Gratification

Title Gratification
Pairing Kimura/Miyata
Rating NC-17
Word count about 1300
AN: A lousy attempt to write a fic without a dialogue. Unbetad. This pairing once again since soon it's Kimura's birthday.

It had almost been like a miracle. Of course such a mediocre thing might have not meant anything to someone else in the same situation, or at least that was what Kimura thought to himself. But because of that thing, which could have easily been something rather indifferent to others, Kimura was over the moon. He was simply inexplicably happy.

To think that the feelings that he had harboured within himself for years, had in fact been accepted as well as returned more intensely than he could have ever expected. People, who belittled love and the affairs that might have followed it, couldn't have ever understood what it had been like for Kimura, after so many times of ending up brokenhearted. But now he had had better luck than he could have even imagined!

It certainly was the best thing that had happened to him in his life so far. Finally he had a dedicated lover, a partner that he loved with all of his heart and soul, and who seemed to love him back. Perhaps there had been other things in life that Kimura had badly craved for, but ever since getting to know that other young man, he had been the most precious thing in Kimura's life, everything that he truly wanted and needed from the bottom of his heart. Therefore it definitely had been flabbergasting to find out how their feelings were mutual, that there was much more than just compassionate friendship between them. Moreover, when the real feelings had finally been set free, there didn't seem to be an end to the craving to be together or the lust for physical interaction.

For Kimura it was like he had just found out what sex truly was. All those magazines, videos, books, comics, even all the talk that there had been about sex with his friends, none of that could have ever portrayed what it had been like to touch and feel, simply being close to the person he loved more than anything in his life. And fortunately, that other young man, Miyata, had willingly let Kimura do nearly anything he had wanted to do. Even during their first time there had already been strong and solid trust between them two.

That was special, something highly exceptional to Kimura. Thus often in the middle of the act, he completely forgot about himself, and concentrated comprehensively on his lover's pleasure, wanting to give him as much satisfaction as it was possible, trying his best to make him feel at least as ecstatic as Kimura himself felt during those moments when he just had to stop to gaze at that gorgeous naked male body before his very eyes. That body of a man, who was capable of making him go crazy and wild, his mind full of zest and visions of the things they could do with each other, clothed as well as naked, was truly a piece of art and the justified embodiment of eye candy for Kimura.

Before falling in love with another man like that, literally out of the blue, Kimura hadn't actually thought very much about how he felt about romantic or sexual relationships between people of the same sex. But he did become to realize homosexuality wasn't abnormal at all. In fact, he pretty soon realized it suited him perfectly. Combining his own body with Miyata's felt surprisingly right. And even if Miyata wasn't very good at expressing himself verbally, him being rather blunt and simple, at times even somewhat insecure under his cool appearance, it was still an easy deed to follow his reactions as his body was always utterly honest. And therefore Kimura knew very well what he could do, just how far he could go, and what kind of things were allowed between them while making love.

Even if they both were men, a plenty of different positions were possible, some of them even increased the pleasure for both parties. Such a thing Kimura hadn't experienced with anyone else except Miyata. Furthermore, without the salacious moments with him, Kimura might have not learned just how many parts of his body could feel amazingly good when Miyata touched him, or just how erotic and compelling was the mere sight of his lover's erected penis. As a matter of fact, it wasn't just that as it was only a little part of the big picture that was better known as Miyata's notably aroused, appealing, and sexy body.

But naturally, the human senses were drawn to the phallus, noticing it before anything else, the hardness of it, the bright colour, the secretion it began to ooze. Simply all of those noteworthy changes between the muscular thighs directed the attention completely to that particular part of the whole body even if it was just one part of the entirety. But after all, as a man Kimura knew very well how much the penis needed to be fiddled with, fondled, and rubbed, and how much it wanted to be slid and rammed into something wet and tight. At that point when the cock began to show it had urgent needs, it easily took over the brain as well as the mind, and nothing else mattered but the feelings that flowed from the crotch to all over the rest of the body. Therefore the cock, especially the glans penis, very often became the center of attention since it just couldn't have been overlooked in any way.

Simply knowing how the male body generally worked, might have been one of the reasons why it was so satisfying to have sex with a man. Having so many things in common, having mutual feelings, not to mention sharing the same kind of sensations, made it all so much better than Kimura could have guessed in the first place. To him being that intimately with Miyata was like heaven had descended on earth, and almost as though he had been chosen to nurture it. All the more reason to desire sex with his lover.

Naturally, every now and then it was tough to cope with the times when Miyata was going through his severe weight management. But it was something what brought even more spice to their relationship - after craving for the delicious treat so badly for so long, it was truly a feast to plunge into those highly sexual activities once again. A plenty of times Kimura did hope those special moments could last for a lot longer than they did in the reality, but distinctly there was a limit to everything. Even if they both had been training their bodies to have a lot of stamina, it didn't matter much when the fatigue was taking over. Generally, the outcome of having sex was languidness, there was no other way. And after all, it was exactly what was meant to happen, the obvious aftereffect of an overwhelming orgasm.

But since it was Kimura's greatest joy to unite with his lover, he didn't want it to be over too soon. Luckily there were multiple ways to enjoy foreplay and use it as means to make the intimate moment last as long as it was possible, before it was inevitable to pick up the pace and let it all go until the exhilarating climax that could also be repeated several times if the situation permitted it. Afterwards he usually cuddled up with Miyata cozily, giving him as much affection as he could.

Although it was only one part of Kimura’s life that was filled with work, hobbies, family, and friends, none of those could have been as important as Miyata was to him. Because every day, every little moment he got to spend with his beloved one, Kimura was happy and grateful for what he had been offered. And the one who knew that better than anyone was none other than Miyata himself.

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