To Feel So Close

To feel so close Note from author: these characters don't belong to me, they belong to Nobuhiro Watsuki. He is the genius who created them; thank you, Watsuki! Kenshin and Kaoru are no longer just drawings to The 4w5 Neko now that Takeru Satoh and Emi Takei have brought them to life. Thank you to all who worked on the live action films! (Now let's make a few Jinchuu arc ones!) That is why Kenshin has brown eyes, not violet ones. A few days back, Kaoru and Kenshin had confided their shameful secrets to each other. Kenshin now knew about Kaoru's uncomfortable experience with her uncle Haru. She still felt a little dirty when she remembered his hand on her vagina, his fingers trying to enter her. And Kaoru knew that Kenshin had been molested by the slavers who had owned him when he was young. She was glad that they hadn't raped him, wanting to keep him virginal in case they got an opportunity to sell him. Still, she knew he'd gone through hell. Kaoru knew that Kenshin probably felt double the shame she did. Kaoru had thought about it. She had decided she wanted to make love with Kenshin, but wasn't sure when the timing would be right. She knew his fingers wouldn't make her feel dirty. But when? Should they wait until they were married? Then one night, after Yahiko had left for the Gorotsuki Longhouse, after Kenshin and Kaoru had eaten their dinners, Kenshin surprised Kaoru. "Kaoru, do you want to spend the night together?" he asked, smiling nervously. His brown eyes were warm. "Kenshin!" Kaoru exclaimed without thinking. "Yes," she breathed. Kenshin's smile broadened and Kaoru saw something like lust in his eyes. Kaoru smiled when Kenshin stood up and offered her his hand. She stood and took it. Kenshin led Kaoru back to the room where he always slept. "I hope Yahiko stays away," Kaoru said, anticipation filling her. "He will," Kenshin said. "Come here, Kaoru." He smiled softly. Kaoru pressed herself against Kenshin, and reached to put her arms around his neck. She kissed him softly, her eyes closed. He responded by kissing her back, his tongue pushing its way into her mouth. Kenshin put his arms around Kaoru's waist, stroking her. She moaned. She stepped back just a bit, reflexively. "Are you okay, Kaoru?" Kenshin asked, moving his hands back up her back. "Yes," Kaoru said firmly. She impulsively reached for his pants. This time it was Kenshin who moaned. Kaoru could feel the proof that he wanted her. She stroked his hard penis through his pants. He moaned again. "It's been a long time," Kenshin said, putting his hands on Kaoru's hands. "Since Tomoe-san?" Kaoru asked. "Yes," Kenshin breathed. How sweet, Kaoru thought. So Kenshin hadn't had any lovers since then. "You want me, don't you, Kenshin?" Kaoru said, tingling all over. "Yes," Kenshin said. "Will you lie down, please?" "Sure." Kaoru obeyed and lay on Kenshin's futon. She lay on her back, and began pushing her kimono's skirts aside for him. She felt a little clumsy in this situation, but also undeniably excited. She was throbbing like mad, caught in an unfamiliar feeling. Kenshin pulled his white pants down and lay on her. Kaoru gasped with pain as Kenshin pressed into her. "Kenshin!" she gasped. She put her arms around him. "Sorry," Kenshin gasped as he thrust himself into her. "Don't be sorry," Kaoru chided, though she felt a little uncomfortable. But it was good to be so close. Very good. Kaoru had her legs spread apart wide as Kenshin thrust in, deeper, back, deeper again. "Oh my god," she cried. It felt so tense, yet somehow right. Kaoru wasn't sure if she was in pleasure or pain. "Kaoru!" Kenshin cried as he came. Kaoru felt his seed enter her willing body. She had to admit to herself that this wasn't as romantic as she had pictured it would be. Maybe next time, they need not go so fast. "Was that okay, Kaoru?" Kenshin asked as he rolled onto his side, next to her. He pulled up his pants. "Yes," Kaoru said softly. "But, Kenshin..." "It will be better next time," Kenshin promised. He began to smooth her sweaty hair back from her face. "Good," Kaoru said softly. "But I understand." "I want to please you," Kenshin continued as he moved his hands to her breasts, feeling past her kimono. He moved the clothing aside. "Okay," Kaoru breathed. His fingers were tracing her nipples. "That feels good." Kaoru sighed and closed her eyes.