End of Dreams

Author Note:
For those of you who read Peace and War shame on you. Now I’m a good old boy so I shouldn’t judge, but come on only one review. So I thought I’d try my hand at another series. And well here it is so please review this one even if you don’t like it, tell me what I did wrong or what I shouldn’t do, something, come-on. Well on with the story, or, the continuation of the story.

End of Dreams
By: M.Plantz
10/13/8-11/22/8

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN Neon Genesis Evangelion.
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion.
Rating: NC-17 (It don’t take long to get there)
Summary: We would all like to know what happened after Asuka and Shinji washed up on the beach.

Chapter One: No need for Selfishness

Shinji sat there on top of Asuka crying his eyes out for what must have been hours, while Asuka didn’t even respond in the least bit. Shinji eventually composed himself to a somewhat normal state and just stared at her. Why doesn’t she say anything? Why doesn’t she get mad? I just… I just about strangled her. But Asuka just kept staring at the sky eyes wide and unmoving, the sea of LCL the only noise or movement anywhere.

Shinji decided he should get off of her before he was hit, with her screaming that he was trying to rape her.
God women are so hard to understand, he thought. Almost as soon as he was laying a arms reach away from her he got the sensation of his body telling him it was time to relieve his bladder. He got up slowly and walked about 10 feet away to do so, and while he did this he got a good look around. There were toppled buildings, bent half over telephone poles and no sight of anyone. He then looked back over his shoulder at Asuka she hadn’t moved, nor had her eyes changed either.

Shinji finished, zipped up and went back to set next to Asuka. He couldn’t believe that the third impact happened. Where is Rei, where is Misato? No one else is around; Asuka and he are the only two alive. Did I really cause the third impact. Through his ramblings he noticed it was getting dark he should find some shelter to stay at least for the night. Shinji couldn’t bear the thought of leaving Asuka here all by herself so he decided to take her with him.

He tried to hoist her arm over his shoulder to see if her comatose state could walk, but no go. And there was no way he could carry her in his arms he knew she weighed more than him. So the only other choices were to drag her or piggy back. Now Shinji isn’t inhumane so the former was out of the question the only trick is to get her to stay on his back with out falling backwards, she can’t hold on for her self. So Shinji tried the old-fashioned way by hooking his hands underneath her knees but not one step and the both almost fell backwards. Shinji thought about this for a second thinking this is impossible till he thought of a way to keep her center of gravity with his, but if she woke up she would definitely hit him. And she wouldn’t stop hitting him for a hour he supposed. But he still could not think of another way but to drag her and that way would end up with him getting hit too.

So here goes nothing Shinji placed one hand on her ass and no response, and then the other. Shinji couldn’t believe what he was doing. He locked his fingers and placed his hands on the under side of her soft rump, squatted down a little to get her higher up on his back, and he started walking leaning slightly forward so she wouldn’t fall backwards. After ten step she didn’t even flinch and her hair was covering her eyes so Shinji couldn’t tell wither she was aware of the fact that he had two… Not one, But two handfuls of her smooth ass. On top of that he was getting a Bonner. He hopes to God she doesn’t notice that.

After about 3 hours of walking and at lest 4 breaks looking for a good place to sleep for the night, Shinji finally makes it to a small somewhat undisturbed town. The Sun had gone down completely an hour ago but the moon was full so he wasn’t completely blind. He finally found what looked like an Inn & Bar.

Opening the door was no small feat. He had to balance Asuka and reach for the door all at the same time. With a couple slips and a near miss where Asuka’s head almost smacked into the door jam. He got the door open and closed successfully. Now it was pitch black in here but he took it one step at a time and was able to make it to a booth where he deposited his doll state cargo, and set her up where she wouldn’t fall over.
He almost made it to the front counter where he knew he would find a flash light. But he tripped over a toppled char and smacked his chin into the front counter. Needles to say, this knocked him out.

