A Little Death

Fai stumbled through the door and fell onto the couch. It was late at night and the lights were out. He assumed that everyone was asleep, until someone hit the lights.

“Where have you been?” Kurogane asked, glaring.

“Out.” Fai got up unsteadily, and looked at Kurogane smiling, but with a challenging expression. “What’s it to you, Kurogane?”

Kurogane felt the sting of that name, but didn’t let it show. “You’ve been drinking.”

“I’m going to bed.” Fai started off to his room. Kurogane grabbed his arm.

“You can’t keep hiding it.”

“Hiding what?”

“You’ve been in pain for a while. You need blood.”

“Well, aren’t you observant? But no, I’m not drinking. You heard the witch, it’s my choice.”

“You’ll die without it.”

“Maybe. But you wouldn’t let that happen, would you Kurogane?” Fai’s look shot daggers.

“What do you think it would do to the kid if you did that?” Kurogane’s hardened look began to get angrier.

“The Syaoran we knew is gone.”

“What about the princess? She paid the price for you too.”

“She’ll be fine. She’s got a purpose.”

“And you don’t?”

Fai looked away. “I’m going to bed. Let go.”

“Tsh.” Kurogane let go. But as Fai started to go again, he was suddenly grabbed again and pushed against the wall with Kurogane’s bleeding wrist across his mouth. He had only let go to slit it.

“Mmph!” Fai struggled and kept his mouth closed.

“Open and drink before I open your mouth for you.”

Fai kept struggling, but it was difficult with the overpowering smell of blood invading his nose. He was starving for it.

“Don’t wake them up.”

Fai looked over at the kids’ bedrooms and finally gave in, opening his mouth and sucking on Kurogane’s wrist with an intensity that quickly became desperation. After he’d had his fill, Kurogane lowered his wrist and let go. Before he started off to his room, Fai shot one last look at Kurogane. First his eyes were filled with pure hate, but then they shifted to something… strange. It was disconcerting. Kurogane watched him go to his room and then went to his own bed. He laid down and fell asleep.

“Kurogane…” Kurogane felt the air from the whisper against his ear. He opened his eyes and saw Fai straddling him.

“What the hell?!”

“Shhh. Keep quiet and this could be very fun for you.” Fai started to remove Kurogane’s clothes.

“What do you think you’re doing?!” Kurogane hissed as he grabbed Fai’s hands, stopping them.

“I’m thanking you.” Fai ran a finger over the line where Kurogane has cut his wrist. “Come on. You want this.” Fai bent over and began kissing and nibbling at Kurogane’s neck. Kurogane shuddered with unwanted pleasure as he let go of Fai’s hands and let Fai continue.

“N-no. You’re drunk.”

“Not so much I don’t know what I want. What I don’t know is what you want. You want me to suck you off or do you want inside me? If you’re a good boy, we might could do both.” Fai resumed his work taking Kurogane’s shirt off and began kissing lower. Kurogane was overwhelmed. He had been essentially celibate for so long, and to say he’d never thought about Fai specifically this way would be a lie. But there was definitely something wrong about this. And he was about to say so. It was just as soon as he was going to-

“Aah!”

Fai’s hand had reached Kurogane’s dick and began stroking it.

Fai gave a small laugh. “Hmm. You’re easy, Kurogane. I wonder what you’ll do when…” Fai lowered himself and ran his tongue along the length, and then took it into his mouth.

“Nngh!” Kurogane gripped the sheets with both hands on either side.

“M-mage…” Kurogane closed his eyes as they rolled back into his head. Then suddenly, Fai pulled away. Kurogane looked at him, startled. He had fought it initially, but to stop now…

Fai began pulling his own clothes off.

“If you want more, you have to tell me. You have to tell me what you want.” Fai’s shirt fell off, then his pants. Finally, he slowly took off his underwear.

“Do you want me to keep what I was doing, or…” He crawled up closer to Kurogane and put his hand on his ass. Kurogane was speechless. Fai smirked at the effect.

“Would you like to play with me for a while?”

