else. She felt her boyfriend thrust up into her a couple of more times, before she experienced the feeling of his seeds shoot into her. It was now her birth control pills would stand their test.
As Souske’s climax finally seemed to subside, Kaname found herself throwing her head back and howling out to the world, with a sound that wouldn’t have been out of place coming from a wolf.
The result was as one may have been able to guess. Someone banged on the wall and Kaname forced herself to become quiet with a sheepish smile.
They sat there, still intimately connected, for several minutes, just enjoying the aftermath of what they had just done.
Finally Kaname broke the silence.

“Wow! I have been dreaming of that ever since you left for the mission.”

A new silence surrounded them as the two lovers shared a kiss. As the kiss broke, Souske opened his mouth.

“I too have had dreams. Every night.”

Kaname raised an inquisitorial eyebrow.

“What kind of dreams Souske?”

Souske took a deep breath. Kaname didn’t know whether he was gathering courage or just trying to find the right words.
He finally began to speak.

“In the morning I would be disappointed that you were not lying besides me, because I had dreamt that you fell asleep next to me.”

Kaname stared at him. Was that his dream? Of all the things he could have dreamt about while in Thailand, falling asleep with her next to him was it?
Slowly she stood up. She shivered slightly when her boyfriend’s member slipped out of her. She hadn’t quite gotten use to that empty feeling it left her with once it was gone. She wondered slightly if she ever would.
With out saying a word, she walked to her bathroom and began her evening toiletry. Once she was done with brushing her teeth, she put the toothbrush in a glass next to her boyfriend’s. After he had started spending several nights in her apartment, Kaname had thought it best to buy him an extra, so he would always have one at her place.
Walking out into the common room, she immediately spotted him, still sitting on the couch. He looked nervous and Kaname noted that he hadn’t even pulled up his pants, even though she had spent nearly five minutes in the bath room.
She decided to break the rather intense silence that was suddenly penetrating the entire apartment.

“Why don’t you brush your teeth and join me. So we can do something about that dream of yours. Hmm Souske?”

With that she allowed his jacket that still hung on her small frame, to slide off of her shoulder and onto the floor.
As she walked into her bedroom, she smiled at the sound of her boyfriend scrambling of the sofa. Apparently the night wasn’t over just yet.

The end