you said forever...

"You said we'd last forever, Matt, YOU FUCKIN LIAR!!"

Mello threw his chocolate bar at the door and let it fall into chunks, he's
eyes red and his body shaking uncontrollably.

"KIRA will pay, the cock sucker will pay Matty..."

Mello reminisced about the last night he had Matt near, the last time
they ever were together... the first and last time Mello let anyone hold
him during the night.
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Mello gasped as the red head coaxed his legs open and settled between them, his grin
insatiably irritating Mello to no end. He grabbed his gun from the side table and pressed
the cold metal to his friend's cheek.

"Laugh and I'll blow your fuckin' mouth off you cock suxer..."

"Says the boy who strips in front of me every night."

Matt grinned wider and took the gun, emptied the chamber and took it apart.
Mello slapped him angrily but he just turned the other cheeck, the grin never leaving.

"I like it like that Mell, next time just put more force into it, I love the marks you leave on me..."

Mello cried out as he was pushed onto his back on the bean bag chair and his partner
climbing on him, straddling his hips, his hands unclasping his trademark vest.

It was getting hot.

"Matt, break is over, tomorrow we can do whatever, but not now, especially not here."

"Mello, just shut up..."

SLAP!!

"DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO YOU-"

Matt grabbed the lithe hand and pulled it downward, towards his crotch, the heat making his
blonde friend blush instantly. He pressed the hand forward and leaned down, his hips settling on Mello's,

"Can you feel that Mell?"

"S-so what if i can?"

"If you could feel my heart right now, this is the same feeling your fingers-"

Matt flinched as Mello's fingers curved slightly, the tips brushing him gently.

"would be memorizing..."

Mello bit his lip as Matt's hips began moving, his cock brushing against his hand rapidly,
in turn grinding it into his own. Matt's hips twitched and his eyes closed as he tried to hold back.

"M-Matt, stop it... !!"

The firm flesh made Mello feel hot, but he realized... Matt on top...
He wretched his hand free and glared at Matt.

"If we do this, you promise to never leave me... okay?"

Matt leaned down and stole his crush's first kiss, the soft lips making him shudder as he pulled away.

"I'll be yours no matter what."

Mello nodded as Matt gave him a pleading look while he reached for the tight leather vest.
Soon Matt was peeling away leather pants and a matching belt.

"I knew you fit into these some how, and no undies was my first guess."

Mello blushed as the redhead stared, his hungry eyes devouring the sight greedily.
Matt felt his nipple being pinched between slender fingers and snapped back to the task at hand.

"Wait, where are you touching me!!?"

"I don't want this to hurt to bad, so just spread em' and relax."

"Nothing is going to hurt just-!!"

Mello let out a wail as Matt fingered him to the knuckle, chocolate dripping from the small pucker as
his other hand was busily lighting a cigarette. Matt worked gently, yet smoothly, the muscles promising
him a greedy, enjoyable time.

"It hurts you idiot..."

Matt pulled his fingers free, a wet suction sound echoing in the room and Mello relaxed.
Then he felt something cold and hard at his entrance.

"Relax Mell, just want to see what this looks like, like in those movies we watched..."

"Bastard, what are you saying!!?"

The gun slid in and right back out without much effort, the steel heating inside Mello. Matt grew
jealous as he heard the first cries of pleasure leave his lover's lips, his hips now grinding down on the
gun, whimpers and sighs leaving him as the weapon brushed his insides pleasurably.

Matt pulled it out, the jealousy getting the best of him. He lathered the rest of his lover's chocolate bar on
his cock and lifted the pale hips up, licking his lips in want and using his hand, positioned himself.

"This might sting so just close your eyes and breathe."

The head popped Mello open almost instantly.

"OH FUCK YOU MATT!!"

Mello punched the smoker in the face and then fell back on the chair, gripping
the sweaty leather in his fists tightly.

Matt breathed in deeply and then began pushing in more firmly, Mello's pain filled cries going on ignored
as he concentrated. Mello clawed at him like a post, bloody marks running down neck. Matt took his bloddy shirt off.

"Shhhh, just a bit more babe."

"PULL IT OUT YOU FRIK!! YOU ELEPHANT HUNG BASTARD!!"

"Only for you baby."

Mello gasped as he began to move, the tip was soft and firm. He felt it squish around inside.

"M-Matt, big.. Matt, so big, too much!!"

Matt leaned down, Mello grabbed the goggles and cigg, throwing them across the room.
He kissed the blonde's face, Their breathe mingled together and their hearts beat
faster as the pace picked up.

"M-Mello, I want more..."

"MATT!!"

The red head pushed harder and nipped roughly at the smooth chest, his eyes glazing over, Mello's
screams lighting a fire inside him he didn't want to extinguish.

"IT HURTS!!"

"It's supposed to..."

Mello bit his lip again as he tried not to pass out, the other's hips hitting something in him that made
the pain ten times more intense but somehow making him feel like he needed it.

"Matt..."

Matt grit his teeth and slowed his pace, but only a bit, to let his blonde catch his breath.

The bean bag chair was practically flat, both men were breathing roughly and Matt had stopped completely.
He stroked Mello's hair and kissed his forehead.

"I'm sorry..."

"......"

"Mell, the only reason I needed this time with you, like this is..."

Matt intertwined their fingers and leaned in, his hips thrusting as he spoke.

"I wanted to have no regrets..."

Mello let out small cries, his face twisting in confusion. Regrets ?

"I feel i-it's time and I needed to show you how I felt..."

Matt sped up again and then as he came, words Mello would never forget boomed from the gamer.

"I love you babe..."

Mello finished seconds later. Matt kissed him passionately, not bothering to pull out.

After resting for a couple of hours Matt had gone out and faced his fate. He was shot down
and killed mercilessly in front of 300 people. Mello had gone to the funeral, hiding in the
shadows as KIRA grinned at the tomb, alone. His laughing made Mello grit his teeth and
finger his gun as he chewed his chocolate angrily.

(Not very satisfactory!! srry!!)
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Mello glared at the gun they had used, tears of anger, deception, and sorrow marring his face.

"He knew, yet he didn't tell me... and he just did what he was told and he..."

Mello bit his lip, the chilling fright returning form the night before. The night Mello had gone out and...
Mello could still see the perfect body laying on the ground, blood and shells everywhere.
People screaming and him telling them to shut the fux up as he pulled the bloody heap towards him
and sobbed "You can't be" and "Wake up".

"KIRA you don't have to kill me..."

He cocked the gun shut and spun the chamber, put it to his head and looked in the mirror.

"I'm already dead..."

He smiled sickly and murmured his last words to the broken mirror.

"Forever no matter what Matty... I'm sorry, Near is still going to be here, but my time... IS UP!!"

A crow flew, as a shot rang out, his companions flying behind him into the stormy sky.
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THE END