A Love Or A Lust?

So, after much persuasion and bugging from my friends and readers, i finally wrote my first yaoi, and its not bad. =) here it is, don't be too harsh but if i did something weird let me know, i don't usually write them but i might now. ^-^ if you like it lemme know, if you have a comment please do, but don't flame, K?

**Syaoran's POV**

I found myself watching him, it was odd, I and always watched Sakura before, but this was different. I watched his every movement, when he stood up I stared at his crotch, where I knew a penis was hiding just like mine. After the girls volleyball game I nearly expected the huge boner I saw straining against his pants and his face.
I expected it less after the guy’s soccer game. I always saw him, when I dreamt he was right there in front of me, sucking me off. When I masturbated it was his hands I wanted. When I heard he was going out with Tomoyo I felt my heart break and knew.
I was in love with Eriol Hiiragizawa.
I knew it would never happen, I left myself to my fantasies every morning I woke up with a hard-on, or came home with one, or got one during school in the bathroom, which did occasionally happen. Those sideways looks Eriol always gave him turned him on, when he laughed and hit his shoulder I fought the heat that flowed through me to act normal, but I couldn’t control the blush.
That damned blush was what was going to get me in trouble, every time he touched me, surprised me, anything really he did would set off another red blush. Occasionally I would catch him looking at me oddly, but he would always turn away before I saw his eyes. I never saw him blush.
I had tried going out with girls, Sakura, Naoko, Rika, a few other random girls who were in my class, but nothing. Most of them were cheerleaders, and watching them flip and show off at games did nothing for me, nothing at all. What did was seeing Eriol get all worked up over the game, cheering loudly and jumping up with the crowd at each goal.
Every time he spent the night, I never slept; I watched him sleep and wished he could be mine.
At school Monday I saw Sakura comforting Tomoyo and found out from a sympathetic Rika that Eriol had dumped her. I felt a glimmer of hope inside of me, but it was shoved down by self-conscious thoughts, I would never be good enough for him.
The rest of the week went by without a hair out of place, nothing was different except those occasional glances seemed more frequent, but I may have been imagining it. Friday the gym teacher asked him and me to go put away the equipment, and as I leaned over to put things back on shelves and we talked I heard a weird tone in his voice.
I turned around to ask what was up, forgetting I was on a stepladder, and fell off it, right onto him. I knelt above him, my chest pressed against his, his cool breath on my face. It smelled like chocolate. I felt my gym shorts strain as I grew hard, and felt something else touch my leg. I allowed my face to drift down, pressing my lips ever so lightly to his.
He tasted like the darkest chocolate, I closed my eyes in bliss and he put his arms around my neck. I felt like my whole world was changing as he pulled back and I said “I couldn’t be with anyone anymore knowing I loved you. I need you Eriol, please help me.”
He grinned sadistically and pushed me up, backing me against the wall. He knelt in front of me, eyeing my huge bulge. “Well this won’t do, how can you go back to class like this?” he fought my shorts off and grinned at my ten inch length, hot hard and ready to go.
He placed his hands on either side of my cock, breathing his hot quick breath on it. I twitched, it felt amazing just to have him looking at me in real life, but I needed more. His gaze, his breath, it wasn’t enough.
He asked me to tell him what I wanted. I whispered it, but he didn’t hear me. He ever so gingerly touched the base of my hard cock with his fingertips, making my shudder and say “Please Eriol… Please…” he touched his lips barely to the tip and I shouted “God Dammed Eriol Suck my cock!”
Like magic he dropped onto my cock to the base, going up his throat, and back up, muttering “that good enough for you?” And dropping back down, sucking hard on my cock, his hot wet mouth was like heaven on my dick that before only knew my hand.
He bobbed his head, running his tongue along the crease in my cock, I shuddered at the immense pleasure I never before knew, and moaned loudly, and grabbing the back of his head as he expertly blew my hard cock.
As I felt like I was about to come and my breathing only came out in pants he let me take over and pull his head down, making him deep-throat my length. I groaned and slammed his head quicker, halting deep as I could go in his throat and Cumming, spraying my hot semen down his throat.