Shinji awoke to a searing pain in his head, a swollen jaw and a very full bladder; he was surprised he could even breathe. He moved only a little bit and felt dizzy he decided to wake up a little more before he moved again. After about 15 minutes he was about to piss himself. So slowly he got up but in the process he noticed his lower half sat about a foot off the ground, Supported buy the toppled chair and in turn caused his back to be very, very tight and stiff. But he managed to roll over onto his back, waiting for the pain of just a simple movement; to stop making his head and back hurt. Boy what a day and its still night out, that means it hasn’t even been 8 hour since I fell. I guess I can rest for awhile, No… I mustn’t fall asleep I could have a concussion and I could end up like Asuka. Then who would take care of us we would die of thirst in about a day or two.

Shinji’s body finally stopped screaming and he attempted to sit up the pain returned but the dizziness didn’t. He sat up and leaned back against the front counter waiting for the pain to stop once again. Huh, the dizziness must be from all the blood that was stopped up in my head from having my lower half elevated, he thought. And the pain in my back must be from the awkward positioning when I fell. The pain in my head and jaw is obvious. But I still have to piss. He tried the one last step. Using the counter as support he pulled himself up, and with all the pain in his head and back he got up. But in the process he broke one hell of a sweat, and got extremely winded. He must have taken an hour maybe two just getting up. What a hell of a day this has been, he said out loud.

He found a flash light in one of the front counters drawers, but he didn’t let go of the counter for support just yet. He turned it on and looked around; this place would have been a nice place to go before third impact. He finally turned the flash light towards Asuka. She must of fell over into the booth some time in the night. Just then his body felt the need to express it self greatly the he needed to pee 2 hours ago. He searched the bar again looking for the restrooms and spotted them. He decided he didn’t think Asuka needed to come with him in there. Where was he going to place her on the floor, no way, that’s disgusting. Slowly making it to the toilet he finally relived himself and boy did he piss a river. Coming back out his head and back felt some what better but he was still a little unstable, so he decided to check on Asuka.

When he got to the boot h he noticed that she had not only fell over into the booth she had closed her eyes. And Shinji began to wonder if the had came around and just decided to go to sleep. So he attempted to wake her but no cigar after about 5 minutes of shaking her he determined that she wasn’t going to wake. And that meant she truly fell into a coma him never knowing when she might wake up. I guess I might as well go find a room. Shinji left Asuka were she was praying that she would wake up soon. Making his way back to the counter now with no need for the flash light he proceeded to find the keys to the rooms upstairs. But he didn’t find any, maybe this wasn’t an inn maybe the family that owned this bar lived upstairs. So Shinji made his way back to the kitchen, seeing there was no other door way but the kitchen and the bathrooms. And finally found a door leading up stairs. He began to wonder if he could make it up stairs let alone him carrying Asuka. So he gave it a shot and took it slow before he realized he was traversing the box covered stairway like he normally would.

Reaching the top of the stairs he saw a living area with conjoined kitchen to his left and a hallway to his right. He decided to find a bed to put Asuka into first the he could explore the rest later. The first door in the hallway was right on the top of the stairs and it led to a small office. Okay one down two to go. The doorway on the left in the hall led to a bathroom with tub and shower. And the doorway on the right led to a average sized bedroom with a twin bed. Well looks like well be sharing a bed it’s going to get cold soon so we don’t need her freezing to death. I might as well go get her and get her comfortable. Shinji went back down the stairs to get Asuka and halfway down the stairs his stomach growled. Signaling the second thing the human body desires, the desire to eat. Still he was able to get Asuka up into the bed without a problem.

