Master and Slave Complex

Here's my first Loveless fic ever. I made this for the contest here. Hope you enjoy ^_^ (if there are any mistakes, please forgive me. I did this all in notepad. The computer I was using for this doesn't have a proper program.)

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from Loveless and I don't make a profit from this at all.
Rating: 18+
Anime: Loveless
Couple: Ritsuka/Soubi

Master and Slave Complex

"Don't say such stupid things."

"It is true though. I will do anything you wish, Master."

"But why? Why am I so important to you?"

"Because I love you."

These words have been haunting me for so long. Why do you have to say them? Why do you even have to show up in the first place? Why do you tell me you love me? But despite all of my attempts to understand these questions, I can never come up with an answer.

So, here we are, in my room. Why do you follow me around everywhere? That, I don't think I'll ever know. But I think the real question is, why did I let you in? Have I grown use to you being around me? Have I grown use to your words to the point that I can't go without hearing them? Have I grown to like your long, blond hair, and your alluring, eyes? Your hair looks so soft and...wait a minute...did I just say soft?! I must be blushing again, my face feels warm. I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! Why do you have this affect on me?!

Look at you, so calm and smug against the wall. I wish you'd stop looking at me already. I turn my head to avert my gaze. My ears perk up though as I hear you moving. There's a slight breeze coming into my room but it feels so warm. Why is it warm all of a sudden? I close my eyes as I smell a sweet scent. I then open my eyes and find you standing over me. Your shadow is covering my body and my heart is now racing. I look up into your eyes and I can see your familiar stare. Why must you look at me like that? Now you have me nervous and I don't know what to do. I can't stand this. I need to get away...

*Bump*

What...the...? Oh no. I've backed up into the wall. I can't go any further. I'm trapped. Please, don't come any closer. I'm trying to tell you but my words won't seem to come out. I want to get away. I don't want this. I...just....don't know what to do. Maybe if I put my head down and try to ignore you, you'll get the message.

It's no use. I can hear you getting closer and your shadow is swallowing me up more. I can't look at you...I can't....but I can't resist. I can feel your hand on my chin.

"What are...you...?" My words have become muffled by your lips. Why are you doing this? Why are you kissing me again? I can't breath. I just...."Get off me!" Finally, I was able to push you away. You have such an affect on me. You're going to be the end of me for sure if this keeps up.

"What ever you'd like, Master." You say with such a smug look. What's going on in your head when you call me that? Do you really consider me your master?

"Why do you keep calling me that anyway?"

"Because, you are my Master. I will do anything to please you, even die."

"Never say that again! Never say you will be willing to die, ever again!"

You're smiling at me. That smile suits you.

"As you wish."

"Good. Now, why are you even here...in my room?" I'm blushing, I just know it.

"When I saw you earlier, you looked lonely. You looked like you needed me."

"If I needed you, I'd tell you." You're still smiling. Would you back away from me already? You are so close to be. Why are you still kneeling in front of me? "Back up. I want to stand up." You do as I say and you stand up and give me some space.

Now, if only you'd always listen to me when I tell you to leave me alone sometimes.

"Anything you say, Master."

I turn around. "Stop calling me, Master already."

You just keep smiling. "As you wish, Ritsuka." For some reason, it doesn't sound as nice coming from you. Have I become use to being called, Master? I can't let him know that. Now I'm frustrated. Err....I need to sit again. My bed looks nice right about now.

I sigh. I can tell you are coming closer to me again. Do you think sighing is an invitation? I look up at you as you stand in front of me. Why are you kneeling again? I sigh again.

"Is there anything I can do for you, Ritsuka?" You now have my hand in yours. What do you really think you're doing? I rip my hand away from yours, now it feels cold.

"I don't need anything."

"I'm sorry, Ritsuka. I'll leave you now." I watch as you stand up and walk towards my window.

"Wait...I..." What am I saying? Why couldn't I control myself just now? "Please, don't.....go..."

You turn around and give me your sincere expression once again. It's hard to resist. "Anything for you, Ritsuka."

"Um...about that..."

"Yes?"