I panted, my limp cock tired after the amazing pleasure I had been hungry for forever. He got up and leaned against the wall across from me, giving me a look. Sweat bloomed across his face and his dick was pulled out above his shorts and erect, twelve inches maybe. Damn. He looked at me and said “I helped you, it’s your turn.”
I grinned and walked to him, my cock shivering and starting to grow again. I knelt down, sliding his shorts off and opening my mouth wide to take the tip in my mouth, the strained appendage quaking as I licked around the top. He tasted so good, like a caramel. I closed my eyes, my own cock getting erect again.
He panted, begging me for more. I took my time and slowly worked my way down his cock to the base. When I reached it and began to slide my lips up and down his shaft he moaned out “Syao I can’t wait anymore… give it to me, please…”
I popped off him, standing up and turning him around so he was bent over doggy style. He groaned as I teased the tip against his ass hole; I was pretty dry. He spotted a bottle of sunscreen and stopped me, sliding it roughly all over my dick.
I grunted and pressed the tip in again, his moan echoing in the small room. I took a deep breath and hated before all at once slamming my cock deep into his ass, the resulting scream likely to be heard for miles if it weren’t for the school bell that rang right at that moment.
He panted, a tear running down his face as I stood still, relishing the tightness of his virgin ass. I rocked my hips a little, listening to him whimper. He whispered “Move, it’ll help, please…” and I complied, sliding my hips back and forth, the tight ass gripping my cock felt so amazing that my caution went to the wind and I began recklessly thrusting him.
I was listening to his gasps and moans, pleading to me for more made me so hard and horny I came deep into him and didn’t stop, ramming harder and harder into his ass. I shook, whimpering. He was so goddamn tight…
I bucked my hips as I grew closer and closer to my climax yet again. He begged me for more… “Harder, harder, I need more Syao, fuck my ass hole harder! I need more of your thick hard dick shoved so deep in me it hurts!” I only complied without a word each time he asked, bucking wildly against him.
I yelled out his name as we came, filling his ass with another load of my hot cum, his spraying in a wide arc across the storage room floor. I panted and drew back, watching my stuff drip from his red ass hole. I panted and he turned, locking his lips with my own, our tongues and breath mingling in my mouth, I wrapped my fingers into his hair desperately. Our lips parted just long enough for me to say “I love you…Eriol.”
He grinned, kissing me again and said “You think you love me now?” he spun me quickly around against the wall so my chest and penis were pressed against the wall. He paused a minute, rubbing the sunscreen on himself as well and pushed rapidly into my once virgin ass. I screamed, it burned, it did, but his cock shuddered and grew inside me, and I moaned, it felt so weird, but I felt so good…
As he thrust me, pressing me into the wall, I felt like I was complete, I loved him, and now I had his love, and his Love. His cock pressed so deep into me I felt faint, but I loved it more and more with each of his screams and moans, he came and didn’t stop, Cumming again but never halting. I groaned and my cock now erect from rubbing against the wall and his dick rubbing my prostate.
He pulled me back and flipped me so I was facing him. He kissed me, bucking his hips to mine, and I groaned, letting his tongue fight my own and explore my mouth. I groaned, he rubbed my cock with his now free hands, jerking me off as he pounded me.
I grunted each time he hit my core, and as he came once more, filling me with hot sticky semen and his hands tightened to a strangling point on my dick I gasped, throwing my head back, and came. I sprayed the floor, myself, and my lover Eriol with my seed.
He just looked at me and leaned forward, beginning to lick it off of my face. I moaned and licked it from his shoulder, enjoying the erotic thought of tasting myself on his sweet skin. As we cleaned each other Eriol seemed to come up with an idea. “We missed a bunch of class anyway, wanna come back home with me?” he said mischievously. I just grinned, taking his hand in mine and saying “whatever you want to do my love. You’re the master.” He just laughed, kissing me and re-dressing us. He grabbed my hand again and pulled me from the room, saying that he loved me and that he would never let me leave his sight again, rubbing his hand against my limp cock, which wasn’t so anymore.