Shinji decided to do one more thing before he went to go find some food he decided to check her wounds to see how they was healing. Remarkably after being split down the middle, her arm was healing nicely, and she was able to move it when we were on the beach so she must be okay. Her eye might not do so great though, after being pierced though with the lance it was bloodshot and black and blue. I better keep this covered we don’t want this to get any worse. Shinji went in search on fresh bandages to replace the old ones. After treating Asuka’s wounds, Shinji went looking through the two kitchens to find some food. Anything in the fridge was out of the question no power meant no way. All the dry and canned goods were still on the market, though the only thing in the upstairs’ kitchen was curry dinners, ramen noodles and miso soup mix. So miso, ramen and curry were on the menu. Shinji got a pan to boil water and turned the faucet on, forgetting that in all possibility there could be no water. Luck was on there side today water came out crystal clear. While he was filling up the pan Shinji remembered that if there was water here, that meant must be power some were because the water was pumped here and the water pumps were near the ocean were the desalinization plant is.

(I do not know if this is right. I wrote this when I was not able to connect to the internet. It is a type of water treatment plant that takes seawater/saltwater. And it turns it into drinkable water by osmosis, reverse osmosis or condensation or something. I couldn’t look it up online so sorry if it is spelled wrong, but word thinks it is right though. I can’t believe I guessed that spelling on the first try. Oh, and it’s not a treatment plant you hear about often.)

Boiling the water Shinji made the food and got a tray out to carry it to the bedroom. If they were to BOTH survive, they needed to BOTH eat so he was going to have to get her to eat something. Shinji placed the food tray on the night stand, and began to place the pillows were they will support her so she wouldn’t choke. After getting her to sit up he started with some miso soup, just to get some fluids in her at least. At least her body was telling him what she needed, she almost choked just as soon as he touched the bowl to her lips, so he took it slow. She finished the miso and he decided to try the ramen, hoping she wouldn’t choke. He even broke the noodles up before he even cooked them so they would be small.

After awhile she began to get messy and Shinji had to go get a washcloth to clean her mouth and chin. Eventually she ate all the noodles and didn’t seem to want any curry, so Shinji ate the curry. By the time the dishes were done and they were both fed. Shinji decided he should go look around the area maybe find a map in the local convenience store. Lucky for him there was one just up the street, and the strange thing is, is there was power here so the food in the refrigerators was still good. So before he went shopping he decided to look around some more and found why the bar had no power.

It seems the electric company must have disconnected the power shortly before third impact, because there was no meter on the building just a slot where the meter should be. So Shinji thought maybe I can run a couple of extension cords to keep the food cold and run lights at night. Oh. and were going to need a heater this winter. It was going to get cold soon it was already getting down to 50°F at night before third impact and it’s only going to get colder. So Shinji went back to the convenience store and found some 100’ extension cords, enough to power the fridge, the lights and those heaters when it gets colder. In all it took six 100’ extension cords to get power to their new home. One for the fridge and microwave, another for the lights in the kitchen and living area. And a third one to get lights in the bedroom and bathroom maybe he should go to the next store he finds to get cords for those heaters, I’d hate to cause a fire with these, he thought. Maybe I should check on Asuka before I go back for the food. Shinji went into the bedroom to see if she was alright. He sat down next to her on the bed and it didn’t take long for him to catch a whiff of something that made him go white.

Asuka had… She had… Oh My God She… She shitted her pants and if she did that she also… Oh God NO… How am I supposed to do this? She messed herself. Am I supposed to clean her up? How? By cleaning her like a baby… Oh GOD… I’M GOING TO HAVE TO… OH…WHY ME…WHY… After calming down where he could think rationally. He decided he was going to have to go to the store and not only get food, but he was going to have to get baby supplies and big diapers. Oh, please Asuka don’t kill me if you wake up and find your self in a dirty diaper. While spending about an hour down at the store, Shinji also realized he was going to have to wash her. So he got her favorite body wash and shampoo along with his. After retuning home he forgot he didn’t clean out the fridge so that took another hour and he almost lost his lunch. Eventually he got the fridge clean before the new food went bad. But that was the easy part.