I don't know how to tell you that I want you close to me. I want you to hold me. I just can't say it. Without me saying a word to you, you are now holding me. My eyes are open as wide as they can be and my heart is pounding so hard. A chill is running down my spine and I can feel a tingling sensation taking over my whole body. I take a deep breath and inhale your sweet scent. Your smell is so intoxicating. Your body feels so warm. I can feel your soft hair against the side of my face and neck. I want to run my hands through it. Wait...where are my hands? There in your hair! I'm touching your hair. I've never felt something so soft.

"Ritsuka." You say my name so softly as you whisper it in my ear.

"Soubi...help me."

"Anything for you, Ritsuka."

"Help me...feel whole."

"As you wish, Ritsuka." You say as you press your lips to mine yet again. Why am I not pulling away this time? Why is this actually feeling good? Am...am I moaning?!

My mind is starting to cloud over. It's getting hard to think about anything else but your luscious lips. I lick your lip and you now have your mouth parted. Perfect, I can now explore your whole mouth. Your mouth feels so good. Your teeth are smooth and I can taste you even more than I could before. I can feel your hands rubbing up and down my back. We finally part for a much needed breath.

"Ritsuka, you're face is all red."

"Soubi!"

"It's cute." There's that smile again.

"Stop that. And call me Master." Your eyes are wide open now. Oh no, there's that devious look of yours. What are you thinking or shall I say, planning?

"Yes, of course, Master." I watch you as you stand up straight and walk a couple feet back. You turn around and I watch as you slide your coat down your shoulders. Your tight shirt clings to your every curve. Your back is large yet slender. You are as beautiful from the back as you are the front. You have me captivated.

I continue to watch as you start lifting your shirt, slowly. I spot you glancing back at me. I wish you'd stop making me blush. I push my lip out a bit, into a pout.

"Master, you are so cute."

"Oh, get on with it already." I can hear myself gasp as your hands are wrapping around mine. What are you....ah. You want me to stand. "Would you stop taking control. If I'm your Master, aren't you supposed to do as I tell you to?" Wait...did I just say that out loud? Oh no.

"Yes, Master. I'm sorry."

"Hmph. That's better." I know I'm trying to stay firm about this but I'm so nervous. What am I aiming for right now? Do I really want to do these kind of things with you? Do I really find you attractive? I think it's beyond that at this point. I think....I...feel....I think I might...like you. No, like is too bland of a word for this feeling. I think....I think I might actually...love you. Can it be possible? Can I really be in love with you?

I can see my hands shaking as I grab the bottom of my shirt. You continue to watch me like a hawk as I lift it up over my head and throw it to the floor. As soon as I blink, I can feel warmth blanket my body. You are holding me again. Your skin feels so good against mine. I don't want to let go. But I also know, I want more. More 'what' though? I don't know what it is that I'm craving.

"Master, just say the word and I'm yours."

"Baka! I thought you were already mine." Your face shows shock but soon turns to that of happiness. We kiss again, but this time, it feels deeper. My hands are now roaming your back. Such a smooth surface. I can feel every muscle.

Just as fast as you embraced me, we are now pulled apart. I give you a questioning look. What's going on? Why are you standing away from me again.....? Just as I was thinking those words, I see you reaching down to your pants. I watch curiously as you pull down the zipper and undo the button. I feel so strange inside but I don't know what's going on with my
body. Wait...I can't be....I look down and see the lump in my pants. Oh, no. I'm turned on by this. This is the feeling that's been building up in me. Can you tell? You must be able to see it too. I think I'm going to die from embarrassment.

I lick my lips as you begin to push the top of your pants down. I turn my head and cover my face with my hands as I listen to the fabric rubbing against your legs and hitting the floor. I still refuse to look at you as I hear something else fall to the ground. Did you just remove your boxers? Oh, my....I can't look. I just can't....I'm trying my hardest not to peek but I can't resist any longer. I'm taking my hands away and....what...the...wow. You're body is amazing. I think I'm drooling. Yup, I'm drooling.

"Master, does this please you?"

I am speechless. I don't know what to say to you. So, I just nod my head.