Kurogane couldn’t help himself. Feeling the soft curve of Fai’s ass in his hand, looking at the white, perfect body in front of him, he threw Fai down on the bed and began frantically kissing him on the lips, Kurogane now on top, and very willing. He pressed his erection in between Fai’s legs, rubbing against Fai’s own member, stimulating it to harden. Kurogane ran his hand across Fai’s chest and along his torso, trying to feel every inch, every line of his smaller, thin body. Fai arched his body following the touch of Kurogane’s rough hands. Kurogane moved his mouth to Fai’s neck and kissed and bit lightly it. Fai moaned. Kurogane took some skin between his canines and bit harder making Fai jump a little. Kurogane moved down, kissing his chest and then reaching his nipple, which he began to play with in his mouth. He took the other nipple in his fingers and pinched. He then moved his mouth to Fai’s stomach, which he licked down the middle, tongue pausing for a moment at his navel. Finally Kurogane sat up, then leaned down to kiss Fai again on the mouth.

“This is gonna hurt a little.” Kurogane whispered into Fai’s ear before returning to his lips.

“Oh, I’m used to it.“ Fai smiled.

Kurogane paid no attention and moved his hand to his own penis and slicked his fingers in precum before moving back to Fai’s ass, cupping it for a moment, and then slipping a finger in the entrance. Fai didn’t even jump, he just pushed himself against the finger a bit, trying to get it even further. Kurogane moved it around easily, and slipped in the second, wriggling around and stretching. Before he put in a third, Fai pulled away from the kiss.

“Two’s fine. I want it to hurt.”

“Why would you want it to hurt?”

“You bled for me. I’ll bleed for you. Besides, isn’t this what you wanted? Don’t you want to hear me scream?”

Kurogane pulled his fingers out. “What are you talking about?”

“Don’t you want to punish me? I’ve been bad.” Fai laughed and wrapped his arms around Kurogane’s neck, biting it.

Kurogane threw him off.

“What is wrong with you?”

The smile left Fai’s face. “Let’s quit playing games. You don’t care about me. You’re keeping me around for some reason. Is this it?”

“Shit, you’re crazy.”

“If you loved me, you’d let me die. At least give me this little death.” Fai kissed Kurogane on the lips, wrapping one arm around his neck and the other arm he lowered, hand slowly stroking Kurogane’s dick, coaxing him back down.

“Damn it, mage…” Kurogane reached back around and reinserted his fingers, one, two, and then a third. Fai pushed himself against the hand, pleasuring himself and moaning. After he’d stretched Fai till he was satisfied, he pulled out. He ran his fingers along the inside length of Fai’s beautiful long, white thighs, and then held them up to allow access to his entrance. Then he very, very slowly entered him.

“You’re too gentle, Kurogane.”

“Shut up.” Kurogane continued to slowly ease his way completely in. Being inside him felt so good. Looking at the mage’s face, eyes closed, lost in pleasure, soft blonde hair laying on the pillow and across his face, and knowing that was who he was in almost sent him over the edge. He was too beautiful. And one of these days, he was going to get it. However long it took, he was going to get that he and the others cared about him and stop with this craziness. Staying fully sheathed for a moment, Kurogane then pulled almost entirely out and pushed back in.

“Aah…” Fai moaned a little stronger. Kurogane had brushed up against that spot. Knowing where it was now, he pulled back and slammed up against it. He was now moving easily inside, so he picked up speed and kept hitting it. With every impact Fai would whine in the sexiest way. It was making it difficult for Kurogane to not cum, but he wanted to wait until Fai had released. He began to move even faster, and finally, Fai let out a scream of pleasure and came. As he tightened around Kurogane’s cock, he came as well. Kurogane pulled out and fell to the bed beside Fai. Fai leaned over Kurogane, biting his ear.

“Was that good?”

“Stop talking.” Kurogane grabbed Fai and pulled him close. Fai started to pull away.

“I’m going to my room.”

Kurogane tightened his grip. “No you’re not. You’re going to cool it with the psycho shit, shut up, and just lay here with me. Got that?”

Fai tightened his lips.

“Whatever you want, Kurogane.” He laid back down and began to fall asleep on Kurogane’s chest. Kurogane ran his fingers through Fai’s hair and sighed. He didn’t fully understand what was going on in the mage’s mind, but for right now, they were together. And they were sleeping. And things were going to be okay