Hugs and Kisses.

"I can't sleep..." I said with such annoyance. I sighed, "Tomorrow’s going to be so hard. I miss everyone. Why did I have to leave now? They could’ve waited one more year. Then, I wouldn’t have had to leave. I could’ve stayed. Where I belong.”
I just moved here from New Jersey. I loved it there. I left my life…his love. Now, I live in Alabama, a totally different place. New lifestyles, new thought process, new everything. I’m not going to fit in. I hope I can find someone to talk to fast. I can’t afford to look like an ass the first couple days of school.
“The only person I know is Justin, but I don’t even really know him. I just met him last night. On myspace…and we only talked for like a half an hour…god this is going to suck…” I mumbled to myself. I rolled over in desperate hope of falling asleep. Which I ended up doing.

I awoke with a startled jump. My heart was racing, and I was sweating. As soon as I calmed down, I looked at my cell phone.
“Jesus. It’s six…” I said barely audible while I stretched. I wanted to get up at seven. So I decided to just work out and then get ready for school. I didn’t change. I didn’t feel like it. I was wearing pajama bottoms. Nothing else.
I aligned the weights on the bar. And I started to lift with numerous repetitions. I had a very nice defined body. I’ve been working out for about four years now? It looks like I take steroids, but it’s all natural. So after I admired my muscular body in the mirror, I decided to take a shower. I got sweatier than I though I was going to get. I walked down the lonely dark hallway into the bathroom. I turned the knob on the wall all the way to the left. I take showers hot as the water would come. I let the warm water embrace me and massage my muscles through my skin. It felt nice. I didn’t want to move, but I also didn’t want to be late for school.
I reached for the shampoo, and took some in my hand. Then I ran my hands through my hair. I covered my scalp in suds; I don’t like to have greasy hair. Then I rinsed my hands off to get my body wash. I did the same for my body as the shampoo, though I started on my chest. I rubbed it into my skin, so it could clean my new sweaty dirty body, then I moved to the arms, and then down my torso. The scent was heavenly amazing. It smelt like a meadow, the running water, the different types of flowers, the grass, trees. It was nice.
Knowing how long I had been in the shower for, I started to rinse my hair out. After I was done with that, I rinsed my body off. When I was completely shampoo and body wash free, I turned the shower off, and grabbed my towel of the rack right outside the shower door. I started to dry my hair. I turned the light off, and returned to the desolate hallway. I shuffled to my room in disgust of having to be up so early. I normally wake up around eleven, eleven-thirty.
I walked into my room and I threw the towel on my bed. I was pretty dry. I didn’t need to dry the rest of my body. I reached over to my drawer and pulled out some boxers and laid them on the bed. I reached down on the ground to pick up the jeans I wore yesterday and threw them on the bed along with the boxers. Then I walked to the closet and grabbed my light blue American Eagle shirt off of the wooden hanger that hung up in the middle of my tremendous closet, and I threw that on the bed as well.
I looked at my cell phone again and it read six-fifty three. I turned to my computer ad turned it on. When it loaded it, I clicked on the AIM icon on my desktop. ‘I wonder whose on,’ I thought to myself. I typed in my password, and waited it to log me on. And when it did, guess who IMed me? Justin…he must have me on alert.

xletsdancebabex: get on cam. :)

I didn’t even reply. I loaded up stickam and clicked the ‘Go Live’ button. While that loaded, I got up to put my boxers on. I don’t want him to see me without anything on, nor would he want to see me. When it loaded, and Justin came in, he got on cam. Then he sent me a message.

xletsdancebabex: so this is what you look like…
tylerxhardcore: Uhm, I guess…?
xletsdancebabex: how old are you?
tylerxhardcore: 19, and you?
xletsdancebabex: haha, uhm…16.
tylerxhardcore: Oh…
xletsdancebabex: yoooou don’t wanna talk to me, don’t you?
tylerxhardcore: What makes you say that?
xletsdancebabex: idk, most guys your age don’t want to talk to me because of my
age.
tylerxhardcore: Really now?
xletsdancebabex: yuhh.
tylerxhardcore: Well I’m different.
xletsdancebabex: cool. so what are you doing today?
tylerxhardcore: Going to school.
xletsdancebabex: oh yeah. lol. I forgot.
xletsdancebabex: wait, if you’re 19, then why are you still in school?
tylerxhardcore: My parents move a lot. And because they move a lot, I got held
back a year. Even though they don’t even stay at the house for
long. It’s always just me for about a month. Then they come back
for about a week. They should just give me the house and visit
me. But it’s 7:15 now. So I’m going to get off. Wanna ride?
xletsdancebabex: yuhh, that would be cool. :)
tylerxhardcore: Ok, give me your address.
xletsdancebabex: 12 Hillside Lane in Harpersville.
tylerxhardcore: Ok, I’ll be there in about 5-10 minutes. Is that ok?
xletsdancebabex: yuhh, that’s fine.
tylerxhardcore: Ok, bye.
xletsdancebabex: bai! :D

I left my live up. Didn’t think anything of it. I got up to get dressed. When my phone went off, it was the alarm set for seven that was never turned off. After turning off the alarm, I picked up my jeans and put them on, the pulled my shirt over my head. Then I went back to the computer to look up directions to Justin’s house.
That killed about five minutes. I started to close everything out when I go to my live and I noticed that Justin never got off. His cam was on too, but it was at a different angle than before…

tylerxhardcore: Justin…?

He didn’t answer back. Oh well. So, I got out of my chair, grabbed my keys, wallet, and phone and walked out of the house.