You stare into my eyes as you step closer to me. You kneel down in front of me, never removing your gaze. I close my eyes as I feel your teeth grab the zipper on my pants and slowly pull it down. I can feel the tension growing inside my boxers. Why are you going so slow? I can feel you grabbing onto my pants with your hands now. I look down as I watch you pull them down. I help by stepping out of them and you just toss them aside. You now have your face so close to my boxers. You are making me blush with you still staring at the tent that has formed.

What are you...."Ah!" That feels so good. You barely touched the fabric with your lips but it feels so good. I've never felt this before.

"Ah....so...good..." I keep moaning. I may not be looking at your face but it's like I can feel your smirk upon your face. I now feel your warm hands on the waistband. Are you...? Yes, you are pulling them down as well. I'm too embarrassed to watch. I've never let someone see this part of me before. I'm still moaning. The feel of the fabric brushing against me like that is driving me crazy. Just relieve this pressure already. I can't take this!

It's like you can read my thoughts. I can feel your warm fingers wrapping around my length. You've begun moving your hand up and down and it's sending chills up my spine again. What's this....holy sh....! Is that your tongue?! Wow, I...can't...control.....myself. I can't....take....this...

What?! Why have you stopped? That felt so good. That's not fair.

"Wha...?"

"Master, what do you want?"

"I..uh..don't know. I want...too much tension..."

"You want me to release that tension?"

"Yes..."

"Do you want me to become yours, for real?" You say that so sweetly as you cup my face with your hands.

"More than anything." I can't take this anymore. I want you. I want you so bad. Please, become mine. "Wait, what are you doing?" Why are you kneeling? Your turning around and putting your chest on the floor. What are you doing? I must have such a confused look on my face right now. I just can't figure this out. Are you...are you....are you sticking your butt up in the air at me? What the..?

"Master. Take me."

"What?! What do you mean, take you? What are you doing?"

"Make me yours Master." Do you really mean what I think you mean? Do you want...me...to...no way. You can't mean that. You can't want me to stick...in... "Please, enter me."

"Enter you? I...uh..." You are serious. I can see it in your eyes. I can see many things. I can see lust, longing, and the most prominent of them all, love. You really do love me, don't you? My thoughts are almost gone now. All I see is you, in front of me. I'm kneeling down behind you and I can feel your heat already against the front of my body.

"Please, Master."

I can't resist anymore. I just love you too much to continue being a coward. I have to be a man about this and not hide from my feelings anymore. I need to..."Ah!"

"Master!" Your voice echoes through my head. You are so warm and tight around me. I never imagined I could ever feel such a sensation, ever. I can't move right now. This is too intense. "Master, can you move?"

I can't get my breath right now. "Not...yet...Are you...ok? Does...it...hurt?"

"I'm ok, Master. Please continue moving when you can. It feels really good."

After a few deeps breaths, I think I can move now. I hope this really isn't hurting you. But this feels too good for me right now for me to stop and back out. Maybe I should pull it out a bit and then just...push it back in like...that... "Ah!....mmm...."

"Yes, Master...feels good."

Maybe I should go a bit faster. I can feel you pushing against me as I move. Is that your sign? I need to grab your hips. I can't stay steady by myself.

"Tighter, Master. You won't hurt me."

I comply and I'm gripping your hips tight as I'm thrusting harder. All I can hear are our moans filling my room and the sound of skin on skin. I don't think I can take much more of this.

"Master, please...finish inside me."

I'm glad you said that. I can't hold out much longer. I need to..."Ah!" This feeling, so intense. I can feel myself exploding inside of you.

"Master!" I hear you yell as you release your seed as well.

Just a little more....ah, that's it. I need to lay down. I can barely breathe. I can see you there next to me, out of breath as well. Wait, why are you smiling?

"What? What's so funny?"

Why are you petting my head? Wha....oh no! You can't mean...! I need to check. Where's my mirror. No, I hope...

"AAHHH!!!!"

You just chuckle at me as I scream.

"My ears! My ears are gone!" Must check behind me too. "And my tail! AH!"

"Don't worry, Master." Easier said than done. Why are you getting up? Oh, you wanted to hold me again. It feels so nice and warm...

"You are still cute to me, Master."

"Baka!"

The End ^_^