After prepping the bathroom Shinji took a deep breathe and said to himself…Your defense is there is no way a self respecting person would leave their friend like that to wallow in their own filth. Anyway you would do the same thing for me wouldn’t you? Shinji tried to pick her up bridal style as to not squish the… poop around. He almost couldn’t carry her but they made it to the bathroom without him dropping her. He thought of the best way to get the plug suit off. And he decided to have her arm slung over her shoulder where he could access the zipper in the back of the suit. Pushing the release button releasing the suction like hold the suit has on your skin. It didn’t take long for Shinji to catch another even stronger whiff of Asuka’s secretions. Un-zipping her suit about down to her middle back her poo had been squished all the way up there. Shinji almost died not just from the smell but the sight. The Great Beautiful Asuka here in a coma having to be cleaned by the only living human known to exist. And by someone she more that likely wouldn’t want to see her like this. No one would want someone to see them like, this not even me.

All the while he was seeing Asuka like this he didn’t notice her eyes were open, but she didn’t seem to care she deserved this. Shinji was thinking of only one thing, she is so beautiful even covered in shit and piss. Shinji reached for the baby wipes and began to go through about half of the box of wipes just to clean her backside, he hasn’t even touched the front, good thing the front was more covered in piss than shit. Shinji had a hard time cleaning the front because of her breast’s and her vagina especially, he had never seen one let alone touched one. Hers was smooth there was no hair, he heard from Toji that girls can be even more hairy here than guys.

He got suck on cleaning just her slit and she jumped. This scared the hell out of Shinji but he didn’t let go of his hold on her. He looked at her face and noticed that her eyes had opened and were downcast…Oh…My…God…When did she wake up??? Shinji began to panic. She’s going to beat the shit out of me and there is going to be nothing left. All he was doing was helping her… But she seemed to not care either way…Asuka are you awake??? Asuka??? Please answer me… Are you even there? All she did was look at him with a solemn glance for only a second then she looked back down to the floor… Asuka… Oh God you’re alright. Shinji hugged her tightly even thought she was still not clean. Asuka didn’t respond she didn’t hug him back, say anything. Her face didn’t even change… Shinji seemed to notice that she didn’t respond to anything even his hard on poking her in the stomach. She probably wouldn’t resist even if I was going to have sex with her. Asuka I’m going to finish cleaning you… Um… you messed yourself. So were um… going to take a bath together… she didn’t even blink.

Shinji got to know Asuka’s body well in the bath that night. He washed every inch he could reach he didn’t want her to smell like piss and shit because she wasn’t either or. And she didn’t deserve to smell that way either. So he cleaned her well keeping her bandages dry as possible. Good thing her piss didn’t make it all the way up to her arm pits. Otherwise we would have a potential infection on our hands. After he was done washing her he wrapped her in a towel and dried her hair as best he could. Then he washed him self quickly, checking on her every now and then making sure she didn’t fall over.

After drying him self he realized that neither of them have any clothes. He carried Asuka to the bed setting her down with her hair wrapped up as best he could to soak up all the water. And he proceeded to look in the former residences belongings for some thing that might fit them. He looked and looked and eventually found himself in the box at the bottom of the closet. Only one pair of pajamas is all that would even remotely fit either of them. Shinji decided he would have to go to the clothing store tomorrow. One of them will have to hear the pants the other the shirt. Shinji dressed Asuka in the shirt and buttoned it up, Shinji put on the pants and even though they were baggy, they were long so he had to roll up the pant legs. Asuka I know you can hear me and I don’t want to put a diaper on you. I’ll take you to the bathroom in the morning ok, so please don’t do that again that was not fun for either of us I’m sure. I know you don’t care but care enough about your self to wait for me to take you to the bathroom. She just lay there not moving saying a word or even blinking. Shinji knew she was there and she could hear him. But he also knew that at this point she didn’t care about anyone on even herself she probable thinks she would be better off dead.

Asuka I’m glad I’m not alone. I’m glad you’re here with me. I don’t know if I could do this with out you. Being here even tough you’re like how your are, I don’t care if you were hitting me or calling me idiot I would still do all I can to make you happy. If you can come back to me even if you go back to being the same mean Asuka I’ll still be happy your hear. It wasn’t long before Shinji went to sleep and soon after Asuka cuddled up to Shinji falling asleep also.